Hope

[Billy]

I remind you to be careful how you set your own awareness, duh.

What I do with my power:

First and foremost, I freely imbibe the energies of my PC knowing the clout of my intent!!  .. such luscious, decadent PLAY.

I stalk myself.

I enjoy my FUC*ING HOME I spoke of.  The highes are great, and I often SEE a new bridge through the windows.

I preserve my wife's equanimity (having instated such) and occasionally fix my wife when she reverts back to the petty tyrant days.

I stop the world more often now---> change attentions or channels to refresh the view.

I maintain a variety of disciplines that were initiated with my power (example: I've manicured my nails without fail over half year now, after biting them for five decades)
(a few other examples: I mediatate daily, something I could not do for even 10 minutes ever........ I stretch and exercise daily, something I hadn't done for four decades...... I contol my libido, something I had NEVER done... I now pay attention to dreaming; I had never done that, even when in RF....... I pay attention to my body, and clarity of mind, and how I am occupying myself ....  I increasingly accentuate unmitigated awareness....etc. etc)

I please my wife.  I'm her daddy now .

I help my Flyers.

I move into meditation with ease.

I easily access two allies now.  {a year ago I had no idea what an ally was-- & one of them wants me to stalk my PC cruelly (she really likes her though)}.


Some things I've done with my power in the last couple years:

Totally removed arthritis I had in right hip for two decades.

Totally removed two flat dime sized moles via gazing exercises (they inexplicably began shrivelling (two weeks), and I simply pinched a dry fold and off it came with no trace (two days).

I mended the relation with my daughter which was untenable.

I learned to dominate Susan.

My body simply became forever spry upon my intent.

I became a death defier.

I perfected 'unconcern' of conditionality after consistently turning pain into pleasure.

I rather easily dismissed all family and personal ties.






I am whole and integrate each moment.  I am absurdly happy (I wonder why?)  I cannot wait.