billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

The auras of death, sorcery, and deeper existential awareness are definitely factors in my request.  I don't want to leave out PLAYFULNESS.  PLAY.. it's what I do.

If you would want to add personal context as a backdrop to your question, that would be good.

One insight that I have immediately recognized already >  self-pity comes to play too  > I SEE it here in myself  > AND, I recognize this gives me the option of powerful detachment or indulgence of wallowing in self-pity.  I LIKE the feel of wallowing in self-pity.  I'm not sure I'd recommend that.. self-pity is very attractive and can hold you with a vice grip.

I SEE serloco likes to indulge self-pity as part of his repertoire.  LAUGH  {Yes, I know that}