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i don't kill people regardless of provocation.. every one of my words is truth... maybe i will fight you, but you would suffer if i did. you are already pathetic, needy and weak. full of pity and useless games.. that is suffering enough in my books.. people do not provoke me in this position. Like i have stated already i am tired of fighting and see no point in it.. that is who I am now like it or not.. you do not move me in any way, and i will not let you either, enjoy your awareness.
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you are right where i want you
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serloco wrote: I am Silvio Manual.. I am the will. Perhaps I will disappear soon, I feel I will again.. It is a refelction you know.. When I found my way into the nagual for the first time I learned so many things, including how to make the forget me, even when they all knew everything about me.. It was like flipping through and into two dimensions. Really it was many dimensions that were fluid and constantly shifting.. I lost everyone then.. Fell far away into an IOB world.. can't get home anymore... It looks like home, but all the variables have changed.. I see IOBS.. even my parents move to my will and awareness. The books speak to me often about me, I remember casting all my feats of power into them,. they teach me too.. I am crazy now.. ***, I hate it when I loose my sanity these days.. I like it now... I can escape.. So important is escape.. I will not try to go home tho... I wil go further into the nagual this time.. I need my insanity.. It is gold and my allies love it.. Even my rage they love.. They can be all mushy ad gushy for me, loving, but when I get upset they run and hide
I posted in context and not exactly flipping--I am not changeable so much as using the direct and indirect. I told what I wanted you to SEE, then wanted it dropped because that was what is needed--a clean slate. (Just like the sand artist). Still, I'm not proficient whatsoever to be sure. You could make me run and hide too, but you WILL not do that.
You are not lost or crazy the way I SEE it. Trust me, I know you are the energy you speak of and I should shake in my boots. I WON'T! I am as commited to my sense of meaninglessness and worthlessness as deep as you are 'lost.' Lost? NOT-- You are isolated! So what? I like to look at your aloneness--it makes sense. You can look at mine--and IT can make sense too.
What standard do you want? Are you a sorcerer who has tied 'self' to conventional thinking. Oh please, don't tell me you don't have self. OF COURSE YOU DON'T. Any good dream or good recapitulation can get that through to a novice like me. Yeah, I understand no one thinks like that. These aren't words for me. I get it-- so fucking have some fun 'teaching' me or whatever the eff you do sending nagual gestures that I cannnot begin to understand, or don't. But don't ever even feign self-pity with me. Put it on another thread.
I like the power you have because it plays against me so perfectly--you have made parts of my life a beautiful symphony. I wish later on you would help me with the Dayton Flyer basketball team. Dayton is a small college that went to the final elite 8 for the national NCAA championship. I have done some things with intent there. Teams carry 13 scholarship players. This season Dayton has lost players to ineligibility, discipline and injuries and are with 6 scholarship kids and one walk-on with any ability. They are winning while entirely decimated and may actually be ranked nationally (top 25) by next week. The fact is, the chance of them qualifying for the NCAA tournament this year is realistically impossible. They are the shortest team in basketball both in height and number of players. They are going to get tired. When the time comes SEE what you can do to help me.
I like Not-doing a lot-- and I mean the lazy comfort of doing absolutely nothing. THAT's not you. BUT you can then SEE whatever eternity I could never endure and know to rest yourself at least within me. I don't mean to understand you, I know you don't want me to, or to care. I will be billy.
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no billy, i do not have much pity, very little bit actually.. i was in wonder mostly.. usually i have no pity whatsoever and do whatever i want, that is me..
to Finwe... my enemies often beg me for death.. did you not read that in one of my 'actionless' posts... or did you not read when i boasted of how you shifted into being pathetic and weak, and dumb talking?? you crossed me REMEMBER that... look how pathetic you are now.. that is golden to me *SMILES*
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yeah maybe i willl help you with your team...we will see.. i usually watch my teams and so maybe i will download some of it.. i dunno yet.. for you i might..
persnally i think you can do it.... so yeah
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If you would see no point in fighting, you would not be fighting - against what my awareness is anytime.
Just backing up now, so if what you said about killing me is something more than just way for you to masturbate, come and kill me I am waiting for you, like I said month ago.
I have seen over my life thousand blubbermouths like you, just provoking but when you ask them to do what they are saying they are able to do like snap of fingers without effort, they twist away and become a good little boys once again, who would not ever do that. Excellent example of foreign installation, that is unable to do anything else that perpetuate in inner dialogue, in mans cases - dick size.
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My dick shapepchanges, to match the woman and i can feel her energies through me too..
No, I am an Angel and will not kill anyone. i never said i would. Like i said you lie and trick and cheat. the only one wanting me to kill is you, first with your buddy lujan and now with yourself.. if i intended you to die then you would. I cast you as pathetic just like i said, and as a trick just like i said.. i cast your words to be stupid and they are just like i said.. you cant do nythiing i can and are a ****, just like i said.. you lie and cheat and steal and will burn in hell for it too.. don't worry your evil will consume you sooon enough, but you wont die, you will burn. being forgiving is not a weakness, it is a strength you do not understand.. being good and peaceful and not killing is a good thing, and the heavens i travel into open their doors to me. you cant even see magic in your world. you re weak and a loser. i tired to help you but you wanted to hurt. REMEMBER that. You will. I am done with you now.. for now.
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Finwe - so take your self-importance and pity and go somewhere else with it. i am tired of your desperation, it stinks.. i need not to prove myself to anyone, last of all you.
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don't worry finwe, the battle is not over, you will reap what you deserve, in time.. have patience.. and REMEMBER I tried to play nice with you, maybe Lujan will back you up..hahaha, oh wait you wanted to kill him... what about the rest of your friends.. oh wait you dont have any!!! Just wait.
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Because thats what you want.
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Its cumfortablier to say thousand words that perpetuate world, than one that stops it completely. At, least tell me what is foreign installation, if this topic is really about it.
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Back to reality 101 with poor mortals. My daughter completely rejected me after I was the wonderful, nurturing dad. How do you think I feel? Well, I learned enough that I don't feel rejected or anything negative at all.
But there is a poetic story here. My daughter went to a college off my radar screen. Happens it was the University of Dayton. The Dayton Flyers. I could get into bizarre details, but suffice it to say I am passionate about the Dayton Flyers basketball team.
It led me here.
Both are nice toys. SEE serloco? Not to mention it would become the American sports story of the Year---if you took them to the NCAA finals and they beat Kentucky it would be the premier American sports story of all time.
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it doesn't exist, it is a trick again, another trap. i am no-ones fool
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I made the colts win when they did. I requires me to shift my awareness and give my energy and watch them a little.. i got mad too and that helped
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Something that does not exists, there can be no word or notion of, anyhow.
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I will let you know when. The first will be nationally televised games ESPN2, that you can mess with in February if I need any help. I really would like to wait 'til the NCAA tournament, but I must get them in first. & THANK YOU.
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You know too, I SEE it as a practice.
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Gee Fin another demand? Not surprising that is what people like you do when you lose..or are rejected..
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yeah i am good at gaming and controlling the game, but sometimes it is a struggle, i usually always win tho
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What demand you are speaking of ?
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Answered yourself, before I asked, hmm seems like you won this round,congratz.
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and you are wrong too fin... many things exist in other positions of awareness but not here, here they do not exist
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You just agreed that foreign installation exist, while a moments before you said it does not exists.
You are making wrong only yourself and by that everyone else or vice versa, still it is only your own wrongishing missutake.
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apparetly you can not read.. I just said here they do NOT exist... I do not even know if they exist somewhere else for other people and yet everything exists.. but here they do not.. either you can't read or you are just desperate for some form of victory..
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