billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

So you know, I previously invited Mornings Son to share his knowledge of inner stillness and completely backed off by mass erasure of my prior posts not fully conscious of my reasoning.

   To start, I apologize for those offended by having their posts left hanging like chads on voting cards.  While I would consider that unacceptably rude elsewhere, here on this forum I expect that the syntax of muted self-importance wins the day everytime.  That is, the maturity of the warrior's way calls for every person here to handle such with aplomb.  Though I admit that I would not always handle such omission like a seasoned warrior myself}.

  This morning my wife broaches the subject of spirituality with lots of relation to inner stillness.  I began to understand reluctance on several counts.  

  First, I do not like the concept of learning something out there; that is inimical to me.  I know when to relate and when I am ready to SEE; the fact of other is only as a mirror.  {My advice to others is to connect to your SELF, and listen ONLY to your self in the warrior's way (as to serloco, he immediately was.. and forever is of an identical spirit.. a perfect mirror).}

  Second,  I do not DESIRE inner stillness (now). 
    The manifested world may be illusory (if that be so), THAT is what I WANT.  {I want the world much like a vampire.. smile}

   Mornings Son, that's a lot of mud to reflect through so as to illuminate inner silence.  

   I will erase this post later.  Nevertheless and whatever, thank you Mornings Son.