billy's basic detachment practice

[Billy]

By now you should have figured the abnegation I utilize is decades old monastic exercise.  However, I don't turn myself over lock, stock, and barrel to anyone as many practitioners were want to do.

  Though I genuinely expose my self-weaknesses in a virtual self abasement, I go low to reload and emerge with power.  I would NEVER show weakness outside unless it were a tactic of advantage.
I am preeety tough.  I could tell many true stories to cast myself as such.  I'll reiterate: you must make yourself invulnerable by loving everything you are, NO hiding, no exceptions.  Go to where it hurts to see yourself and objectify that self-rejection.  
 
 Also, I want to advise I used the words 'self-destruction' loosely in the annihilation context I speak of.  I don't ever intentionally bring (or allow) myself down without purposeful intent.  I do NOT forfeit keen awareness without a precedent of identified trust to allow that.  I do not stay down in manufactured states of lows or/and negative emotions intentionally indulged.  I PLAY a LOT, but I am serious about my body and good practices.  I cultivate artful living.  I am solid.  I am authentic.  I don't waste energy protecting what is not real SELF.