06-13-2015, 12:00 AM
I have a bent towards sensational withdrawal/shame as a precursor to detachment. I explain how I initially detached from 'negative' emotions and mind-states, but I recognized this was only a seed.
Separation from mind's thoughts and manifestations does not flourish without intent to cultivate further. What good is random detachment?
When you get preeety good at detachment, you want it to permeate moment to moment living. What grounds the practice?
The profoundly deeper ground of self-annihilation sessions bring understanding that I desire detachment from ALL experiences and mind-states--not just 'negative' ones. The value of detachments afterward are seen with clarity because my SELF-presence abounds. The rememberance of internal emptiness prevails over external clutter.
Illuminating words in quiet continue to fail in reality's harsher environments because wisdom absorbed is not a living knowledge. Many situations consume, and one falls back to wanting whatever conditions to be different than they are. THIS is a horrible habit!! It enslaves you to the conditional and 'you' are defined by whatever moments arise. SELF-awareness needs to prevail.
Separation from mind's thoughts and manifestations does not flourish without intent to cultivate further. What good is random detachment?
When you get preeety good at detachment, you want it to permeate moment to moment living. What grounds the practice?
The profoundly deeper ground of self-annihilation sessions bring understanding that I desire detachment from ALL experiences and mind-states--not just 'negative' ones. The value of detachments afterward are seen with clarity because my SELF-presence abounds. The rememberance of internal emptiness prevails over external clutter.
Illuminating words in quiet continue to fail in reality's harsher environments because wisdom absorbed is not a living knowledge. Many situations consume, and one falls back to wanting whatever conditions to be different than they are. THIS is a horrible habit!! It enslaves you to the conditional and 'you' are defined by whatever moments arise. SELF-awareness needs to prevail.