12-21-2015, 12:00 AM
MS > Striving to become an arhat or death defiler the Don Juan style?
I had the fortune of having my first friend of high awareness be a stickler for grounding the 'spiritual' in every day living with focus on decision making. My second friend of high awareness was a stickler for attending to work and paying attention to details and the proper ordering of life. Both were very grounded themselves, and maintained great focus always.
Personally, I never sought a formal awareness attainment. If I stay present I am aware; and I recognize various degrees. I simply learned that self-awareness with objectivity is the most qualatitive state to be in.
Detachment is self-awareness and objectivity. One's choices typically reflect that state.
My empiricism as to death is one that evolves. It wasn't until the recapitulation through my newfound writing a few years ago that the idea of eternal energy arose. Prior, it was, "I die, and that's it."
Here is an excerpt from what I wrote then:
"I am not in a hurry to get anywhere. I am not getting out of myself (energy) no how
and no way.
Why hurry? (hurry where?) BUT BECAUSE of energy's cycle, I necessarily get lost in
concepts like worry, hurry, not rush, and fear FOREVER; I 'really' (not real) do want to
get out in a hurry.
My tool reason {FOR detachment} lets the false 'reality' of wanting
to get out, be identified as the one word--FALSE. So now the Myth of Sisyphus state is
laughable just like sadness can be. This fucking, failing futility brings joy > that is exactly
worded the right way and without hyperbole--IF understood in the way of
enlightenment. NEVERTHELESS, I talk about watching myself in a cognizance called awareness
(with enlightenment et al)--AND I'm still lost..."
{I explain how I achieve transformation and sensible clarity}
Anyway, I was ready for when serloco told me I was going to live eternally. I was receiving him as a prefect mirror image of myself, and all he bestowed was made empirically true.. and become form! I have to laugh..
In the conventional sense, it is astounding what has transpired. Yet, nothing ever surprised me because of how easily within myself I have remained. serloco likes that about me (SMILE). I love serloco.
Mornings Son, for the record here, I intentionally present my ideas such that I have mastered them. That is nowhere near the truth. The principles are right; the degrees are MAGNIFIED. Still, I have great depth.
I had the fortune of having my first friend of high awareness be a stickler for grounding the 'spiritual' in every day living with focus on decision making. My second friend of high awareness was a stickler for attending to work and paying attention to details and the proper ordering of life. Both were very grounded themselves, and maintained great focus always.
Personally, I never sought a formal awareness attainment. If I stay present I am aware; and I recognize various degrees. I simply learned that self-awareness with objectivity is the most qualatitive state to be in.
Detachment is self-awareness and objectivity. One's choices typically reflect that state.
My empiricism as to death is one that evolves. It wasn't until the recapitulation through my newfound writing a few years ago that the idea of eternal energy arose. Prior, it was, "I die, and that's it."
Here is an excerpt from what I wrote then:
"I am not in a hurry to get anywhere. I am not getting out of myself (energy) no how
and no way.
Why hurry? (hurry where?) BUT BECAUSE of energy's cycle, I necessarily get lost in
concepts like worry, hurry, not rush, and fear FOREVER; I 'really' (not real) do want to
get out in a hurry.
My tool reason {FOR detachment} lets the false 'reality' of wanting
to get out, be identified as the one word--FALSE. So now the Myth of Sisyphus state is
laughable just like sadness can be. This fucking, failing futility brings joy > that is exactly
worded the right way and without hyperbole--IF understood in the way of
enlightenment. NEVERTHELESS, I talk about watching myself in a cognizance called awareness
(with enlightenment et al)--AND I'm still lost..."
{I explain how I achieve transformation and sensible clarity}
Anyway, I was ready for when serloco told me I was going to live eternally. I was receiving him as a prefect mirror image of myself, and all he bestowed was made empirically true.. and become form! I have to laugh..
In the conventional sense, it is astounding what has transpired. Yet, nothing ever surprised me because of how easily within myself I have remained. serloco likes that about me (SMILE). I love serloco.
Mornings Son, for the record here, I intentionally present my ideas such that I have mastered them. That is nowhere near the truth. The principles are right; the degrees are MAGNIFIED. Still, I have great depth.