11-28-2015, 12:07 AM
Light existential self-humoring a la billy to billy:
You have everything; a life of perfect balance, and just every desire fulfilled-- AND, the capacity to enjoy.. AND, this too realized to the full. I SEE self-pity come to visit. It shows me stark, spooky doom and gloom.
"I know who you are," says billy. Self-pity answers, "YES.. you know me so certainly and with nice clarity." "I know you are getting my message to WANT more....... ... Your wholeness is perpetual DESIRE.
"I don't want more," answers billy. Nonetheless, self-pity is revealing, and not just in words. So billy takes a glimpse. "I often want MORE.. I get jolts, pangs, and a variety of cues to tell myself to hurry on after MORE. I DO WANT MORE!"
The truth itself tries to take my freedom.
You have everything; a life of perfect balance, and just every desire fulfilled-- AND, the capacity to enjoy.. AND, this too realized to the full. I SEE self-pity come to visit. It shows me stark, spooky doom and gloom.
"I know who you are," says billy. Self-pity answers, "YES.. you know me so certainly and with nice clarity." "I know you are getting my message to WANT more....... ... Your wholeness is perpetual DESIRE.
"I don't want more," answers billy. Nonetheless, self-pity is revealing, and not just in words. So billy takes a glimpse. "I often want MORE.. I get jolts, pangs, and a variety of cues to tell myself to hurry on after MORE. I DO WANT MORE!"
The truth itself tries to take my freedom.