12-31-2015, 12:00 AM
I am playing my part up, but am doing some great things. Others shared words with me, so until it's a chore I'll write. I do hone my own intent by words too, so ideas become intent.
RIGHT NOW (don't know about tomorrow) I can disgard any rules and become involved in activity, interests, thinking etc. I mean, I am free.
I am trying to make a distinction between those efforts to meditate, shift attention, pray, recap etc. and learning to pay attention to the bottom end of being a perceiver. I mean, I go to the first phenomenolgy > that perception IS. I like to include history.. evolution, my birth, world, and otherness. serloco omits virtually everything save the root perception, which I TOTALLY like also.
I would have to say that RIGHT NOW I am moving his direction. So at the beginning, I practiced detachment and learned not to compound negative emotions. Later, I learned the value of the space to feel my body and act in a mode of separation. As the detachment became more habitual I understood that every state of being (even despair, lonliness, anger, shame, and hopelessness) could be approached and objectified. Having those experiences lead to indifference by degrees, because there was less fear attached to whatever state of existence. I am noticing the negative existential angst lessen to the point of its disappearance altogether. This is why I mentioned in an erased post about a listless emptiness. As I am not threatened by how I feel, feeling is no longer an issue in life. That is, I am fairly aware to ignore whatever the perception as an issue of judgement. I can even out almost any reflection, sensation, or experience, and even savor it.
I will assess that serloco empirically knows that root perception confers absolute nothing (of meaning) accept whatever he believes. And as Don Juan said adroitly, "A warrior HAS to believe."
serloco believes in words, relation, love in the face of stark emptiness? What will billy believe in a few thousand years?
ADD NOTE A tangible example as to existential angst disappearing: I think one normally exhales a long 'fhewww' in sighing after entangling invested energy (stress), and feels a release of negative tension.
I often have the sigh now as an easy (stress) release of air that often is more of a 'haaaaah'- no negativity attribute. Honestly, I picked up the 'haaaaah' from the girl in her 'Pidgin' video ('"ha" is the breath of life, she notes).
I recommend you catch a sigh to release it as 'haaaaah.' I noticed the difference; and, if you can get one to come out that way spontaneously, it will amaze you how different the mental state. Kind of like, lead the body (& its function here) and the mind will follow.
RIGHT NOW (don't know about tomorrow) I can disgard any rules and become involved in activity, interests, thinking etc. I mean, I am free.
I am trying to make a distinction between those efforts to meditate, shift attention, pray, recap etc. and learning to pay attention to the bottom end of being a perceiver. I mean, I go to the first phenomenolgy > that perception IS. I like to include history.. evolution, my birth, world, and otherness. serloco omits virtually everything save the root perception, which I TOTALLY like also.
I would have to say that RIGHT NOW I am moving his direction. So at the beginning, I practiced detachment and learned not to compound negative emotions. Later, I learned the value of the space to feel my body and act in a mode of separation. As the detachment became more habitual I understood that every state of being (even despair, lonliness, anger, shame, and hopelessness) could be approached and objectified. Having those experiences lead to indifference by degrees, because there was less fear attached to whatever state of existence. I am noticing the negative existential angst lessen to the point of its disappearance altogether. This is why I mentioned in an erased post about a listless emptiness. As I am not threatened by how I feel, feeling is no longer an issue in life. That is, I am fairly aware to ignore whatever the perception as an issue of judgement. I can even out almost any reflection, sensation, or experience, and even savor it.
I will assess that serloco empirically knows that root perception confers absolute nothing (of meaning) accept whatever he believes. And as Don Juan said adroitly, "A warrior HAS to believe."
serloco believes in words, relation, love in the face of stark emptiness? What will billy believe in a few thousand years?
ADD NOTE A tangible example as to existential angst disappearing: I think one normally exhales a long 'fhewww' in sighing after entangling invested energy (stress), and feels a release of negative tension.
I often have the sigh now as an easy (stress) release of air that often is more of a 'haaaaah'- no negativity attribute. Honestly, I picked up the 'haaaaah' from the girl in her 'Pidgin' video ('"ha" is the breath of life, she notes).
I recommend you catch a sigh to release it as 'haaaaah.' I noticed the difference; and, if you can get one to come out that way spontaneously, it will amaze you how different the mental state. Kind of like, lead the body (& its function here) and the mind will follow.