12-13-2015, 12:00 AM
I'm sure you've all had the experience of seemingly 'coming out of your skin.'
You are so moved from within that it feels like every sensation is pressing outward because the intensity is too much to contain.
I have become so adept at directing sensation inward, that when the intensity is too much to contain, this 'coming out of my skin' experience is felt backwards.
To explain briefly, the ability to hold life's tension/energy at my center is becoming almost painful. It is not hyperbole here to say that even (or especially) pleasure brings tinges of pain.
Well, to exaggerate only slightly, intense pleasure is intensely felt as pain also.
I began this topic Indulgences, because of what is much {too much}.
You are so moved from within that it feels like every sensation is pressing outward because the intensity is too much to contain.
I have become so adept at directing sensation inward, that when the intensity is too much to contain, this 'coming out of my skin' experience is felt backwards.
To explain briefly, the ability to hold life's tension/energy at my center is becoming almost painful. It is not hyperbole here to say that even (or especially) pleasure brings tinges of pain.
Well, to exaggerate only slightly, intense pleasure is intensely felt as pain also.
I began this topic Indulgences, because of what is much {too much}.