billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

I realized this morning that my reluctance to expound on 'current' state of being was because of the sense of pain in doing that.  (by the way my last remark in prior post was tongue in cheek)

{Also, I want you to get the irony that DEPERSONALIZATION lends itself to making you much more "REAL" (much more an authentic PERSON)} 

Now, I do have my downs, and certainly this last week or so I have had them.  {How pathetic I have to come here and reread my own posts for nourishment because few here will offer in print their nuggets of wisdom (lighthearted nudge here)}