05-26-2015, 12:00 AM
Mornings Son wrote:".... earning an auspicious rebirth....where....all the conditions of life would be conducive to attainment of Enlightenment."
Captures what I meant in abrasive criticism. {above is NOT REAL} Conditions are irrelevant. Sarcastically > What do you want to attain tomorrow??
In reason and practiced detachment, change needs to be a joke.
Indifference starts with acquiescence to ANY present condition.
When calculation, and doing, and 'auspicious'flow, are availed in my discriminatory moment is a whole lot different than grasping for change that can NEVER happen as a fulfillment of wholeness.
God damn it > be authentic & SEE yourself as complete when life is messy. I am talking REAL here!!!
What helped me much, was to comprehend that my reason is FOR detachment 100%. It has the propensity to remember myself bare, and identify useless self-reflection at all times.
I use the particular word 'identify,' because I do not bother to remove useless thought, only its heaviness. God knows what a joke it is goin' on inside MY fucking head. {But, it is best to be very specific about that feeling, line of thought, or state when detaching until it is a permeating habit}*
'Self-improvement' is a seriously misguided charade. Being integrated is all that matters. You are already sufficient. Not knowing this
brings endless exercises in self-pity.
*I will put basic detachment info as I practiced it in New Seer.
Captures what I meant in abrasive criticism. {above is NOT REAL} Conditions are irrelevant. Sarcastically > What do you want to attain tomorrow??
In reason and practiced detachment, change needs to be a joke.
Indifference starts with acquiescence to ANY present condition.
When calculation, and doing, and 'auspicious'flow, are availed in my discriminatory moment is a whole lot different than grasping for change that can NEVER happen as a fulfillment of wholeness.
God damn it > be authentic & SEE yourself as complete when life is messy. I am talking REAL here!!!
What helped me much, was to comprehend that my reason is FOR detachment 100%. It has the propensity to remember myself bare, and identify useless self-reflection at all times.
I use the particular word 'identify,' because I do not bother to remove useless thought, only its heaviness. God knows what a joke it is goin' on inside MY fucking head. {But, it is best to be very specific about that feeling, line of thought, or state when detaching until it is a permeating habit}*
'Self-improvement' is a seriously misguided charade. Being integrated is all that matters. You are already sufficient. Not knowing this
brings endless exercises in self-pity.
*I will put basic detachment info as I practiced it in New Seer.