11-26-2015, 12:07 AM
Look s. BECAUSE of my actions prior, I have slipped away from being held. Now everything (stimuli/feeling) that runs the gamut of human experience, appears and disappears quickly. My clarity brings many moments as vivid, MAGNIFIED occurences, this while my energy is seemingly minimal.
I'm not being a baby (maybe I just am one), I simply have no appetite for work. I am lazy. I'll quit the bullshit humility. I know I have been given experiences and knowledge that few would fathom.
I always preferred to crawl into my own fantasy world, then something or someone would move me from that comfort when I was ready for that.
Look everybody, the discipline reduces to being decisional to examine habitual self-reflections that are all about self-pity, and becoming determined {INTENDING} to replace them with ever increasing self-awareness that manifests a real* connection to yourself, and THAT will necessarily reflect a real and dynamic connection to your world.
real* meant here as unmitigated trust in the sanctity of your own WHOLE perception.
DONE! now gimmee, gimmee, gimmee. laugh
I'm not being a baby (maybe I just am one), I simply have no appetite for work. I am lazy. I'll quit the bullshit humility. I know I have been given experiences and knowledge that few would fathom.
I always preferred to crawl into my own fantasy world, then something or someone would move me from that comfort when I was ready for that.
Look everybody, the discipline reduces to being decisional to examine habitual self-reflections that are all about self-pity, and becoming determined {INTENDING} to replace them with ever increasing self-awareness that manifests a real* connection to yourself, and THAT will necessarily reflect a real and dynamic connection to your world.
real* meant here as unmitigated trust in the sanctity of your own WHOLE perception.
DONE! now gimmee, gimmee, gimmee. laugh