10-07-2015, 12:03 AM
When I began writing several years ago to sublimate marital upheaval, I soon realized I was drawing energy from the recap of my life as proscribed by Don Juan. Intrigue abounded as I continued writing. I was watching bizarre marital manifestations unfold, not the least of which was a newfound obsession with cuckold obedience fantasy; and, I incessantly researched the evolution and phenomenology of shame (especially predating the advent of mankind) just to understand and feed my own craziness.
At some point I saw that I would organize my writings and publish a book. No ****, the Kindle e-book was titled (lol) Enlightened Cuckold {for the record, my wife never did cuckold me}. I've moved through this phase to another.
As you can see by the flurry of my posts, I am dealing with self absorbtion even as I expand. I will push myself out of this first attention absorption in 'good time.'
I am glad to share because it seems apropo to do so here. No point hiding that I am transitioning (to transitions: thanks for art and form link).
It helps me (clarify) to write.
To provide perspective, the work of Castaneda (the ideas of Don Juan) were integral to my life view, as well as Ayn Rand's treatises on reason. Leoneard Peikoff's Objectivism is the most cogent relay of her ideas on reason. Ayn Rand's Fountainhead is my favorite book. The main character illustrates that integrity of being trumps all else {do not compromise what you believe for whatever gain}.
At some point I saw that I would organize my writings and publish a book. No ****, the Kindle e-book was titled (lol) Enlightened Cuckold {for the record, my wife never did cuckold me}. I've moved through this phase to another.
As you can see by the flurry of my posts, I am dealing with self absorbtion even as I expand. I will push myself out of this first attention absorption in 'good time.'
I am glad to share because it seems apropo to do so here. No point hiding that I am transitioning (to transitions: thanks for art and form link).
It helps me (clarify) to write.
To provide perspective, the work of Castaneda (the ideas of Don Juan) were integral to my life view, as well as Ayn Rand's treatises on reason. Leoneard Peikoff's Objectivism is the most cogent relay of her ideas on reason. Ayn Rand's Fountainhead is my favorite book. The main character illustrates that integrity of being trumps all else {do not compromise what you believe for whatever gain}.