0ffshoot of Unbending intent

[glance left]

Yeah, true.  I don't know how, but apprehending the meaningless and endless left sided spaciousness somehow give meaning to the pointless fractal mazes.  Even though the meaning is ultimately unfathomable

And, yeah true......zipper function and smoothness of movement has to do with proper alignment as it zips/unzips.  For me, as mentioned, it has something to do with silently guarding the tree/sapling.....so it grows symmetrically

[Le_Regard]

Ok, so my one concern is that zippers were invented in 1851, so that might affect our ability to use them for time travel, but aside from that I think we've got it all basically figured out.

[Le_Regard]

This escalated very quickly.

[Le_Regard]

Hey, so a funny thing just happened.  Have you ever met the feather serpent god and his creepy brother with the smokey mirror?

[Le_Regard]

Full disclosure, cards on the table, I am secretly hoping you HAVEN'T met them, that I just introduced them to you, they're yours now, and that this makes it cool now that I so blatantly stole the zipper thing from you.

[Le_Regard]

Oh and the zipper thing is corn.  It's so obviously corn.  I mean it's other things too, but CORN... wow is it corn.

The CORN MAIDENS have also landed.  I repeat, the corn maidens have landed.

[glance left]

I don't think I met him/them...but I saw Quetzlcoatl's calling card.....like the bat signal projected on the ground in stead of in the sky .....it was a projected shadow on a Grecian patio which was a winged serpent hovering in front of the sun undulating back and forth.  Pretty weird

Yeah, no doubt.....it's corn (y)

[Le_Regard]

On two very different occasions, I saw a serpent.

I saw a serpent coiled up at the center of the Earth. It was night, there was a camp fire at the time, and I also had a clear vision of "three fires", the fire in front of me, the fire at the center of the Earth, and the Sun. The Stars were also involved, but the Sun is just our nearest Star, right? But the serpent just stayed there, coiled up at the center of the Earth.

A different time, it was a bright clear day and I saw a snake that stretched between the Earth and the Sun. It never left the Sun, but also it kind of hunted it, chasing it across the sky.

[Atlantean]

Le_Regard wrote:
You go to torbrowser.org and you download it, and then you click on it.

Then you go to check.torbrowser.org to make sure it's working.  You're welcome.

sorry Im just walking in on this conversation. Whats a tor browser for?

[Le_Regard]

Atlantean1 wrote:
sorry Im just walking in on this conversation. Whats a tor browser for?

It hides your true name.

[Atlantean]

Le_Regard wrote:
Atlantean1 wrote:
sorry Im just walking in on this conversation. Whats a tor browser for?

It hides your true name.

you mean your IP address?  and so what the point unless u r pirating or something?

[Le_Regard]

Atlantean1 wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
Atlantean1 wrote:
sorry Im just walking in on this conversation. Whats a tor browser for?

It hides your true name.

you mean your IP address?  and so what the point unless u r pirating or something?

Yes, your IP address, but it also makes you untraceable. It hops you through different countries, and hides you a little more each time.

The point is a really good question. It's controversial actually. While some people do use it to protect themselves while they report human rights abuses etc. in countries that suppress activism, which is like their official position on it, a lot of other people use it to sell drugs or really creepy porn.

[Atlantean]

Le_Regard wrote:
Atlantean1 wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:


It hides your true name.

you mean your IP address?  and so what the point unless u r pirating or something?

Yes, your IP address, but it also makes you untraceable.  It hops you through different countries, and hides you a little more each time.

The point is a really good question.  It's controversial actually.  While some people do use it to protect themselves while they report human rights abuses etc. in countries that suppress activism, which is like their official position on it, a lot of other people use it to sell drugs or really creepy porn.

oh...the dark web... eww

[Le_Regard]

Oh yes, very eww.

It's controversial.  Pretty much everyone you could meet is for freedom of speech and expression and freedom from undue government oppression, but the same channels that make freedom possible make a lot of other craziness possible too.

Are you British? I'm just guessing that because you seem to post at what is 'night' for me, here.  But I can tell you, we definitely don't like CCTV cameras over here.  We're super weirded out by ubiquitous surveillance for our own good.

By the way, did you know Google reads this?  Not an actual person, just... Google.  Google ad sense bots.  It's how Tapatalk makes their money with targeted advertising, it's how they know what ads to show you.  Google bots scan for keywords, or something.  That weirds me out, but the dark web weirds me out more.

[rosygyro]

glance left wrote:
I saw a little jumping spider on my wall today and walked up to it...and asked it if it wanted to stay inside or go outside.  I said "turn right if you want to stay inside...turn left if you wa..." It promptly turned right. 


I think you're seeing more facets than me.  I only saw the one aspect in which a brightly lit luminous fulcrum moved along an abysmal plane drawing together two luminous curtain-like swaths of gossamer plasma and pulled them toward itself, bind/weaving them together as it moved along...and then, behind it, whatever was bound together unraveled and was separated...like a zipper moving along, zipping together something from in front of it and unzipping it from behind.  And I could feel what was happening within myself as I saw it. 

But, yeah...it makes sense that there is a multiplicity of singularities out there, all being zipped and unzipped. 

And, yeah....fractal mazes on the right...going nowhere, really....but at least the illusion that you're making progress by navigating through.  On the left...yeah....inert awareness filling empty space.  It's nice to touch base with that inert meaninglessness though....at least for me.  It seem to lighten the mood for maze-walking, somehow  

I drive a 20tonne refuse truck around a rural road system from 5am. The road has a lot of rabbits, pigeons and pheasants and even field mice and shrews- tiny little rodents dart across the roads.
when i run something over, i immediatly assess two aspects of my energy form.. the part that wanted to steer into the impact. (tends to be a very orange stream of deeper subconsious will) and the part of me which was tending toward "i swerve to avoid animals" (a very thin translucent lightblue atmospheric feeling).
only last week.. TWO rabbits ran out at the same distace apoart as the front wheelbase of the truck.. If i hadnt put on the brakes it would have been a double KO for sure and so i do consider how much the animals "want" to run headlong into the illuminated mechanical unknown versus the wear and tear of a hedgerow existence.
When it comes to animals i have a few beliefs-
animals are playing a game. i.e. my cat brings in dead mice because it wants me to combine them with its kibble as an experiment.. Wether it wants me to put its kibble where it put the mouse, or put its mouse in with where i put the kibble is the question.
 the moment an animal dies their awarness becomes part of that genus pool immediatly.. so living cat becomes no less catty, just ceasess to have a body or "node" of life.. so in much the same way as the mouse kibble game i wonder wether they run out in front of trucks in order to put a dead animal in a partcular place and somehow empower the genus core as the collctive retracts its awarness.
much the same as humans and their dreamers.. which will apon the death of an individual retract their awarness ..
with humans though the individual awarness is temporarily locked in the machinations of its behaviour under free will within its awarness totality.. and a second awarness move exists.. or jump to infinity.

natural animals an dwhere they choose to die..
sorcerers and where they choose to die.

waffling now. so let me tell you about this LOG.




Yesterday i ran out of wood but not coal and the fire was a deep red flameless foreboading thing and so i went outside to find a log from the garden.
i eventually found this one covered in lichen and heavily wet inside..
I figured it would hiss for a while but burn eventually and so i took it inside.
feeling a pang of tragedy for the Lichen still living and growing on its surface.

Did the Lichen want to burn...?
Did it make me its agent or am i just some phillestine to it?
did it appreciate the  death of millions of its nodes or is lichen so mute in its awarness level that it could translate
to within the life of fire and its "genus"?
i.e perhaps the "genus core" of the most basic things actually has liminal breaches.. ELEMENTAL CORES.

hmmm thinky pinky.
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[rosygyro]

or we could have a spazmo contest.

............................................................................I love them. <3

[Le_Regard]

rosygyro wrote:
when i run something over, i immediatly assess two aspects of my energy form.. the part that wanted to steer into the impact. (tends to be a very orange stream of deeper subconsious will) and the part of me which was tending toward "i swerve to avoid animals" (a very thin translucent lightblue atmospheric feeling).
only last week.. TWO rabbits ran out at the same distace apoart as the front wheelbase of the truck.. If i hadnt put on the brakes it would have been a double KO for sure and so i do consider how much the animals "want" to run headlong into the illuminated mechanical unknown versus the wear and tear of a hedgerow existence.
When it comes to animals i have a few beliefs-
I very recently had to poison probably hundreds of cockroaches.  I didn't enjoy it.  The thing is, they kept dying on their own initiative.  They're so smart and adaptable and hard to kill, but also so stupid they'll fall into a glass of water and drown.  I tried all kinds of "natural" remedies to just chase them away, but nothing worked.  They were just so stupid they'd crawl down the drain, we wouldn't even know they were there, and they'd be scalded to death by hot water or drowned.  Some of them got into spaces they couldn't get out of and died, presumably of thirst, and others were so stupid they got their legs stuck on something sticky and just died there.  Sometimes I'd find them messed up somehow, like they couldn't walk anymore and their survival was not viable so I put them out of their misery.  I have killed many insects like this, because I believed a quick death between my fingers or under a rock was better than crouching on broken legs as they slowly died of thirst.
One time in a biology class we bred fruit flies to study their genetics.  I forget the point, but it was something about their eye color and whether they had short wings or long wings, I think, and what happened when you bred all these types together, which traits were dominant and which were recessive.
At the end we killed them all.  It was one of the saddest things I've ever seen, but not because of the dead fruit flies... because no one else saw the problem.
There was actually a guy from Nepal in that class and when I thought he could hear me I said a little Kali prayer I knew, as he poured tranquilized fruit flies into a jar of poison.  Kali is not the most popular goddess in Nepal but I figured he'd recognize that I was doing Sanskrit at least. 
Another time I came out of the woods high on mushrooms with my third eye wide open while the Nepali guy and his other Nepali friend were walking the other way dressed up in absurd white people clothes and carrying tennis rackets.  I waved at them.  They waved back.  I think we all got the joke at least.
But anyway... cockroaches.  I hated to buy those poison traps, but if I didn't kill them quickly, they'd have spread to the neighbors who would probably have killed them worse.

[glance left]

Code orange....I see it.  And its roots.  Maybe the recap will help track them way down in the dirt. 

I don't know what animals or lichen want.  Maybe, at their core, what every living thing wants....to live to transcend or to die to just be done with it....I've been on that fence many times.  More so, though, when an orange conflagration has flared.   

What color was in play when burning the log?  Certainly not orange, predominantly.  Can blue coexist when inevitably killing to survive?  Alignment amidst all this ironic day-to-day stuff....seems impossible....almost

[Le_Regard]

Once upon a time I woke up in a desert and I killed a beetle.  It wasn't malicious, but I killed it.  I felt bad about this, but I fed it's body to a hill of ants and at the time it seemed like a reasonable moral compromise.

They couldn't eat the exoskeleton or the wings, by the way.  I came back later and found the beetle eaten except for the exoskeleton and the wings.

[Le_Regard]

I'm not very good with colors.  The only color schemes I know well enough are the chakras in basically rainbow order, and um...

Mars = Red
Jupiter = Blue
Mercury = Orange
Venus = Green
Sun = Yellow
Moon = Purple
Saturn = Black

And then also SOMETIMES the one with the white sphere at your forehead symbolizing Body the red sphere at your throat symbolizing Speech and the blue sphere at your heart symbolizing Mind.

This is probably not super helpful to the task at hand, I just thought a general invocation of all possible colors seemed like a really good idea right now.

[glance left]

I see lots of colors while meditating and in dreaming, but aren't sure of they're implications honestly.  One color rarely predominates...they are usually myriad and constantly in flux.

I do know that, in terms of inorganic beings....the kind that are scouts....which crop up in dreaming, the orange ones are the more aggressively violent ones compared to the blue ones. 

Maybe aggressive, harmful (to self or others) impulses are engendered by flares from orange scout attacks.  IDK.  Doesn't matter what they are, in terms of categorization, I guess....key is to sit tight and buckle down when the impulse arises.  Don't act out....wait until it passes (talking to self) and return to smooth, silent, aware progression

[Le_Regard]

It helps me if I make a conscious effort to see actual colors.  Not astral colors, just colors, with my eyes.  Like red stop signs, green grass, blue sky.

My general suspicion is that they can mean all kinds of things and that there are whole classes of beings that speak in color instead of sound.

[Le_Regard]

[Le_Regard]

[Atlantean]

Le_Regard wrote:
Oh yes, very eww.

It's controversial.  Pretty much everyone you could meet is for freedom of speech and expression and freedom from undue government oppression, but the same channels that make freedom possible make a lot of other craziness possible too.

Are you British? I'm just guessing that because you seem to post at what is 'night' for me, here.  But I can tell you, we definitely don't like CCTV cameras over here.  We're super weirded out by ubiquitous surveillance for our own good.

By the way, did you know Google reads this?  Not an actual person, just... Google.  Google ad sense bots.  It's how Tapatalk makes their money with targeted advertising, it's how they know what ads to show you.  Google bots scan for keywords, or something.  That weirds me out, but the dark web weirds me out more.

Brittish? no..I'm in mother Russia. AKA Alaska. 

I don't like gov creeping or spying but not because of the obvious reasons. My ex is a customs agent and they do all sorts of high tech fancy stuff to spy on people. Its supposed to be for work only but of course those peeps do what they want. it would be nice to be off the grid and out of the system but alas..I am here in tonal life doing tonal things. the thing I dislike about tonal life s you cant win no matter what. everything is based on finances money and status...if u dont have any people look down on you...if you do have money and a good job position or whatever people hate you and are jealous.