Indulgences

[Billy]

Kaomea (A+)  Regardless whether she is well-rounded in her full knowledge (and not to say she is not), her acumen in her chosen arts are superb.  She interacts and shares power.  She should get a higher grade than the one given, especially since I like her so much.

  I have had the most fortunate life with lots of big-time and amazingly fortunate occurrences and gifted, loving persons, but Kaomea, you are the best of all that ever happened to me. 

  Regardless of your means, your intent, or whatever.. you have brought me one pleasure after another, one learning experience after another.  Kaomea, you are the joy of all joys.  I am sorry when I unintentionally have been a jerk to you.  I am touching energies of yours without the dressings, and I can get confused trying to reconcile that with tonal thinking.

 The only thing I know to stop my inadvertent offences, is to be nice to you.  I know that is not very exciting, but I don't care.  If my blessings from you end, I do not want them to end because I hurt you.
And, I don't care so much about the blessings, I care about your well-being.

   I cannot explain why this sense of remorse now, only that I have it.  For my wrongs, I am very sorry, Kaomea.