02-26-2014, 12:00 AM
Yeah i am the same way now. I once was in an inorganic world where i had transformed all of the beings into servants. Their motions and their words were all guided by my awareness. It was if they had no volition of their own, just machinations of my mind. Their programed movements left me sad and that night i had stalked some deep positions of power, with a God-like ally that i believed at the time to be God. We had connected to all the awarenesses to experience them ourselves through our seeing and moved everyone`s awareness to a new position freeing them from their program. It took some work but the angelic healing was beautiful to behold. Sitting in satisfaction afterwards my ally spoke to me as we were stalking `the father of all time`meaning the God of all creation. All he said to me was do not mutilate life. Since then I have not intended any chains on any beings i encounter and be mindful of my awareness. I resist any temptation to act in anger. The last time i was tempted i drew together my power to see if i could perform the curse, saw that i could and then gave it up.