08-20-2014, 12:00 AM
Well I do not pursue sex in any way. I gave it up long ago, and have no attraction to females or males in any way. I can activate my lust andf desire on command however and used it for a while to master the art of luring people to me, with energy alone. I had them wrapped aorund my finger by projecting lust. I didn't practice this long and gave it up right away. I explored many feelings at the time. I do not think shame is related only to sexual impulse at all, and has many starting points in which it can originate. I have no sexual desire at all for over 6 years. I have felt shame however from violating and mutilating life to my own will and command, and at times damaging life forms. This is because I have value associated to life that I hold sacred and has nothing to do with sex. I have also at times moved into positions of awareness that have no morals and no shame for any evil action I performed. I prefer a path of heart and so shifted into controlled sets or morals in which if violated produces shame and regret within myself, which is beneficial to learn from these feelings.
I am far from being bound to reason or logic, and have been speaking about it in another thread just recently. I surpass all forms of reason and logic, expanding them in the process. I also study many paths including shamanism for many years. I have surpassed all that I have learned of shamanism as well, yet I study all walks of life, as well as even creating my own. I never will be stuck in any one way for 10 years as you suggest and am always expanding.
I also do not have trouble sustaining my realities, or positions of awareness. Long ago i would be so fluid and manifest so many states that i was all over the place and often did not sustain reality. However I can and do so now, pulling far off amazing things and grounding them into this world. IOB's taught me the ancient ways of mexican dreamers who would divide their cities into two parts dreamers and stalkers, and would work together to ground what the dreamers found in distant states into reality. I use these techniques and although I am more often a stalker I stalk myself into far off distant dreaming positions, and can ground these thing fairly easy into my world, and use other people and media, and various mediums and advacned techniques to do so. No problems at all.
The splitting of an atom is not merely decay as you suggest, it is also mitosis, division, propagation, which are positive generating aspects of energy. One way into two then three, etc, then merged back together to add the collective of these paths and forms into a collective source. The nature of fusion and fission can produce an eternity of forms without losing any energy in the process. The process of growth itself is a form of fission as well as utilizing fusion. To share all I know on this subject would require a thesis on my part or a direct merging of awareness, or fusion of awareness.
I do not know anything about your reference to 220 or 110 energy, however allowing the world to form around you without moving is one of my stationary positions of awareness that i gained from studying IOB's and altering my awareness to their positions. I use this position very often and move or shift everything in the world around me, and so this is nothing new to me. I must say that you assume alot of me, and most likely of other people, thinking that we do not know what you know. Perhaps their are things that you know that we do not, but to assume we do not is rather presumptuous and incorrect. I also am not an average being as you suggested I am when you say ordinary person. I am actually the most extraordinary person I have ever met within human terms. I suggest that you open to the idea that the world around you can see you, is aware of you, and knows what you know through a collective link in your consciousness. It is a much better way to pass information to your world and has no boundaries in regards to time and distance. All that is needed is the focus of attention in this way and form, and the intent. It is a position that grows with practice. however some prefer not to connect, a simple choice.
And just to add about your comment of apes attacking other males who threaten their maleness. Seems to me it is a possessive attitude, and can be attributed to insecurity and the need to protect and defend oneself, image, and authority. I myself have built many relationships free of this trait and embracing freedom and no need to protect or defend oneself, pride, and image, and form bonds that are free. Some prefer mono relationships, loyalty, having only one mate, while others prefer the freedom to love other people and not just one. I can do either and suspend feelings for others and have them form for only one person, or I can form love for all beings, and desire for intimacy with many beings. If my lover falls in love with another being I do not take shame, nor fault in my self for this action if it were to occur. My controlled folly prefers the ability to love many beings and not have need to protect my security or image in any way. Like i said tho I can do either way, but do not seek intimacy or sex at this time in my life. My attention span is free of these hooks and desires and I prefer this.
WHen you study dreaming energy, the energy of conception, creation, you will see that the seed and egg within the human genders is formed from these elements. Silvio suggests to conserve our sexual energy because it is related to our dreaming energies and he is correct. I, like Julian, do not need to conserve this energy, and have an abundance of it at hand. I have found that it is a matter of intent alone, and the correct position of awareness and knowledge that does this for me. Like stated an impeccable warrior succeeds at any task and power always finds a way. Enough said for me.
Where i can understand stalking power in everything including shame, I do not want to generate shame without reason and do not find it a pleasent emotion to intend into me without purpose. It is a tool for me, an awareness generated from a violation of my perceptions of right and wrong, and as such I use it for that purpose alone, to learn from and to bring to my attention the acts that generated that feeling. In regards to stalking power you can place power into anything surely, but for myself shame is just fine for what it presently is and I can harness power in many ways, and do not need shame to bring it about. For me it is what it is. I can understand that if you have an abundance of shame within you, and have dealt with it a long time, then why not make into something useful and powerful, and so I wish you luck in this pursuit.
Serloco said "Reap what you sow, and sow only the best seeds. Their is a solution to every problem and even the fliers can see them clearly and offer to you great solutions, however you must first suspend the negative awareness and see them in this light. To them it is merely another form of many, and that is all they need. Remember intent in its raw state is indifferent and many be formed to any state."
Billy replied "(THIS IS ONE STEP TOO MANY---YOU ARE PLAYING WITH ENERGY AND POWER IN AN UNSUSTAINABLE WAY.)"
Not for me, no. My statement implies mobility and freedom between infinite forms and states, as well as cohesion and sustainability in each state. Indifference implies that the choice is yours and without resistance of any kind generated form the reality you are within, unless your awareness and knowledge forms resistance, which is YOuR position of awareness that generates it. I have it boiled down to choice of awareness.
I also suggest stalking your awareness of time, age, the process of aging, and fluid positions of the body. Tr y learning to convert your physical body into awareness, and knowledge, perhaps as a projection of your consciousness (your perception or reality of your body that you have within you because that is the form you generate, knowing this you can begin to control the knowledge that manifests your form and aging, as well as your wife's). The active realtions between your awareness position and your perception that aligns as result can be seen directly right now, and so as you shift your ideas of what your body is, what aging is, then you actively shift the form generated form this position,. Its active right now.
That's all for now. ~Serloco
I am far from being bound to reason or logic, and have been speaking about it in another thread just recently. I surpass all forms of reason and logic, expanding them in the process. I also study many paths including shamanism for many years. I have surpassed all that I have learned of shamanism as well, yet I study all walks of life, as well as even creating my own. I never will be stuck in any one way for 10 years as you suggest and am always expanding.
I also do not have trouble sustaining my realities, or positions of awareness. Long ago i would be so fluid and manifest so many states that i was all over the place and often did not sustain reality. However I can and do so now, pulling far off amazing things and grounding them into this world. IOB's taught me the ancient ways of mexican dreamers who would divide their cities into two parts dreamers and stalkers, and would work together to ground what the dreamers found in distant states into reality. I use these techniques and although I am more often a stalker I stalk myself into far off distant dreaming positions, and can ground these thing fairly easy into my world, and use other people and media, and various mediums and advacned techniques to do so. No problems at all.
The splitting of an atom is not merely decay as you suggest, it is also mitosis, division, propagation, which are positive generating aspects of energy. One way into two then three, etc, then merged back together to add the collective of these paths and forms into a collective source. The nature of fusion and fission can produce an eternity of forms without losing any energy in the process. The process of growth itself is a form of fission as well as utilizing fusion. To share all I know on this subject would require a thesis on my part or a direct merging of awareness, or fusion of awareness.
I do not know anything about your reference to 220 or 110 energy, however allowing the world to form around you without moving is one of my stationary positions of awareness that i gained from studying IOB's and altering my awareness to their positions. I use this position very often and move or shift everything in the world around me, and so this is nothing new to me. I must say that you assume alot of me, and most likely of other people, thinking that we do not know what you know. Perhaps their are things that you know that we do not, but to assume we do not is rather presumptuous and incorrect. I also am not an average being as you suggested I am when you say ordinary person. I am actually the most extraordinary person I have ever met within human terms. I suggest that you open to the idea that the world around you can see you, is aware of you, and knows what you know through a collective link in your consciousness. It is a much better way to pass information to your world and has no boundaries in regards to time and distance. All that is needed is the focus of attention in this way and form, and the intent. It is a position that grows with practice. however some prefer not to connect, a simple choice.
And just to add about your comment of apes attacking other males who threaten their maleness. Seems to me it is a possessive attitude, and can be attributed to insecurity and the need to protect and defend oneself, image, and authority. I myself have built many relationships free of this trait and embracing freedom and no need to protect or defend oneself, pride, and image, and form bonds that are free. Some prefer mono relationships, loyalty, having only one mate, while others prefer the freedom to love other people and not just one. I can do either and suspend feelings for others and have them form for only one person, or I can form love for all beings, and desire for intimacy with many beings. If my lover falls in love with another being I do not take shame, nor fault in my self for this action if it were to occur. My controlled folly prefers the ability to love many beings and not have need to protect my security or image in any way. Like i said tho I can do either way, but do not seek intimacy or sex at this time in my life. My attention span is free of these hooks and desires and I prefer this.
WHen you study dreaming energy, the energy of conception, creation, you will see that the seed and egg within the human genders is formed from these elements. Silvio suggests to conserve our sexual energy because it is related to our dreaming energies and he is correct. I, like Julian, do not need to conserve this energy, and have an abundance of it at hand. I have found that it is a matter of intent alone, and the correct position of awareness and knowledge that does this for me. Like stated an impeccable warrior succeeds at any task and power always finds a way. Enough said for me.
Where i can understand stalking power in everything including shame, I do not want to generate shame without reason and do not find it a pleasent emotion to intend into me without purpose. It is a tool for me, an awareness generated from a violation of my perceptions of right and wrong, and as such I use it for that purpose alone, to learn from and to bring to my attention the acts that generated that feeling. In regards to stalking power you can place power into anything surely, but for myself shame is just fine for what it presently is and I can harness power in many ways, and do not need shame to bring it about. For me it is what it is. I can understand that if you have an abundance of shame within you, and have dealt with it a long time, then why not make into something useful and powerful, and so I wish you luck in this pursuit.
Serloco said "Reap what you sow, and sow only the best seeds. Their is a solution to every problem and even the fliers can see them clearly and offer to you great solutions, however you must first suspend the negative awareness and see them in this light. To them it is merely another form of many, and that is all they need. Remember intent in its raw state is indifferent and many be formed to any state."
Billy replied "(THIS IS ONE STEP TOO MANY---YOU ARE PLAYING WITH ENERGY AND POWER IN AN UNSUSTAINABLE WAY.)"
Not for me, no. My statement implies mobility and freedom between infinite forms and states, as well as cohesion and sustainability in each state. Indifference implies that the choice is yours and without resistance of any kind generated form the reality you are within, unless your awareness and knowledge forms resistance, which is YOuR position of awareness that generates it. I have it boiled down to choice of awareness.
I also suggest stalking your awareness of time, age, the process of aging, and fluid positions of the body. Tr y learning to convert your physical body into awareness, and knowledge, perhaps as a projection of your consciousness (your perception or reality of your body that you have within you because that is the form you generate, knowing this you can begin to control the knowledge that manifests your form and aging, as well as your wife's). The active realtions between your awareness position and your perception that aligns as result can be seen directly right now, and so as you shift your ideas of what your body is, what aging is, then you actively shift the form generated form this position,. Its active right now.
That's all for now. ~Serloco