01-02-2016, 12:00 AM
Questions ARE allowed..
I very much get the impression people are unwilling to go deep in self-reflecting their sensitive 'negative' characteristics and emotions in order to objectify them. AND I am referring to doing this in COMPLETE SECRECY. Why do I continually dwell here?
Surely you must understand that there is little benefit to being defensive and having resentment. So why do you continue allowing that in yourself? YOU MUST BEGIN TO SEE that intersecting moment of resistance mode with others is your best opportunity early on in detachment exercise. You need to choose to remove yourself from imagery protection, even if only long enough to observe you've done so. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you understand?
***Still, it is not the goal of detachment to moderate your behavior as regards others. The goal of detachment is to free your SELF. You are a prisoner of your own making.
When I am out in the world I KNOW that most people are vulnerable because they cannot be real. They are tied to images.. PERIOD! I am not. Further on, I am not afraid of anything billy.
How does it make sense, that if something is known to yourself about yourself, it can make you uncomfortable ? ? ?
I hear this talk of not having self-importance and getting rid of personal history and I'll tell you that's a crock of ****. I HAVE SELF-importance and a personal history.. and, a BEVY of useful identities.
You talk of no self-importance, but are afraid of your deeply hidden feelings? Why is it your mind is not free to explore the 'nasty ****' about yourself, if adhering to no self import?
Why are you afraid of what emotions can be self-discovered and leave you raw? Why be threatened if it is part of you? How is that free?
I can say without contradiction that there is nothing of billy that billy is afraid of. NOTHING. I love and embrace the 'worst of me.' ONLY through detachment could that happen for me. I don't know that there might be other ways to be enlightened, but I do know you cannot be free if something inside of you must remain subdued. You want freedom?
If you want freedom, do the detachment exercises that deal with resentment of others first. If you are doing them without self-pity tagging along the backside, you will be able to see their value. THEN,
detach from the resentments of your own being. You will then open the door to genuine recapitulation. You will expose your inadequacy as a human and find the requisite objectivity there. THIS will begin to free you.
At this stage, detachment is become a compelling, circularly reinforcing quality. You will pay attention easily. You will know the truth of your WHOLENESS by feeling your own body and returning deep within often. Yes, you will retain personal history and have SELF importance.. just as there is a world and people to retain; yet, nothing will hold you down.
Oh Jesus, now I'll have to hear it from serloco. Smiles, smiles.
Excepting there be questions to answer, I've indulged enough for a while. (I was not really admonishing anyone here by the way; I'm pretty loose is all.)
I very much get the impression people are unwilling to go deep in self-reflecting their sensitive 'negative' characteristics and emotions in order to objectify them. AND I am referring to doing this in COMPLETE SECRECY. Why do I continually dwell here?
Surely you must understand that there is little benefit to being defensive and having resentment. So why do you continue allowing that in yourself? YOU MUST BEGIN TO SEE that intersecting moment of resistance mode with others is your best opportunity early on in detachment exercise. You need to choose to remove yourself from imagery protection, even if only long enough to observe you've done so. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you understand?
***Still, it is not the goal of detachment to moderate your behavior as regards others. The goal of detachment is to free your SELF. You are a prisoner of your own making.
When I am out in the world I KNOW that most people are vulnerable because they cannot be real. They are tied to images.. PERIOD! I am not. Further on, I am not afraid of anything billy.
How does it make sense, that if something is known to yourself about yourself, it can make you uncomfortable ? ? ?
I hear this talk of not having self-importance and getting rid of personal history and I'll tell you that's a crock of ****. I HAVE SELF-importance and a personal history.. and, a BEVY of useful identities.
You talk of no self-importance, but are afraid of your deeply hidden feelings? Why is it your mind is not free to explore the 'nasty ****' about yourself, if adhering to no self import?
Why are you afraid of what emotions can be self-discovered and leave you raw? Why be threatened if it is part of you? How is that free?
I can say without contradiction that there is nothing of billy that billy is afraid of. NOTHING. I love and embrace the 'worst of me.' ONLY through detachment could that happen for me. I don't know that there might be other ways to be enlightened, but I do know you cannot be free if something inside of you must remain subdued. You want freedom?
If you want freedom, do the detachment exercises that deal with resentment of others first. If you are doing them without self-pity tagging along the backside, you will be able to see their value. THEN,
detach from the resentments of your own being. You will then open the door to genuine recapitulation. You will expose your inadequacy as a human and find the requisite objectivity there. THIS will begin to free you.
At this stage, detachment is become a compelling, circularly reinforcing quality. You will pay attention easily. You will know the truth of your WHOLENESS by feeling your own body and returning deep within often. Yes, you will retain personal history and have SELF importance.. just as there is a world and people to retain; yet, nothing will hold you down.
Oh Jesus, now I'll have to hear it from serloco. Smiles, smiles.
Excepting there be questions to answer, I've indulged enough for a while. (I was not really admonishing anyone here by the way; I'm pretty loose is all.)