11-27-2015, 12:07 AM
Anticipation (accleration of mind towards 'future') is an element that I am aware to divest from, because it is completely at odds with being the creative power (authentic SELF/freedom).
There, the anticipation versus existential grounding in reality, is where a battle of energetic tension is centered.
What is the existential grounding? LAUGH There is no tangible grounding, other than its absence as experienced in emptiness. You want that something is going to happen tomorrow, but that is not real. Nothing is going to happen tomorrow, or even as you perceive the moment.
Nothing can happen the way you want (meaningfully), but you fight that. Maybe, you believe the idea to be true as I say it is, but the idea is what?
This battle, where the tension is centered, is of, for, on, against, and with the empirical experience of the truth. You hold the tension of existing in isolation > your energy, your meaning, your failure to bring order.
Now, I don't believe I could ever choose or not choose this (akin to destiny), but I have learned to love this.
There, the anticipation versus existential grounding in reality, is where a battle of energetic tension is centered.
What is the existential grounding? LAUGH There is no tangible grounding, other than its absence as experienced in emptiness. You want that something is going to happen tomorrow, but that is not real. Nothing is going to happen tomorrow, or even as you perceive the moment.
Nothing can happen the way you want (meaningfully), but you fight that. Maybe, you believe the idea to be true as I say it is, but the idea is what?
This battle, where the tension is centered, is of, for, on, against, and with the empirical experience of the truth. You hold the tension of existing in isolation > your energy, your meaning, your failure to bring order.
Now, I don't believe I could ever choose or not choose this (akin to destiny), but I have learned to love this.