12-11-2015, 12:09 AM
"Mental comportment must be reworked with conscious knowing of the space from detachment as idealized potential.
This is NOT complex; it is a simple, indifferent sensation of one's own space as being 'unformed' rather than informed with previous anything."
The problem with isolated detachments is that they don't keep me in spatial indifference long enough for development. Recapitulation fixes that. I remember and indulge; I objectify and detach; I do this over and over (this is what recap is; the contrast of indulging and then detaching is great detachment practice too). My recap is extensive and permeating enough to hone and examine my own separation (space). The discipline of focusing on details, reliving especially painful moments, and articulating strong connective feelings brings authenticity.
As I SEE the benefits of recapitulation to reap energy and become freer, then this begets vigor in the process that seemed far-reaching at first as only an idea. I become obsessed with the aspects of my life where recap obviously generates HUGE energy. This energy has no lull, and is not temporary; there is no afterwards down at any time.
This is NOT complex; it is a simple, indifferent sensation of one's own space as being 'unformed' rather than informed with previous anything."
The problem with isolated detachments is that they don't keep me in spatial indifference long enough for development. Recapitulation fixes that. I remember and indulge; I objectify and detach; I do this over and over (this is what recap is; the contrast of indulging and then detaching is great detachment practice too). My recap is extensive and permeating enough to hone and examine my own separation (space). The discipline of focusing on details, reliving especially painful moments, and articulating strong connective feelings brings authenticity.
As I SEE the benefits of recapitulation to reap energy and become freer, then this begets vigor in the process that seemed far-reaching at first as only an idea. I become obsessed with the aspects of my life where recap obviously generates HUGE energy. This energy has no lull, and is not temporary; there is no afterwards down at any time.