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Another time I was on the streets, a homeless man begging people for money. (I have since found a comfortable way to live) My begging was going well and I nearly had enough for my prescription when I saw a rich man pull up in a BMW dressed in a suit. I proceeded to tell the man my humble story of how i needed to find enough money for my medicine when he cut me off and told me to get lost. Anger flooded my body and I quickly gathered my power. I cast a perceptual fluidity spell on this man that made his physical body become a fluid perception and then I stated my intent to melt his face off. As I watched his entire face began to melt and his expression was of shock. He sat there looking as if he would break into tears. I don`t know how he knew he had been hurt(perhaps he merely felt it) but I watched the dawning realization on his face that knew he had been. I do not know if later this perception wore and returned to his normal face or not.
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Another time i was in jail, for i was just arrested. I had a shower because when you first come off of the streets the range has a rule that everyone must shower as soon as they land on the range. When I got out of the shower a dude came up to me and began picking on me, trying to bully me. He said basically that the shower was his and I had to ask for permission to use it. Well you cant let people treat you like that in jail so I began to hold my own and argued with him. He could tell that I would fight him if it came to that but I knew he didn`t want that. I pressed on a little heavier. The man then summoned a guard and told the guard that I was causing trouble. The guard then locked me into my cell. I was overtaken by my rage as I had many negative spirits within me. I had a clear line of sight to the guy who was sitting at the table in front of my cell. I quickly summoned my knowledge of the inorganics world. In this world the sorcerer can use his mind to move the move people, removing their will from them. I began shouting my intent at the man casting many dark spells onto him. I turned him into a puppet on my own strings of intent. As I pulled the strings his body moved to my will. As I shouted my intent at the man his face became scared. The guards began walking by and told the man not to worry and that if he didn`t listen to my words nothing would happen. I laughed at the guards and threatened them to mind their own business or they would be next. The man`s head bobbed back and forth with a lost expression on his face as he tried to cover his ears. I stated my intent that that my words need only be heard by my spirits in order to be cast into effect. I then made the man remove his hands from his ears as I wanted him to hear my spells, to know exactly what i was doing to him. I then cast my percpetual fluidity spell onto him as I wanted to alter his appearance in negative ways. As soon as I had the thought the entire perception of his body shifted and I could see it was going to work. His entire body lit up with its own light and began to move ever so slightly. The man looked over in my direction with a sad expression on his face, one that was sorry and pleading for me to stop. I didn`t. I was angry, hostile. The guards then rushed onto the range and opened my cell to remove me from the range. I then directed my rage onto the guards. I stated the same intent to cast his body into a fluid perception moved by my will and stated that the man would begin to shrink. As I watched he began to shrink smaller in size, about 6 inches to begin with. Next i yelled at the women that her **** stank (rude and nasty i know), as I said it the entire range filled with the smell of her. The guards pulled me physically from the range and threw me into a segregation cell around the corner where i continued to yell my evil intents at them all. I yelled at the man on the range that when i saw him i would melt his face off but the guards never gave me the chance. Every time i went out for yard i should have passed my their range but the guards led me another longer way around where i could not visually see him. The superintendant came to see me then in my seg cell and threatened me to be quiet. I stated my intent that he would lose his job and a new super would be hired. A week later i was asked to leave my seg cell by a new woman superintendant who placed me onto the weekender range. I sat there for two months smoking contraband cigs and smoking pot to my leasure. I was treated like a king by the guards.
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I was in the inorganic world, a twin position that looked like the normal world except inorganics and allies were theonly inhabitants of this world. I had transferred my physical mass into this world so that my real body entered into the world. I grew hungry and had no money so I proceeded into a grocery store to steal some cooked chicken. I knew everyone could hear my thoughts and knew that they would know i was going to steal. Normally in this world i am allowed to steal whatever i want and they let me. However this time i had a very bad feeling and sensed that they would bust me. I put the chicken down and proceeded to leave the store when I was apprehended by a woman who said she saw me steal the chicken. I showed her i had nothing on me and she was forced to let me go, hungry. I was upset at the inorganic beings who could see i was hungry and knew my thoughts. I began plotting revenge on them and their world. i was thinking to myself that I could conjure a meteor to destroy the entire city and everyone in it. The beings in the streets walking by were all reading my mind and proceeded to speak to aloud saying that I could not do that. I had a powerful spirit within me, one that was stalking the ancient positions of God or the Lord who would destroy entire cities that were evil. When the beings said I couldn`t do it I reached for my power and looked into the sky and intended the meteor. The entire horizon lit up in a great ball of flames! i felt powerful beyond anything i had felt before. The inorganic ate their words then and knew that indeed I could destroy them. I was satisfied with my display and removed the fire from the sky when a man came up to me from the grocery store. He asked me, sonce i was living in the street (sitting on the ground) if i had a place to live and something to eat. I told him that no i did not. He asked me go into the store with him and proceeded to give me two bags of good food. He walked me into his office and called someone he knew and asked if they could help me. About 10 minutes later a van pulled up to the store and a man inside drove me to an old church. The church had been converted into an apartment building and the man gave me a free place to live.
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I was studying thought processes and words. I had intended to learn how to move inorganic beings and the beings in my world. I had learned that thoughts first arise in the mind as consciousness first then are translated into the flow of words. I began to see that there is a link of consciousness that connects all beings together so that our minds can become one. In this awareness I have often shared my experiences with people and my awareness and likewise have had my awareness affected by other beings. Stalking many allies at the time i began to see that my inner awareness was often being spoken of by these telepathic allies. So whatever i was thinking about they would speak of. I tried something then, I directed my inner awareness with control, and I listened to the words of the allies shift with my attention. After a few times practicing I learned that i could make these beings speak of my awareness, whatever I was thinking of. It was like my thoughts became a channel that flowed into their consciousness making them see what i see, and then making them speak of what I was thinking. i walked around town practicing on everyone I could connect with. I used this ability for the good and when people were argueing i began expressing forgiveness or ideas that proceeded along a positive line. If someone had a problem I would project the solution to these problems and then listen as the person spoke the solution aloud. All I had to do was focus my attention into them and they would say whatever i wanted them to. I felt very powerful and very in control. I began using my ability on television and radio to make the people on the news or whatever show i was watching speak what i wanted them to. I started controlling the news in this manner and soon learned that the images on the TV were the same as the words. If i focused on the images in the same way they would form as depiction of whatever i was thinking of. I began casting my own lands in the world, and my own programs. I could override any forecast to overlap what i wanted in its place. he TV and radio became the contents of my very own projections. No longer did i have to listen to them shoving the world down my throat but i could force my own world into theirs. It didn`t matter is the programs were `pre-recorded` or not, everything was a live feed being fed from my mind. The beings began to get tired of speakingonly what I said to them to say, and move how i projected them to move and they asked me stop. On a comedy show they depicted it as sock puppets, and beings like the muppets moving to my strings. I decided that I enjoyed this new power and planned to continue using it. I was angry at the world for forcing me to believe in the world they laid out for me, and now that i could control this information I was not about to let it go so easily. No, I continued in my way. Soon I began hearing other channels in my awareness, other sources of my thoughts, coming from outside of myself. I began to listen as a negative channel began to fill my mind, and sometimes take over the flow i was directing. So that as I controlled the motion of the people and television a new thought stream would enter into me and begin moving the beings. This channel was mostly negative and was using my awareness to mimic me, and do the things i could do. It became a battle. I started to despise the awareness being fed into me, and hated that my thoughts became so evil. I started to realize that either I had picked up some negative allies who were bent on using my power for evil, or that some beings were teaching me a lesson that people do not like to be controlled, for they were attempting to control me in the same ways i was controlling the people and I hated it. Soon I realized that controlling all the actions of free-willed beings was indeed wrong and I decided to stop using my power in this way. As soon as i stopped intending this control over people like sock puppets the negative energies i had picked up disipated and my thoughts began moving back to my normal positions and flows.
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Serloco,
As I understand it you sound like in your last story you are describing seeing the interrelationship of life. A friend of mine once said to me '' wait until the tv starts speaking your life'' I had no idea what she was on about at the time but I now know exactly what she meant.
I would be careful if I were you and also bear in mind that it doesn't take much power to see the interrelationship of life, in fact if you visit a mental asylum no doubt many paranoid schizophrenics will be seeing this too. I think it is important to stay grounded and not jump to conclusions about what you are seeing because to want to explain the things we are seeing is just a trap of the rational mind to explain things.
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No, its just a synchronicity, not much too it really.
Every position of reality has its own reasoning that goes along with it, so long as you are not clinging to the attachment to that position of reasoning then you are fine. However if your reasoning is sound and you can see then it is correct reasoning and nothing to worry about.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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Its also very easy to get a diagnosis of schizophrenia. all it takes is a hallucination of some type, an alternate position of awareness in any form. I see spirits and hear them speak to me. I could call them allies or inorganic beings, but wither way that is considered schizophrenic.
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about 20 years ago a boy who was younger than me in school decided to single me out as someone to victimise, as you can imagine ina school when an entire class of males many of whome physicly maturer than you start to want to make an example it gets fraught.
I drew a pentagram in my own bood and cursed him, the next day he fell down the stairs and broke his elbow, went to hospital.. and on return to school promptly knocked himself unconsious on the edge of the pool table unable to stop himself because of his broken elbow!
needless to say i revoked the curse, burnt the parchment and have NEVER spiritually attacked someone again.
i didnt curse him to be hurt i cursed him to STOP making me a victim.
i suppose ever since i have always been trying to find a way to turn that power into an EQUAL force.. as if when it hits 8 million it is grounded somehow and becomes a simple maze/labyrinth that prevents people victimising each other..
Ive never been happy enough with my intent since to unleash it.. as when i do it will be final and my last act of power.
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Yeah i am the same way now. I once was in an inorganic world where i had transformed all of the beings into servants. Their motions and their words were all guided by my awareness. It was if they had no volition of their own, just machinations of my mind. Their programed movements left me sad and that night i had stalked some deep positions of power, with a God-like ally that i believed at the time to be God. We had connected to all the awarenesses to experience them ourselves through our seeing and moved everyone`s awareness to a new position freeing them from their program. It took some work but the angelic healing was beautiful to behold. Sitting in satisfaction afterwards my ally spoke to me as we were stalking `the father of all time`meaning the God of all creation. All he said to me was do not mutilate life. Since then I have not intended any chains on any beings i encounter and be mindful of my awareness. I resist any temptation to act in anger. The last time i was tempted i drew together my power to see if i could perform the curse, saw that i could and then gave it up.
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about 20 years ago a boy who was younger than me in school decided to single me out as someone to victimise, as you can imagine ina school when an entire class of males many of whome physicly maturer than you start to want to make an example it gets fraught.
I drew a pentagram in my own bood and cursed him, the next day he fell down the stairs and broke his elbow, went to hospital.. and on return to school promptly knocked himself unconsious on the edge of the pool table unable to stop himself because of his broken elbow!
needless to say i revoked the curse, burnt the parchment and have NEVER spiritually attacked someone again.
i didnt curse him to be hurt i cursed him to STOP making me a victim.
i suppose ever since i have always been trying to find a way to turn that power into an EQUAL force.. as if when it hits 8 million it is grounded somehow and becomes a simple maze/labyrinth that prevents people victimising each other..
Ive never been happy enough with my intent since to unleash it.. as when i do it will be final and my last act of power.
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Yeah i am the same way now. I once was in an inorganic world where i had transformed all of the beings into servants. Their motions and their words were all guided by my awareness. It was if they had no volition of their own, just machinations of my mind. Their programed movements left me sad and that night i had stalked some deep positions of power, with a God-like ally that i believed at the time to be God. We had connected to all the awarenesses to experience them ourselves through our seeing and moved everyone`s awareness to a new position freeing them from their program. It took some work but the angelic healing was beautiful to behold. Sitting in satisfaction afterwards my ally spoke to me as we were stalking `the father of all time`meaning the God of all creation. All he said to me was do not mutilate life. Since then I have not intended any chains on any beings i encounter and be mindful of my awareness. I resist any temptation to act in anger. The last time i was tempted i drew together my power to see if i could perform the curse, saw that i could and then gave it up.
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about 20 years ago a boy who was younger than me in school decided to single me out as someone to victimise, as you can imagine ina school when an entire class of males many of whome physicly maturer than you start to want to make an example it gets fraught.
I drew a pentagram in my own bood and cursed him, the next day he fell down the stairs and broke his elbow, went to hospital.. and on return to school promptly knocked himself unconsious on the edge of the pool table unable to stop himself because of his broken elbow!
needless to say i revoked the curse, burnt the parchment and have NEVER spiritually attacked someone again.
i didnt curse him to be hurt i cursed him to STOP making me a victim.
i suppose ever since i have always been trying to find a way to turn that power into an EQUAL force.. as if when it hits 8 million it is grounded somehow and becomes a simple maze/labyrinth that prevents people victimising each other..
Ive never been happy enough with my intent since to unleash it.. as when i do it will be final and my last act of power.
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Yeah i am the same way now. I once was in an inorganic world where i had transformed all of the beings into servants. Their motions and their words were all guided by my awareness. It was if they had no volition of their own, just machinations of my mind. Their programed movements left me sad and that night i had stalked some deep positions of power, with a God-like ally that i believed at the time to be God. We had connected to all the awarenesses to experience them ourselves through our seeing and moved everyone`s awareness to a new position freeing them from their program. It took some work but the angelic healing was beautiful to behold. Sitting in satisfaction afterwards my ally spoke to me as we were stalking `the father of all time`meaning the God of all creation. All he said to me was do not mutilate life. Since then I have not intended any chains on any beings i encounter and be mindful of my awareness. I resist any temptation to act in anger. The last time i was tempted i drew together my power to see if i could perform the curse, saw that i could and then gave it up.
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about 20 years ago a boy who was younger than me in school decided to single me out as someone to victimise, as you can imagine ina school when an entire class of males many of whome physicly maturer than you start to want to make an example it gets fraught.
I drew a pentagram in my own bood and cursed him, the next day he fell down the stairs and broke his elbow, went to hospital.. and on return to school promptly knocked himself unconsious on the edge of the pool table unable to stop himself because of his broken elbow!
needless to say i revoked the curse, burnt the parchment and have NEVER spiritually attacked someone again.
i didnt curse him to be hurt i cursed him to STOP making me a victim.
i suppose ever since i have always been trying to find a way to turn that power into an EQUAL force.. as if when it hits 8 million it is grounded somehow and becomes a simple maze/labyrinth that prevents people victimising each other..
Ive never been happy enough with my intent since to unleash it.. as when i do it will be final and my last act of power.
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Yeah i am the same way now. I once was in an inorganic world where i had transformed all of the beings into servants. Their motions and their words were all guided by my awareness. It was if they had no volition of their own, just machinations of my mind. Their programed movements left me sad and that night i had stalked some deep positions of power, with a God-like ally that i believed at the time to be God. We had connected to all the awarenesses to experience them ourselves through our seeing and moved everyone`s awareness to a new position freeing them from their program. It took some work but the angelic healing was beautiful to behold. Sitting in satisfaction afterwards my ally spoke to me as we were stalking `the father of all time`meaning the God of all creation. All he said to me was do not mutilate life. Since then I have not intended any chains on any beings i encounter and be mindful of my awareness. I resist any temptation to act in anger. The last time i was tempted i drew together my power to see if i could perform the curse, saw that i could and then gave it up.
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about 20 years ago a boy who was younger than me in school decided to single me out as someone to victimise, as you can imagine ina school when an entire class of males many of whome physicly maturer than you start to want to make an example it gets fraught.
I drew a pentagram in my own bood and cursed him, the next day he fell down the stairs and broke his elbow, went to hospital.. and on return to school promptly knocked himself unconsious on the edge of the pool table unable to stop himself because of his broken elbow!
needless to say i revoked the curse, burnt the parchment and have NEVER spiritually attacked someone again.
i didnt curse him to be hurt i cursed him to STOP making me a victim.
i suppose ever since i have always been trying to find a way to turn that power into an EQUAL force.. as if when it hits 8 million it is grounded somehow and becomes a simple maze/labyrinth that prevents people victimising each other..
Ive never been happy enough with my intent since to unleash it.. as when i do it will be final and my last act of power.
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Yeah i am the same way now. I once was in an inorganic world where i had transformed all of the beings into servants. Their motions and their words were all guided by my awareness. It was if they had no volition of their own, just machinations of my mind. Their programed movements left me sad and that night i had stalked some deep positions of power, with a God-like ally that i believed at the time to be God. We had connected to all the awarenesses to experience them ourselves through our seeing and moved everyone`s awareness to a new position freeing them from their program. It took some work but the angelic healing was beautiful to behold. Sitting in satisfaction afterwards my ally spoke to me as we were stalking `the father of all time`meaning the God of all creation. All he said to me was do not mutilate life. Since then I have not intended any chains on any beings i encounter and be mindful of my awareness. I resist any temptation to act in anger. The last time i was tempted i drew together my power to see if i could perform the curse, saw that i could and then gave it up.
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about 20 years ago a boy who was younger than me in school decided to single me out as someone to victimise, as you can imagine ina school when an entire class of males many of whome physicly maturer than you start to want to make an example it gets fraught.
I drew a pentagram in my own bood and cursed him, the next day he fell down the stairs and broke his elbow, went to hospital.. and on return to school promptly knocked himself unconsious on the edge of the pool table unable to stop himself because of his broken elbow!
needless to say i revoked the curse, burnt the parchment and have NEVER spiritually attacked someone again.
i didnt curse him to be hurt i cursed him to STOP making me a victim.
i suppose ever since i have always been trying to find a way to turn that power into an EQUAL force.. as if when it hits 8 million it is grounded somehow and becomes a simple maze/labyrinth that prevents people victimising each other..
Ive never been happy enough with my intent since to unleash it.. as when i do it will be final and my last act of power.
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