billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

To bring balance to show I can be sober about reality, I'll say that it is VERY difficult for me to reconcile and stomach such as the madman who cuts children's limbs at the wrist and ankle for islamic idealism.  This is not just from the advent of man and some sort of 'original sin,'  This was long evolving in species that preceded human existence. Tragedy, horror, torture, disease, hate, evil, rape, etc. is somehow part of existence's fabric.  That is some kind of creator there, if you relish a concept of a Godhead.  No thank you on worshipping such deity.  I'm not looking the other way on such things.

  I do not ignore.  I am very, very honest.  I am doing the best with what is.  The unsavory aspects of life are another aspect I brought in as part of self-annihilation practice>  and no way, shape or form as guilt.. but rather, the humility if you will, to be a subject in the grotesque nature of being.  That said, the survival instinct is strong, and I work through all this the warrior's way.

It is true I cannot directly be a friend with such evil alluded to, but I can embrace that suchness> I MEAN> IT REALLY REALLY IS OF THIS UNIVERSE!  I am NOT going to live in conflict with what IS, I'm not.

ALSO.. I am gaining hope and courage from someone named serloco to recreate in my image.