11-20-2015, 12:06 AM
The night is my companion-and solitude my guide
There is this creature deep, deep on the ocean bottom whose survival defense is that it tastes so vile that any creature that begins swallowing it, reactively spits out. I have learned that the very worst properties I 'possess' are most beloved to me. No one can have me; I do not want to be had. If this excludes a life where a world and creature can be loved in some capacity others only know, I don't care. I love myself, and especially my darkness, as best I know how.
There is this creature deep, deep on the ocean bottom whose survival defense is that it tastes so vile that any creature that begins swallowing it, reactively spits out. I have learned that the very worst properties I 'possess' are most beloved to me. No one can have me; I do not want to be had. If this excludes a life where a world and creature can be loved in some capacity others only know, I don't care. I love myself, and especially my darkness, as best I know how.

