billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

Any quietude that cannot accomodate my disdain for existence is unwanted.  I truly have had moments of wanting out.  I do not love existence; I love my awareness; I love my awareness that reduces to "This is billy."

    I want no alliance with the world.

{these are floating abstractions I decided to forward here}

Note too, I do not say, "I want no interaction with the world."  The world is my source of nourishment.