billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

Time is the empty dark box (allegory) I am intimate with; it is within the meaningless existential voided 'vista.'  I had asked the existential questions about time in that box as a little boy in lurid, sensational dreams.  "Who or what am I?" was NEVER a relevant question (though I had plied it there in a quick process of reduction).  The poignant question immediately clarified itself >  THAT I AM..  WHY??  

That question was ALWAYS answered with a certitude I cannot even possibly question.

I am absolutely certain I am in an impotent, meaningless void.