06-06-2017, 12:09 AM
To 'face'.. ....The only way to gain her trust is to feed Her properly; making her independent, strong, and cultivating creative insight. You and I are like two parents arguing over what's best for Her.
There is no argument- I AM in control. I had it pounded into my head for thirty years to be decisional, gain personal space via separation, to have a vision, and to get the job done---> to stay firm on my ground.
I detach so that I AM aware of my responsibility. I don't detach to escape. I learned to be in the fire.. to BE FIRE MYSELF.
In earnest exchange I told you I won't promise to take care of you (not yet, anyway). Yet, I AM taking another step with you, and giving you sun, water, love, and FIRE. You are totally immature, and would walk all over my good intentions if I wasn't firmly grounded and decisive. I understand what is going on here.
Meeting me will be a hugely positive move because I will SEE you and be with you as you are.. one moment at a time. I AM fairly warned by you as to what to expect. Believe me, I have been laying down the stone, the steel mesh, and the concrete. When we meet, I'll know where to put footers and stabalizing reinforcements. I intuitively call you my c*nt because that is what you know. Later we can remove such props and begin to build. Security of the walls and roof are a long ways off, but we have made some progress.
Eventually the door will open in a year or so for your coming to me, and there is little alternative if there is to be a foundation. You will possibly be afraid of being rejected, but that bears no logic in this affair. You will come. "We have one thing in common. We love Her. She requires sun, water, and love." Yes, that.. and also reimbursement for her fare.. and not least of all---> Godiva.
There is no argument- I AM in control. I had it pounded into my head for thirty years to be decisional, gain personal space via separation, to have a vision, and to get the job done---> to stay firm on my ground.
I detach so that I AM aware of my responsibility. I don't detach to escape. I learned to be in the fire.. to BE FIRE MYSELF.
In earnest exchange I told you I won't promise to take care of you (not yet, anyway). Yet, I AM taking another step with you, and giving you sun, water, love, and FIRE. You are totally immature, and would walk all over my good intentions if I wasn't firmly grounded and decisive. I understand what is going on here.
Meeting me will be a hugely positive move because I will SEE you and be with you as you are.. one moment at a time. I AM fairly warned by you as to what to expect. Believe me, I have been laying down the stone, the steel mesh, and the concrete. When we meet, I'll know where to put footers and stabalizing reinforcements. I intuitively call you my c*nt because that is what you know. Later we can remove such props and begin to build. Security of the walls and roof are a long ways off, but we have made some progress.
Eventually the door will open in a year or so for your coming to me, and there is little alternative if there is to be a foundation. You will possibly be afraid of being rejected, but that bears no logic in this affair. You will come. "We have one thing in common. We love Her. She requires sun, water, and love." Yes, that.. and also reimbursement for her fare.. and not least of all---> Godiva.