Casual Conversation

[serloco]

I meant to say I have not been speaking for merely my own benefit.

[serloco]

Yes, setting the body to do anything perfectly is an ideal state to be in, cast from, intend. Even this tonal can handle itself in the face of the nagual. A tonal that knows it can walk through the most horrific battlefield imaginable and may do so unscathed, exactly as he intended. You intend success or failure. Set.

[Billy]

On the one hand I am closer to understanding what you mean to hook another reality as a matter of intent (and for myself the necessary doing, if even it involves trying)

On the other hand, my daughter visited from a thousand miles away this weekend and did not come to my home, so that my wife had to meet her elsewhere.  We were at the point of amend when I hooked another reality you speak of.

Only my seasoning is keeping my head above drowning in negativity; it is clearly causing enough stress to affect my health.  But, I am okay as it goes.  Do I want to hook another reality? Hmm.  Maybe.

  Words don't reflect demeanor always. 

   Then, I don't ever leave the house.  My only project is my petty tyrant wife (and sports).  I want to move (shape) my wife.

   I came to this site by coincidence.  The teamname of my daughters college basketball team was the Flyers.  I happened on to knowing something (intending) an outcome that did take place against the odds.

   I liked the connection of Flyers (foreign installation) to simplify detachment.  I was doing refresher for myself, and is how I came here.

[serloco]

Well I have done an immense amount of magic on and for women. It was a driving goal of mine for many years. I sought both to free women and to dominate them. I would do my best to seduce even Goddess' and bring them into fleshen form. To turn a 'simple' woman into something more, give her wings of flight. Can she ride your will, dance in the light of your gaze into the beyond? Or can you only see her in one way? Do you only see her in one way? Do you feed it to her, fill her with yummies, treats, diamonds, the works? Will she bare herself for you naked and pure and let you paint her to your will. Dress her as a Goddess? Will she spread herself from corner to corner of existence and let you enter into her, position her how you want her and have your way with her? Will she drop whatever she has, whatever clothes she wears, whatever mask she bears, and fly away with you into your dream? Does she nurture the seeds you sow? Do you nurture her with your heart, your eyes, your knowledge, your every energy you have towards her? She will move willingly to these energies. Seek these directions in your self to her and watch her dance to the song of your love. Your attention is on her billy, and it is on your daughter too, right now. Your energy, your song, your intent, is being sung onto the stage as we speak, and the energies are in play, they are dancing to these energies. Can you focus into them, onto them, answer them, guide them, listen to them. There are many different forms of attention I have with/for women now. I can do almost anything I want to women and you know what it is I found I want? THEIR heart. A rose by any other name is no longer a rose.

[serloco]

serloco wrote:i have learned a very ancient form of vampiric necromancy. allows me to draw life from the dead, and interact with their awareness directly. a collection of all the awareness of all the living and dead both. it contains every moment in their lives as they happened. have you ever heard of Florinda Donner say that one could recapitulate the nagual's life if one wanted to? It's very much like this except with an open and active bridge between the spirit/life and the present moment. when i say draw life from the dead i mean to say i draw their awareness from them into me, and even mix, or merge. embrace. i enjoy hearing and seeing sound like great savants, and painting magical wonders. learning incredible feats from a source that knows all life forms. yeah, i have learned resurrections. in mix master school some of learned how to create matter that channeled spirit forms into fluid animation of physical matter. Spirits could both control the forms of the matter in motion and could cast their forms into them, as you looked at the faces of the spirits within the form shift from face to face with the focus of attention and intent, you could see their thoughts, their consciousness with your eyes in the formed matter. we made much of this, many states of spirit matter.To make the ancients speak, we must feed them with our own blood.
Ulrich von Wilamowitz-Moellendorff (via vandrare)

[Billy]

You never have to attest to your veracity telling me something.  I don't know how I know, but I know you will tell me the truth.

[serloco]

hey did you check out my latest stalking of Jewel Kilcher? You know right? mmm. I've been dreaming with her... you should check out my art and form thread if you want to see the latest. I've been dancing on the threads of her timeline for a 'little while'.

[serloco]

Yes I am honest. I am so open that you can see the truth in me for yourself usually. At least that is a state i am often in. I learned once even That could tell them the truth that I was going to lie to them, show their body the truth while telling them a lie. So they could see both and still accept the lie willingly. As if the truth gets placed willingly into the subconsciousness while the lie surfaces and takes form. It like an agreement so far below thw surface of reality, beneath all the people's self, and right to the essence of their being, here the lie supports their mask that they wear, or a new mask created of reality and they willingly put it on, knowing it is a mask of what is real, what is within them. The raw unformed pure nature of all reality, infinity, eternity, and every mask every conceived, every form of existence that 'it' becomes. This mask of all masks. This naked body beneath our clothes.

[Billy]

That was well conveyed.  Your introductions to different art such as in googling vandrare is appreciated.  I hardly ever get ill, so if I am missing things it is due to energy I need to fix my body in that regard.  I would say I am well towards the bottom of a well-being cycle.  I try not to make much of this up/down.  I am.  (...so little, so big, so smart, so stupid...so wanting to dissapear...will be wanting to emerge, etc.)

[serloco]

do you know what equality is for me... any and every action is equal wether being an enormous seemingly unobtainable feat, or a blink of an eye. That position holds no barriers, no resistance of any kind, nothing is greater then anything else. There is no importance. Any outcome becomes merely a decision. There are only variables if you bring them into the equation. All is created, and existing, and all is dust.

[Billy]

I was ready to post when I saw, then read about your sorcery experiences.  I assume you know I had 'shifts.'  {(Or) I had a broad swing.}  Telepathy took me to articles like 'space makes up 99.99999% of things.'
You are romantic.

And yes, "Who better as ally, while we learn to redraw ourselves in whatever new shape as we find separate people who are still striving to be the best versions of ourselves?"  I do believe you were conversing with me today adroitly.  Did I set, 'NO.  I won't be pi**ed and s**t on anymore?'

I note the question mark.  I do have some humor. 

I APPRECIATE the 'variables that can be (or not be) in the equation.'  That stays with me.   I was wanting to head into 'spiritual darkness.'  NOW I am posting.  Next I will go to...

[Billy]

I am drawn to not projecting life into answers, to enter the unknown, to live with my life as a lowly question mark in empty isolation increasingly.  Can that really be me?  Why does that feel so good, so right?

[Billy]

FINALLY.  Playfarians was a very good recap, and I grasp for the first time a little seed of knowledge that is ready to take root.  Do I say thank you enough?

[serloco]

billy wrote: I do believe you were conversing with me today adroitly.  Did I set, 'NO.  I won't be pi**ed and s**t on anymore?'

 I remember having seen different body forms and energetic reactions of those body positions. I saw one of them and i said those words. though for me it was my attention checking if it set it which is the energy of the question, then me saying no....etc seeing the reactions of that body produced those results and so not accepting the setting.

[serloco]

billy wrote:I am drawn to not projecting life into answers, to enter the unknown, to live with my life as a lowly question mark in empty isolation increasingly.  Can that really be me?  Why does that feel so good, so right?Maybe noone knows?

[Billy]

Google:  Jewel Break Me YouTube

See: Jewel-Break Me (live 2006) 

Play

[Billy]

Was to say I accept your gestures, teachings, and abilities graciously.

[serloco]

Are you bullet proof billy boy? Can you take a shot and keep living in the same light, or are you a leaf at the mercy of the wind? Can you choose? Will an energy shot from my awareness turn you into anything at all, or from another source straight after, or do you remain stead fast, eyes open, and deciding? Can you see the energy of something without it affecting you, or changing you so long as YOU consciously decide with full awareness? We call it bullit-proof. There are many bullits and shapes of them. Most do not see how deadly and powerful they are though. Unless there is an awareness present that does see and knows, like me.  Most people are bullit ridden already and leak all over the place. But they do not know it usually. Those are the old world conditioned tribe. Their lives are owned by death but they do not see the life of their death or where it comes from. Some people are naturally bullitproof, and luckily so. These people upon seeing what bullits are, and how to stop them often immediately heal their holes and close the leaking energy in their bodies perfectly and do not slip often back. Some do at times get shot to **** out there though, but it is getting safer too, and many very safe ways exist too.  Not many safe ways though when attacking or seeking to destroy the spirit of a curse, or an evil of some kind too often. Unless you are really good. The best of us are so named to be bullitproof, which means we can walk into a nightmare and not let it control us, or affect us greatly, and remain unscathed. A highly guarded position of awareness becomes next to nothing to hack with no worries of harm, no matter how 'great' the obstacle you face. When you saw my awareness loaded with a weapon that was not fired or ued or even intended to be used yet pointed to you in my attention your next words said "thank you for knowing when to do something and when not to'' or something like that. very connected in the moment of now it was, but i mut tell you that your awarenerss should be crafted to look even at the worst forms of threatening and menacing worst nightmares of your deepest fears and know that you will fine and not perish in any way, YOU can disarm your fear's power, and even the power of it's 'potenital pressence' in your existence if you so desire. Many ways to overcome your fears, but your nightmares if you give them existence must be conquered or they will conquer you. So long as you give them reality and power. WHat is your intent if a car should pass behind you and stick you? Can this happenn to you? What would be the result? What is YOUR intent? Did someone else SHOOT thee things into your world? What would happen if your heart stops? Will your heart stop? What is your heart? YOUR answers or someone elses? Are you bullitproof billy if a doctor tells you that you will die becayuse you did this or that? WHo has your power and your trust, and in what form of knowledge have you given your life to? Is it killing you? Must you ride the essence of other's paths and lives formations and knowledge or can you set your own way? I am a practiced shapeshifter and can easily deflect a bullit to my heart but what of the average man? And what of the bullit i just fired at him? poor 'average man' is even a bullit form if you look closely at it you will see. Hitman energy shots, load an essence, any knowledge, aim it at anything and give it your shot! Hows that for fruit of the garden? 

But can you take shots and have them not faze you? I don't think hitman bullitproof is out there yet.. but it is well made indeed. crafted and mixed with the finest choice selection of ingredients. when someone tells you what your next vacation spot is like because they know it all and have been there does that mean for you that he knows everything about where you are going? Did he get into your dreams? His energies walking all around you in the forms he told you about and made you accept? Did his bullit seep into your blood and into your eyes and now all you see is the contents of his dream? Do they direct your gaze and control its focus on every object of your life and your world? Do you eat their food like a good little pet as they tell you all about everything for you and what you can expect? Do you have eyes and ears and an attention to see for yourself, or perhaps intend a different way or outcome? Can you remove the activity of their bullits? When they tell you there is ''no other choice'' or  ''it is just the way it is'' do you succumb then and accept their way, does it manifest for you everytime they shoot you? Or can you fight it and build a resistence until no longer do they even form at all in any way unless you want them to form. Some bullits are okay, invited even. Yes please. Some not so good. Like basically all the knowledge of the bilogical body of the human form and it's limitations. no thanks. Shapeshifting and how tos? Sure, you bet. The conditioning of many people of the condtioned old world have been trained to accpet blindly whatever they are fed, hooking their attention like sheep onto the way cast for them. Do they hook your gaze billy? because for me I can have it tell me all about one world, and then all about another, and yet bonth are the world. MANY different worlds too, all different, and yet all the same too. I can watch, and have, for weeks diffeerent versions of the earth form from the moment now. You could see them different if you want too, or dimensions of the earth plain, etc, etc, etc, but it is reality to me. Any way, not just one, not just one moment hooked forever to be. No chains. Heaven is here if you can see it, see into it. and so is hell if you can see into it, or follow it. Turn on the tv with all the curses formed onto it bu you or form others who you allowed to curse it and see what it tells you of the world?!! Then if you can turn on a blessed one and see what it then tells you!!! Think what is the tv for awhile and as you watch it now, in the moment now, and see for yourself what it is. Learn to suspend the posions inside of you if there is any inside of you. But if you curse the tv and its form are you going to let it form your world? Do you have to let it? I don't. But i can use it in many ways. TV is just one example of everything. What if GOd had commanded not to trust the tv or to llisten to its messages? But wait he did!!! HE said not to trust the evils of men, or the ways of men either, or you will be where they are, but if you seek for yourself or for Him then you will find that way instead. It's proven in the sciences now even, but many do not look so closely as I do to see what it all means... yet.

[serloco]

In sorcery they teach us to claim your power. For yourself. A crucial teaching for our world.

One man I know left the world behind, he hated the sciences of limits, and the conditioning of his world. He left it found that what he held in himself was reality, and not what they had given to him to be reality. In his reality everything would tell him all about what he knew of, and what he saw to be real. It was his there. His sciences formed his own ways for him and helped free his knowledge. and world. From time to time he would venture back to share and to learn of the old world sciences, and he stalked it's weaknesses, and it's downfall. As it turned up even the presence of this sorcerer in his old position had awakened the sciences in that world. No longer was reality held under the same laws in his presence. They were under his own. Although the teachings and lessons were not present in their world before him, they materialized shortly after him, and they followed the awareness of the sorcerer within their world afterward. proving some of his knowledge which opened the doors for their sciences. The awareness of the sorcerer was stronger then the scientists and easily took them over and their surroundings. They could not deny the truth they were within. This is the sorcerer who showed science that the observer effects and controls the experiment. his influence into the science world has sparked only mystery, potential, freedom, and power. Science is not was used to be in any world i know of now.

[serloco]

I remember when ther beings couldn't hook my active attention anymore to their 'trips' and experiences. They would tell me somewhere that they were going and if i focused into and cast something different they would be forced into what i thought was real. i remember once someone from a new city, and a new paradigm was trying to cross over to the last city i had been in, and into the dimension i had set, which was indeed great and powerful. They tried to bully my attention, to make me assume that he would get there because it was only '10 minutes away' for me to get there. I had set the paradigm of the knowledge in that city to astounding properties then. SO he left out into the path i had just come from. I looked into it and changed what would happen and turned out the lights of my own energy, so he could not get there. As soon as i did that he appeared back again where i was, not a minute later. hmmm. he had some bogus reason for 'changing his mind afterall'. Truth is there was no path there anymore. I would later learn to make cities vanish form reality completely and set intricate wards so to keep certain people or beings out. It did not matter what they told me anymore. They were deceptive and demanding, sneaky and devious in their methods at times. But it is my energies that casts that way, and so watch me shut out reality completely from my awareness and turn out the lights. A thief in the night you mean to say? Exactly that yes. I warn all who oppose me. My tongue is a sword and my eyes are of fire set. Any mention of 'my enemies' existence and my winged serpent may enter into any moment of 'their' existence and become 'them' completely!! I can set my eyes to own, no longer a thief but a King. The thief awakened to set his own arrangements not in the possession of others, to their liking, demands, or control, but to his own. I wear the robes of a beggar, small and humble before an Infinite God in everything around me, and the clothes of a King given choice and life. To rule a people is small, compared to being in the rule of an Infinite God that is the world around you. NO longer just an Earth, small and limited, but omnipotent and vast. I yield only to the Infinite who knows the hearts and ways of all of creation. That awareness can give me any way, any life, and any form, and only "He/She" can do that. Only an awareness that is omnipresent can. And does too I might add, and very well. How could I rule people when the thing I seek is freedom total? i rule my intent, and my choice, my knowledge, and MY way, you are free not to follow and go your own way too, because my way leads to freedom and is set with choice and eyes that see light, not hidden in shadow and scared of it, left intending blindness and cover.

[serloco]

I'm terrified of the world billy. deep inside of me there is a fear buried there. seeds planted from many of my experiences. some intended into the oblivion of my memory so I could remain intact. yet what i am terrified of i seek out at all costs. it draws me to it. it's so immense and so vast, and so powerful, and so perfect that i always come back to it. its inside of everything, everyone, hidden and seen, all things, alive and dead, in every way, and can make reality into anything. So vast it can perform anything in any amount of time, or no time. Any feat. Face that power, alone, all around you directly. Watch it twist reality into anything in an instant. And yet everything we know of it, of reality itself, it is already, and everything we do not know too. Stare at that vast infinite unknown power and try not to **** in your pants! The things I have accomplished, well beyond human heights and dreams, are still small and next to nothing compared to creation's totality. There is nothing I can fathom that would be difficult for it to do, or that it is not already even. And yet there it is giving us the gift of living our own lives and existence within it, perpetuating itself, infinity through life and death. Creation creating creations that create, so to create. To live in different forms and ways, to multiply and divide, to expand perpetually. To enter into that unknown way, not yet formed, or found, to discover, to create new. To add. Cheers to the shamans and the dreamers, the visionaries, and the prophets who see past the old ways while retaining them.

[Billy]

serloco  wrote:Are you bullet proof billy boy?  {No} 
Can you take a shot and keep living in the same light, or are you a leaf at the mercy of the wind? Can you choose? Will an energy shot from my awareness turn you into anything at all, or from another source straight after, or do you remain stead fast, eyes open, and deciding?  {I have only one modest successful psycho-physical deathground experience}
Can you see the energy of something without it affecting you, or changing you so long as YOU consciously decide with full awareness? We call it bullit-proof. There are many bullits and shapes of them. Most do not see how deadly and powerful they are though. Unless there is an awareness present that does see and knows, like me. {I saw the clouds (yours?), and one disappear today when calling for its energy, but I am not frequently awareness sure.}
Most people are bullit ridden already and leak all over the place. But they do not know it usually. Those are the old world conditioned tribe. Their lives are owned by death but they do not see the life of their death or where it comes from.  {I would say I am full of holes.}
Some people are naturally bullitproof, and luckily so. These people upon seeing what bullits are, and how to stop them often immediately heal their holes and close the leaking energy in their bodies perfectly and do not slip often back. Some do at times get shot to **** out there though, but it is getting safer too, and many very safe ways exist too.  Not many safe ways though when attacking or seeking to destroy the spirit of a curse, or an evil of some kind too often. Unless you are really good. The best of us are so named to be bullitproof, which means we can walk into a nightmare and not let it control us, or affect us greatly, and remain unscathed.  {nightmares would make me toast at this point.}
A highly guarded position of awareness becomes next to nothing to hack with no worries of harm, no matter how 'great' the obstacle you face. When you saw my awareness loaded with a weapon that was not fired or ued or even intended to be used yet pointed to you in my attention your next words said "thank you for knowing when to do something and when not to'' or something like that. very connected in the moment of now it was, but i mut tell you that your awarenerss should be crafted to look even at the worst forms of threatening and menacing worst nightmares of your deepest fears and know that you will fine and not perish in any way, YOU can disarm your fear's power, and even the power of it's 'potenital pressence' in your existence if you so desire.  {I am overcoming that entering the nagual is improbable, focusing on doing beyond trying--I am using some effort that is within my boundaries.  I sense changes without changing--that is I conceive Of myself as already essentially complete--I don't WANT for something better.  Is that a story I tell myself?  I can only answer that I don't think that is a false story on most any level.}
Many ways to overcome your fears, but your nightmares if you give them existence must be conquered or they will conquer you. So long as you give them reality and power. WHat is your intent if a car should pass behind you and stick you? Can this happenn to you? What would be the result? What is YOUR intent? Did someone else SHOOT thee things into your world? What would happen if your heart stops? Will your heart stop? What is your heart? YOUR answers or someone elses? Are you bullitproof billy if a doctor tells you that you will die becayuse you did this or that? WHo has your power and your trust, and in what form of knowledge have you given your life to? Is it killing you? Must you ride the essence of other's paths and lives formations and knowledge or can you set your own way? I am a practiced shapeshifter and can easily deflect a bullit to my heart but what of the average man? And what of the bullit i just fired at him? poor 'average man' is even a bullit form if you look closely at it you will see. Hitman energy shots, load an essence, any knowledge, aim it at anything and give it your shot! Hows that for fruit of the garden? {I have more of an appetite for acquiescence than eternal life--however, I am experiencing hunger a little more often recently.}
But can you take shots and have them not faze you? I don't think hitman bullitproof is out there yet.. but it is well made indeed. crafted and mixed with the finest choice selection of ingredients. when someone tells you what your next vacation spot is like because they know it all and have been there does that mean for you that he knows everything about where you are going? Did he get into your dreams? His energies walking all around you in the forms he told you about and made you accept? Did his bullit seep into your blood and into your eyes and now all you see is the contents of his dream? Do they direct your gaze and control its focus on every object of your life and your world?{I am independent in most every way if I understand your meaning.}Do you eat their food like a good little pet as they tell you all about everything for you and what you can expect? Do you have eyes and ears and an attention to see for yourself, or perhaps intend a different way or outcome? Can you remove the activity of their bullits? When they tell you there is ''no other choice'' or  ''it is just the way it is'' do you succumb then and accept their way, does it manifest for you everytime they shoot you? Or can you fight it and build a resistence until no longer do they even form at all in any way unless you want them to form. Some bullits are okay, invited even. Yes please. Some not so good. Like basically all the knowledge of the bilogical body of the human form and it's limitations. no thanks.{I tend to be a good little pet by choice (choice?)-- I do prefer to acquiesce as I said-- (then occasionally rebel what in most case would be impotent fashion--I see that I want and can nudge this, but have no desire to do so dynamically right now.}Shapeshifting and how tos? Sure, you bet. The conditioning of many people of the condtioned old world have been trained to accpet blindly whatever they are fed, hooking their attention like sheep onto the way cast for them. Do they hook your gaze billy? because for me I can have it tell me all about one world, and then all about another, and yet bonth are the world.{It has been my impression that I opened myself to to your gestures.}MANY different worlds too, all different, and yet all the same too. I can watch, and have, for weeks diffeerent versions of the earth form from the moment now. You could see them different if you want too, or dimensions of the earth plain, etc, etc, etc, but it is reality to me. Any way, not just one, not just one moment hooked forever to be. No chains. Heaven is here if you can see it, see into it. and so is hell if you can see into it, or follow it. Turn on the tv with all the curses formed onto it bu you or form others who you allowed to curse it and see what it tells you of the world?!! Then if you can turn on a blessed one and see what it then tells you!!! Think what is the tv for awhile and as you watch it now, in the moment now, and see for yourself what it is. Learn to suspend the posions inside of you if there is any inside of you. But if you curse the tv and its form are you going to let it form your world? Do you have to let it? I don't. But i can use it in many ways. TV is just one example of everything. What if GOd had commanded not to trust the tv or to llisten to its messages? But wait he did!!! HE said not to trust the evils of men, or the ways of men either, or you will be where they are, but if you seek for yourself or for Him then you will find that way instead. It's proven in the sciences now even, but many do not look so closely as I do to see what it all means... yet.  {I have made a point to myself not to ask you to show me, because I like the nature of my autonomy to be that I have what I need as is, yet still be open to learning.  If you want to show me something, you will.}

[Billy]

serlocoIn sorcery they teach us to claim your power. For yourself. A crucial teaching for our world.

One man I know left the world behind, he hated the sciences of limits, and the conditioning of his world. He left it found that what he held in himself was reality, and not what they had given to him to be reality. In his reality everything would tell him all about what he knew of, and what he saw to be real. It was his there. His sciences formed his own ways for him and helped free his knowledge. and world. From time to time he would venture back to share and to learn of the old world sciences, and he stalked it's weaknesses, and it's downfall. As it turned up even the presence of this sorcerer in his old position had awakened the sciences in that world. No longer was reality held under the same laws in his presence. They were under his own. Although the teachings and lessons were not present in their world before him, they materialized shortly after him, and they followed the awareness of the sorcerer within their world afterward. proving some of his knowledge which opened the doors for their sciences. The awareness of the sorcerer was stronger then the scientists and easily took them over and their surroundings. They could not deny the truth they were within. This is the sorcerer who showed science that the observer effects and controls the experiment. his influence into the science world has sparked only mystery, potential, freedom, and power. Science is not was used to be in any world i know of now.{That is right on cue as always--I was telling my wife about the observer effect and the inconsistency of particles at the quantum level yesterday.  Jewel--I have not yet explained to you the connectedness.}

[Billy]

serlocoI remember when ther beings couldn't hook my active attention anymore to their 'trips' and experiences. They would tell me somewhere that they were going and if i focused into and cast something different they would be forced into what i thought was real. i remember once someone from a new city, and a new paradigm was trying to cross over to the last city i had been in, and into the dimension i had set, which was indeed great and powerful. They tried to bully my attention, to make me assume that he would get there because it was only '10 minutes away' for me to get there. I had set the paradigm of the knowledge in that city to astounding properties then. SO he left out into the path i had just come from. I looked into it and changed what would happen and turned out the lights of my own energy, so he could not get there. As soon as i did that he appeared back again where i was, not a minute later. hmmm. he had some bogus reason for 'changing his mind afterall'. Truth is there was no path there anymore. I would later learn to make cities vanish form reality completely and set intricate wards so to keep certain people or beings out. It did not matter what they told me anymore. They were deceptive and demanding, sneaky and devious in their methods at times. But it is my energies that casts that way, and so watch me shut out reality completely from my awareness and turn out the lights. A thief in the night you mean to say? Exactly that yes. I warn all who oppose me. My tongue is a sword and my eyes are of fire set. Any mention of 'my enemies' existence and my winged serpent may enter into any moment of 'their' existence and become 'them' completely!! I can set my eyes to own, no longer a thief but a King. The thief awakened to set his own arrangements not in the possession of others, to their liking, demands, or control, but to his own. I wear the robes of a beggar, small and humble before an Infinite God in everything around me, and the clothes of a King given choice and life. To rule a people is small, compared to being in the rule of an Infinite God that is the world around you. NO longer just an Earth, small and limited, but omnipotent and vast. I yield only to the Infinite who knows the hearts and ways of all of creation. That awareness can give me any way, any life, and any form, and only "He/She" can do that. Only an awareness that is omnipresent can. And does too I might add, and very well. How could I rule people when the thing I seek is freedom total? i rule my intent, and my choice, my knowledge, and MY way, you are free not to follow and go your own way too, because my way leads to freedom and is set with choice and eyes that see light, not hidden in shadow and scared of it, left intending blindness and cover.
{A lot of resonance has taken place since the first communication.  I am in a very confined world, and where I want to be physically.  My imagination is unlimited comparatively.  Again, you resonate my inner self.}

[Billy]

serlocoI'm terrified of the world billy. deep inside of me there is a fear buried there. seeds planted from many of my experiences. some intended into the oblivion of my memory so I could remain intact. yet what i am terrified of i seek out at all costs. it draws me to it. it's so immense and so vast, and so powerful, and so perfect that i always come back to it. its inside of everything, everyone, hidden and seen, all things, alive and dead, in every way, and can make reality into anything. So vast it can perform anything in any amount of time, or no time. Any feat. Face that power, alone, all around you directly. Watch it twist reality into anything in an instant. And yet everything we know of it, of reality itself, it is already, and everything we do not know too. Stare at that vast infinite unknown power and try not to **** in your pants! The things I have accomplished, well beyond human heights and dreams, are still small and next to nothing compared to creation's totality. There is nothing I can fathom that would be difficult for it to do, or that it is not already even. And yet there it is giving us the gift of living our own lives and existence within it, perpetuating itself, infinity through life and death. Creation creating creations that create, so to create. To live in different forms and ways, to multiply and divide, to expand perpetually. To enter into that unknown way, not yet formed, or found, to discover, to create new. To add. Cheers to the shamans and the dreamers, the visionaries, and the prophets who see past the old ways while retaining them.
Cheers to you serloco (D).