12-09-2015, 12:08 AM
As to the sensual story...... going from utter anguish to mommy's affectionate nipple in my mouth was a surreal pleasure.
From panicky rejection to a sensually perfect bond, caused instantaneous transfer of opposite primal emotions that we both shared.
Make no mistake, this was a prison I was to be in. This illustrates what I stated earlier that I had no maturity or awareness then.
After the car crash, and immediately following my court appearance, I would meet Joe. We were both on a bus to the racetrack. He recognized me as being at the same wedding reception the previous weekend, and so he introduced himself. We were to become very close friends immediately.
So here I was again in parallel worlds. Susan was constrictive, Joe was expansive and freeing. I wonder if you can even imagine what psychological conflict would ensue in that dynamics over many, many years.
LAUGH.. Joe would be the best man and ONLY person at my elopement with Susan 14 years later. They both traveled long distances to where I was playing the horses in Hot Springs, Arkansas. The wedding was at a chapel directly across from the racetrack.
From panicky rejection to a sensually perfect bond, caused instantaneous transfer of opposite primal emotions that we both shared.
Make no mistake, this was a prison I was to be in. This illustrates what I stated earlier that I had no maturity or awareness then.
After the car crash, and immediately following my court appearance, I would meet Joe. We were both on a bus to the racetrack. He recognized me as being at the same wedding reception the previous weekend, and so he introduced himself. We were to become very close friends immediately.
So here I was again in parallel worlds. Susan was constrictive, Joe was expansive and freeing. I wonder if you can even imagine what psychological conflict would ensue in that dynamics over many, many years.
LAUGH.. Joe would be the best man and ONLY person at my elopement with Susan 14 years later. They both traveled long distances to where I was playing the horses in Hot Springs, Arkansas. The wedding was at a chapel directly across from the racetrack.