07-21-2015, 12:01 AM
In order to check my stronger 'captivating' feelings, part of that process (at times) is to substantially SEE what cause and effect has happened in such states. {Not just those challenges to equanimity here} > Even when bouyant, I may want to do this.
Higher awareness makes EVERYTHING qualatitively better. I affect suchness in my active stalking here.
Yet, paying attention like this does not get confused with a desire to alter conditional suchness. Paying attention like this is the only way I know of to reform the automatic, reactive, imprisoning reflections that move me onward in repetitive cyclical behavior (otherwise forevermore).
I pay attention because when I SEE my condition causally, I bring reason to the forefront. And my reason is acute to detach me from the aforementioned cycle... this is BECAUSE I tell myself so {over and over (I want freedom)}.
NOTE* I tell myself over and over.. Experience/Empiricism takes over. The reinforcing empowerment from this respective habitual awareness forms an alternative cycle (opposite the reactive imprisonment thingy.)
Higher awareness makes EVERYTHING qualatitively better. I affect suchness in my active stalking here.
Yet, paying attention like this does not get confused with a desire to alter conditional suchness. Paying attention like this is the only way I know of to reform the automatic, reactive, imprisoning reflections that move me onward in repetitive cyclical behavior (otherwise forevermore).
I pay attention because when I SEE my condition causally, I bring reason to the forefront. And my reason is acute to detach me from the aforementioned cycle... this is BECAUSE I tell myself so {over and over (I want freedom)}.
NOTE* I tell myself over and over.. Experience/Empiricism takes over. The reinforcing empowerment from this respective habitual awareness forms an alternative cycle (opposite the reactive imprisonment thingy.)