billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

What I am showing a glimpse of here (before erasure of this and previous) is a little different perception than the three mirrors (mentors) I've known.  These three largely include participation in the world, where my bent is to gravitate to the starkly existential.  That I am aware (that I exist) is central, and excludes the universe as a primary interest.  The world blowing itself up does not interest me in philosophical terms.  I don't abide by any concept that holds the human species as being significant in the vast universe.  A bat of an eyelash cannot convey the nano second of time relating the animal's brevity in the unimaginable chasm.
   Is my awareness set and unchangeable?  I don't think that.  I know how I empirically am now.

    I am showing you a glimpse of how billy sees>  I LOVE the starkly barren movement to a naked, sensational awareness of billy that is without any connection to a universal meaning.