12-19-2015, 12:00 AM
It is possible I am holding myself up.. NOT (not a possibility). I am grounded in the existential premise. I sooner desire and seek out unendurable pain in infinite unforgiving time than incline to self-glorification.
Why? 1) I dislike existence for starters. I would not peg it with glory even if via self-actualization. Gaawd! (GOD) can do that {laughing}.
2) I do like self-abasement a whole lot. My auspicious life rose up from out of the ashes of a self remade by fire. I mean, I know pain.. brazzen (maybe) > I know its pleasure.
Nothing of this I say is completely truthful because truth is in itself and not in figures. I am pushing words around to suit my foolishness.
To give context to this piece would require obscene, lurid, erotic description of how I want to really say things.
Oh my. I could get very colorful too.
Why? 1) I dislike existence for starters. I would not peg it with glory even if via self-actualization. Gaawd! (GOD) can do that {laughing}.
2) I do like self-abasement a whole lot. My auspicious life rose up from out of the ashes of a self remade by fire. I mean, I know pain.. brazzen (maybe) > I know its pleasure.
Nothing of this I say is completely truthful because truth is in itself and not in figures. I am pushing words around to suit my foolishness.
To give context to this piece would require obscene, lurid, erotic description of how I want to really say things.
Oh my. I could get very colorful too.