08-02-2015, 12:01 AM
For some perspective on my writing here: imagine you have embodied your ideas about the warrior's way. I have embodied my own ideas and am manifesting like crazy.. LAUGHING.
I recently experienced the stark lethargic feel of lacking substance.. so I was not just empty, but impotent and consumed by emptiness that had no desirable qualities. I thought immediately of serloco, because I know he has traversed all this. I sense we have some parallels, and I wanted to tell him of this state as I'm doing now. I know I needed not to worry; the creme dela creme is my DESIRE to accede to my own depths when beckoned. Hear me---billy/derek is doing just fine........ ... b/d's getting caught up in common absorption makes me smile.
You were feeling guilty? Guilty ? ? ? WTF is that .. (should I come and smack you in the head?) OMG derek, you make me laugh. I AM NEVER going to hold your hand to pull you out of some half-assed dream. Wake up on your own, and then tell me of this dream you had.
I recently experienced the stark lethargic feel of lacking substance.. so I was not just empty, but impotent and consumed by emptiness that had no desirable qualities. I thought immediately of serloco, because I know he has traversed all this. I sense we have some parallels, and I wanted to tell him of this state as I'm doing now. I know I needed not to worry; the creme dela creme is my DESIRE to accede to my own depths when beckoned. Hear me---billy/derek is doing just fine........ ... b/d's getting caught up in common absorption makes me smile.
You were feeling guilty? Guilty ? ? ? WTF is that .. (should I come and smack you in the head?) OMG derek, you make me laugh. I AM NEVER going to hold your hand to pull you out of some half-assed dream. Wake up on your own, and then tell me of this dream you had.