10-11-2015, 12:04 AM
Relationships
Detachment relegates others to non-personal status; that is, they are more or less objects because I do not connect/attach to them as would be 'normal.' There was definitely a conscious effort on my part to dismiss the relations to others, and this was not excluding my own sisters, daughter, and to a great extent my wife. In a real sense, I'd rather not have much to do with them. If all there was now between my wife was that I *** her once a week, I'd be entirely happy.
Without my own connective interest (with everyone), the character and dynamics of interaction is altered entirely. I hold the prerogative to be accessible or inacessible, and I am more attractive (literally). Too, often, people await my cues as if in recognition nothing they initiate can hold me. This is true too-- they cannot.
Of course, with this arrangenment comes more responsibility to create the scenes as people look to you. Mostly this is playful for me. I am very good at this. Who knew?
Detachment relegates others to non-personal status; that is, they are more or less objects because I do not connect/attach to them as would be 'normal.' There was definitely a conscious effort on my part to dismiss the relations to others, and this was not excluding my own sisters, daughter, and to a great extent my wife. In a real sense, I'd rather not have much to do with them. If all there was now between my wife was that I *** her once a week, I'd be entirely happy.
Without my own connective interest (with everyone), the character and dynamics of interaction is altered entirely. I hold the prerogative to be accessible or inacessible, and I am more attractive (literally). Too, often, people await my cues as if in recognition nothing they initiate can hold me. This is true too-- they cannot.
Of course, with this arrangenment comes more responsibility to create the scenes as people look to you. Mostly this is playful for me. I am very good at this. Who knew?