Zen Talk by billy

[Billy]

Let me explain:   I do not DO any ****, faggoty ass, lame 'shame' **** {yuk,spit,spit > plus a slew of descriptions deprecating race, gender, religion and most anything human} 

   I mean to be serious here.....all of my self-negation stuff is a self-generated prop that I later discovered is from out of the dark ages...Thelema...Quietism... Monastic annihilatory...practices of St. Teresa,etc etc.

   Only I did it better 'cause I got right to the heart---in fact, I brutally ripped mine apart with complete abandon.  I'm not sure why I knew to trust myself to do that--I just did.  This is what I am putting out there (read Miguel de Molinos: Spiritual Guide which Disentantangles the Soul, or better yet > ask me).

    While I SEE through my prejudicial clothing, I have suits that I like to wear- those that I am most comfortable in. 

  Too, I dress life with my own judgements, and simultaneously disregard them.
Living in controlled folly is to like and dislike with impunity.

Reality's fabric is everything to me, and yet this f-o-r-m-a-l-i-t-y is not allowed to supersede my skin and bones. 

And let me begin to tell you a thing or two about how hollow I am underneath my clothing.......   ...