billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

In all of my writings their is the implicit conveyance that sex is thee primary tangible expression and sensation of being aware.   That is, sexuality is FIRST the expression and sensation of being aware, and the desire to profoundly feel it.  In short, sex is sensational desire to SEE SELF BE SELF.  Reproduction is only a manifested extension.

Hey, this section says: "show us how you see reality."  /smile 
 
   Sex isn't just important; it is essence.  I know this; I really do.   Funny, that which is barren of sex is verily impotent.  Yet, I will tell you it is that impotence > darkness, emptiness, meaninglessnesss, aloneness, inadequacy, void, forlorn, true sadness.. it is this (impotence) that is the canvas for self-realization in the most profound way.  {I tell you because it is part of my life in totality.  When pronounced sexual awareness evolves from the counterpoint of fundamental impotence it is the most luscious, deliciously TASTY experience {many, many times euphoric (and I'm speaking outside the realm of situations involving orgasm)}.
  I'm not physically impotent, nor do I purport I am a stud (grin).  Still, I said impotence is the fundamental state of existence or/and energy.  Why??  Well, because IT (existence) is an infinite regression or an infinite alogorithm going nowhere.  Life (energy) is mechanical (not kidding)   WITHOUT PURPOSE