01-22-2019, 05:37 PM
Fixation on the path (or what I believe is the path) will halt progress as surely as not walking the path.
There was one group I was involved with in which I experienced a magic and hope like never before. Deep down there was this tiny uncomfortable feeling that this was not my place BUT I couldn't let go because it was the greatest thing I had ever known. Eventually I couldn't hang on any longer, but it still took many years to fully let go. No. Yesterday I had to let go of something! No. Today I'm letting go of something!
Anyway, what I'm trying to express is that the heart will lead us in our path but very often we have entrenched ideas due to our experience the are near impossible to let go of.
Practically for me that means sometimes taking a break from Toltec, or Sorcery, or whatever you want to call it. I might study Buddhism or something else, not to take a different path but to see truths from a different perspective. My heart will confirm and connect those cores found within any system and thus I walk the path.
What that is meaning for me right now is standing on my own two feet, standing alone if necessary, trusting my heart to reveal the next steps (which means I don't know what's coming next), and not giving that responsibility over to any system or philosophy.
There was one group I was involved with in which I experienced a magic and hope like never before. Deep down there was this tiny uncomfortable feeling that this was not my place BUT I couldn't let go because it was the greatest thing I had ever known. Eventually I couldn't hang on any longer, but it still took many years to fully let go. No. Yesterday I had to let go of something! No. Today I'm letting go of something!
Anyway, what I'm trying to express is that the heart will lead us in our path but very often we have entrenched ideas due to our experience the are near impossible to let go of.
Practically for me that means sometimes taking a break from Toltec, or Sorcery, or whatever you want to call it. I might study Buddhism or something else, not to take a different path but to see truths from a different perspective. My heart will confirm and connect those cores found within any system and thus I walk the path.
What that is meaning for me right now is standing on my own two feet, standing alone if necessary, trusting my heart to reveal the next steps (which means I don't know what's coming next), and not giving that responsibility over to any system or philosophy.