10-18-2015, 12:04 AM
This brings a full circle to 'holding tension.'
Prior post: "These tensions I speak of, are a level above common identifiable detachments. These colour life with sentiment that often is hidden, and all the intended separation from obstacles will still leave you short of self-control."
You see--I acknowledge the sense of 'the sense' of helplessness 'against' fate; I recognize this makes me feel without control; I meet the tension. The conscious attention IS objectivity {DETACHMENT}.
Running away without awareness of your own feelings here is evasion of responsibility. I want the empowering choice of seeing myself as I am, and what I can be.
Prior post: "These tensions I speak of, are a level above common identifiable detachments. These colour life with sentiment that often is hidden, and all the intended separation from obstacles will still leave you short of self-control."
You see--I acknowledge the sense of 'the sense' of helplessness 'against' fate; I recognize this makes me feel without control; I meet the tension. The conscious attention IS objectivity {DETACHMENT}.
Running away without awareness of your own feelings here is evasion of responsibility. I want the empowering choice of seeing myself as I am, and what I can be.