01-08-2016, 12:00 AM
The humbling abasement that I draw to wants no sense of SELF value. I mean, I can't help but sink into gracious worthlessness. Nothing gets added or put on. With natural balance and calmness of my heart, I despise that billy could exist. That I am allowed any perception begets vile self-appraisal ...
For billy to REALLY try and say to billy, "you are special; you are gifted," would bring inner laughter at the joke. It is not conceivable that I have foundational value; I am not ever beyond worthless emptiness. Yet, in/from that emptiness all controlled folly arises.
billy is become a mirror of the emptiness.. much grace to PLAY.. mucho egoic fun....... ...
SMILE
ADD I mean to reiterate, the lowliness is of genuine intent! This is where it* is at!
*it (emptiness resource)
For billy to REALLY try and say to billy, "you are special; you are gifted," would bring inner laughter at the joke. It is not conceivable that I have foundational value; I am not ever beyond worthless emptiness. Yet, in/from that emptiness all controlled folly arises.
billy is become a mirror of the emptiness.. much grace to PLAY.. mucho egoic fun....... ...
SMILE
ADD I mean to reiterate, the lowliness is of genuine intent! This is where it* is at!
*it (emptiness resource)