09-01-2015, 12:02 AM
A correct chronology was about a year from recap and writing to the effort that reaped emptiness. My marriage was all over the place and got really funky. With the wifey denying sex for over two months I began fantasizing that she cuckolded me. Plenty of shame there; I'll tell you that. And, I loved getting off on the idea she made me her obedient submissive. That phase passed..smile. Lots of erasing to do here.