12-14-2015, 12:00 AM
'I' the subject, is conditioned to take whatever influence from a world out there. In detachment, one learns to divest themselves from the effect, but only in bits and pieces early on. As one gets good, the practice moves forward to a more pervasive and complete separation from the world and its derivatives that are in self-reflecting.. you think of this here typically as personal history and self-importance.
Anyway, words are getting in the way. In detachment, the space you feel has possibilities you don't comprehend in early practices, because the focus is on feeling space and 'cleansing.' Still, as you move out again, there is practical keenness to see, choose, and act with acuity; and, it is important to utilize this capability to reinforce the value of gaining separation.
Eventually, you stay in the created free space long enough to observe its nuances, one of which is its attractiveness.. meaning that it is receptive space. One example to observe in your own life involves relationship. If you maintain the space of pure detachment, though significantly engaged otherwise, notice how the dynamics has changed. In true separation, you are not concerned with this other person, and they inevitably compensate and draw to you.
However, as one on a path or in the warrior's way, impeccability is the game. You will discern quickly that this attraction in detachment entails a certain principle of energy > that is, if used (without learning its art) everything you attract begets energy dilution. I am giving you the idea now > you must TRULY want to preserve the purity of space, and WANT to divorce from concern with what it is you can attract.
You will begin drawing in undirected energy. YOU WANT THIS ENERGY!! When the idea I am talking about actualizes, it is likely to be an unmanageable, though auspicious feeling realization. It will take practice here (do not worry how you choose or happen to deflect the energy overload). Once you realize the energy gained in this profound use of separation, you will also immediately know it is accessibly yours forever.
Now we are at the point I came here to make.. of discussing the IDEA of bringing ALL of the energy inward without dispersement, without dilution. In order to do that, I want to talk of nuances I'm learning to recognize.
Firstly, you are defacto free from personal history and self-importance. {that is to say, the energy field in advanced detachment spoken of here, precludes the significant imput of your own indulgences. Though you superficially have them, the spirit of your idea will prevail (you will see this over and over again until you no longer have disbelief).
Secondly, this idea's mobilization exists because you have somewhere to hold this energy in you. This 'somewhere' is YOUR emptiness. It is infinite, yet it is quite personal, and imagine this.. it even allows reintroduction of personal history and self-importance. Smile.. WHY? Because the infinite emptiness is all you really have now. Everything else is trivial..
Thirdly, the existential anxiety (and even those small matters from which comes a sigh) are also received as an energetic formation. You know this, because detachment within detachment (the prolific detached way of being) always allows a conscious pause. So as you are therewith the pang of unpleasant existential tension, the pause at once is appraisal and conversion to energetic indifference.
Fourthly (hmmm) "What does it mean to absorb the energy into your emptiness? Really?
This is why the tonal must be in order. The tonal reflects the POINT . of awareness that perceivably exists in your emptiness. That point is the awareness of you, and is to be refined as much in the work of the tonal as it is in the spirit of detachment. Controlled folly does not alleviate you from having to believe. Detachment requires responsibility (You must believe what you pretend to in the tonal)
That point in emptiness becomes remarkably sharp; it attracts the energy like a black hole in the universe.
I likely will have more as this is new to me..
Anyway, words are getting in the way. In detachment, the space you feel has possibilities you don't comprehend in early practices, because the focus is on feeling space and 'cleansing.' Still, as you move out again, there is practical keenness to see, choose, and act with acuity; and, it is important to utilize this capability to reinforce the value of gaining separation.
Eventually, you stay in the created free space long enough to observe its nuances, one of which is its attractiveness.. meaning that it is receptive space. One example to observe in your own life involves relationship. If you maintain the space of pure detachment, though significantly engaged otherwise, notice how the dynamics has changed. In true separation, you are not concerned with this other person, and they inevitably compensate and draw to you.
However, as one on a path or in the warrior's way, impeccability is the game. You will discern quickly that this attraction in detachment entails a certain principle of energy > that is, if used (without learning its art) everything you attract begets energy dilution. I am giving you the idea now > you must TRULY want to preserve the purity of space, and WANT to divorce from concern with what it is you can attract.
You will begin drawing in undirected energy. YOU WANT THIS ENERGY!! When the idea I am talking about actualizes, it is likely to be an unmanageable, though auspicious feeling realization. It will take practice here (do not worry how you choose or happen to deflect the energy overload). Once you realize the energy gained in this profound use of separation, you will also immediately know it is accessibly yours forever.
Now we are at the point I came here to make.. of discussing the IDEA of bringing ALL of the energy inward without dispersement, without dilution. In order to do that, I want to talk of nuances I'm learning to recognize.
Firstly, you are defacto free from personal history and self-importance. {that is to say, the energy field in advanced detachment spoken of here, precludes the significant imput of your own indulgences. Though you superficially have them, the spirit of your idea will prevail (you will see this over and over again until you no longer have disbelief).
Secondly, this idea's mobilization exists because you have somewhere to hold this energy in you. This 'somewhere' is YOUR emptiness. It is infinite, yet it is quite personal, and imagine this.. it even allows reintroduction of personal history and self-importance. Smile.. WHY? Because the infinite emptiness is all you really have now. Everything else is trivial..
Thirdly, the existential anxiety (and even those small matters from which comes a sigh) are also received as an energetic formation. You know this, because detachment within detachment (the prolific detached way of being) always allows a conscious pause. So as you are therewith the pang of unpleasant existential tension, the pause at once is appraisal and conversion to energetic indifference.
Fourthly (hmmm) "What does it mean to absorb the energy into your emptiness? Really?
This is why the tonal must be in order. The tonal reflects the POINT . of awareness that perceivably exists in your emptiness. That point is the awareness of you, and is to be refined as much in the work of the tonal as it is in the spirit of detachment. Controlled folly does not alleviate you from having to believe. Detachment requires responsibility (You must believe what you pretend to in the tonal)
That point in emptiness becomes remarkably sharp; it attracts the energy like a black hole in the universe.
I likely will have more as this is new to me..