Music and Memory

[docta lee]

Music and memories was something i was just thinking about and thought i would write a little about it. For me, one who creates music and enjoys listening to
all kinds of music. When I hear a song or TV or movie sound from the past it really does transport me to that time and I like this feeling. Sometimes though it
can confuse me because it brings me back to times when i heard the music and in that time i was confused as well. So you could say it is almost like a deja-vu.
I's weird because it is like a feeling of knowing something visceral but you cant really use logic to figure out what is going on. Smells and odors
sometimes do the same thing to me. This is actually very important to me, to feel in touch with the wheel of time or my wheel of time. The part i don't
like about all of this and above all the warrior's path is day by day i am becoming more aware and it is hard to be normal or be concerned with all the
normal and tedious concerns of life. Maybe i am becoming too detached? Thanks

[bluedreamer]

I like what you write here docta lee, it's like a shift of your ap point back to that time, it is a strong recapitulation. I think it' cool that you
find it important to stay in touch with your/the wheel of time.




Detachment is a weird thing, for some it seems to mean comming to a point where you don't feel emotions, to me it's more like getting a warmer heart
and not overdramatizing creating false emotions( or notice with awareness when you are). I think cool-hearted detachment is a defence mechanism from fear of
the pain of existance, as far as that goes, so is the dramatizing. Those overblown emotions seem easier than the deep pain that living in this narrow
pinch-world engenders until they really **** your life with their miserable behaviors or start to bore you till you struck numb, then your luck and your
life begins again when you begin continue to realize what they are doing, they sound like flyers, huh? Recognize and grieve deep, then you can laugh, flyers
flee from the deep tear(s) and the rumbling laughter, at least that's what I've been finding here and there, i still have a lot of foot prints to go
though.




Maybe I went on too long about that but real tears are so under-rated, releasing them frees up energy.




I don't think not being normal or not being concerned with daily tedium is being too detached but it is good to question yourself about whats going on
inside you. Spirit is moving you and it is changing your perspective, maybe it can help you simplify your life so you spend less time with the tedium. I am
moved to say that it might be good to find some nearby friends who aren't


over-spooked by fellow brothers and sisters spiritual paths--- lol, kick it with a bunch of weirdos doc--lol, you probably already do--sure are some around
here! I can say that cause I have some cool mystic dropout friends over in the next town and going for a visit now and agin and comming here strengthen my
path.




Everyone walks their own path though docta, just sharing part of mine here, you know whether or not anything I said here is true for you.

[docta lee]

bluedreamer your words do touch me and i feel that you are a very kind and wise person. I hope we can dream together soon thank you

[bluedreamer]

Your welcome docta, i was worried I blabbed too much, glad to hear otherwise, see you in dreams compay!

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