billy's basic detachment practice

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I want to reflect that emptiness bearing quality of horrid and depressing was a transition in having gone 'outward.'  Eventually the gap between inward and outward closes, and emptiness becomes matter of fact as the potent creative void.

   Interestingly it is VERY personal.  This would be described as self/SELF love.  There are juices.

   I want to mention that recapitulation comes after the order of detachment at large.  That is, 'many painful conditions exist' is not the same as facing many painful conditions with maturity of detachment.
Once the latter is practice, THEN recap presents itself via an intriguing call.  Recapitulation that would still carry the burden of unremunerated experiential pain would be useless.  Recap must be irresistable occupation and fun of twisting pain into pleasure.

    Recap brings IMMENSE ENERGY.  It also reinforces that ordinary tonal pain can be twisted into pleasure.