billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

So, in this Catholic church, as people sat and rose, and sat again in whatever Mass ritual, when the priest cued for people to kneel it is always the one posture I refuse (so I sat).  Ironically, I have no doubt that any attrative woman could raise up her skirt and have me on my knees in no time; otherwise, I have an uncompromising disdain of worship.  serloco knows God; I wish he would present this entity so as I could vent my disgust.

I enjoyed that irreverance. However, I have fashioned an image of God suitable to myself that manifests in/as/from worthlessness. {Really}

I have gone there this morning to examine what it is that makes myself connected and pure.  Better yet, I obtained to those affections of being connected and pure.  I sure do love that I am stupid simpleton/lol.