Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

So last week I did a lot of recap work alone in my motel room. I remembered long ago how I had learned to cast women, both brand new ones not yet formed, as well as to alter and control women. I practiced then having a women i just met, lets say she's an office worker, and i am just gazing at her from across the room. I imagine first of course quite naturally that she is an average woman, who has surely never seen a man such as me, with my power and awareness level. Now most earthling do not get the chance to see wonderous magic like I can cast. So I look at her and connect into her mind and begin to show her who I am and what I can do, both to her, and to reality. She looks right at me and knows who I am now, I keep showing her knowledge and memories and power she has never seen. I see the emotions running wild in her body. Now with some women I just point at them with my attention and merely control what goes out of me and touches their forms. Any energy I direct to them will move them here, so i can now merely say she wants me and do anything to get me. I can say she knows all about these things, and those things, she is yada yada yada, and whatever i say she will miraculously be. But the women I am speaking of I left her as she was, which was mostly unknown to me, except that she is a average house wife, sexy secretary, and soon to be the next women to be wrapped around my finger. Shes getting hot and I can see it in her body movements and her energy. Getting a ravaged and wild look all over her, like she cannot contain herself much longer. I have reworked her quite a bit already, she has power in her now she never had, and knows things now she never knew existed. Now I know she will do whatever i ask her to do now and would jump up on the spot gladly to carry out my desires. I merely tell her, hey I do not take women who are married into my circle with me, I am sorry. Right then she reaches to her finger and pulls off her wedding ring and slams it on the table in front of her. It's cool because I often imagine that when I do this it is like fucking the hell out out of a woman, filling her with my 'head', and my seeds, her being naked and spread open to my command, in which place I do anything i want to her willingly with her aching for me to. So this perception I have now of how I *** the hell out of women with my mind and make them mine, had surfaced into my intent, and so she appears now as if she has had her brains fucked out of her, and has had her world rocked. Yes i did rock her world, and she will never see it the same again. Now I am the strongest telepath I have ever dreamed of being, and never have seen anyone like me before, except for xavier, yet he has to search for someone and i do not, and he does not use other's powers, even though he can enter into their heads and form the same awareness that they have. I do. He does not reach through time, and I do. I have the most sexiest women throughout all time do things for me that are almost everything I ever asked of of anyone. I am proud yes, and may sound arrogant sure, but this is my truth.

Now long ago I had taken every word of don Juan to be golden and true. They were all true yes, but not all golden indeed. He had led me to a world of iobs that were needy, hooking, cold inside, often trapping, no compassion, and a few other things as well. I didn't know then that I had formed that intent and judgment through don Juan's setting of my body position. And even though i did not brag out loud about my skills and merely sat quiet and controlled everything from the background. It will come to me. Or those people will do this, and now i do not have to. etc. Well that is when my battle began with the Juan iobs. They needed my awareness, and they wanted my new awareness for themselves. They began their waves of attack on me. Doing anything they could to shift my power to them and their people. Which in the beginning I was not ready for and they sometimes would win. They wanted every form I had found transferred into their awareness and power to do. I would reach a power spot that i knew of and Bam right away out of nowhere a person would come up and begin trying to shift it to them. I hated them very much so. It would be a bloody war, but in the end they would lose, both myself, and my powers that I know now are not in their abilities. Yet if I know they can do it, then they would at that time begin using it. My energy, my will, and my awareness of them.. What made me cross the line and begin hurting them and their forms was their sickness and their lack of care for life and it's sacredness. These were sick ass fuckers then. I remember thinking about my ex love, and basking in her beautiful memories together. I shifted then to learn how to create her form again, and even with her awareness intact inside of her. I had the form ready in my mind and it was in a spot that i could do anything to it before casting. Now one of these beings came to me then and cast into my mind, and into her some sick ****. Well it seems they were trying to use my power to make themselves prostitutes and money. Then walked in my ex girlfriend in the form i had cast and the iob's energy to, because i did not know then how to cancel their intrusions into my attention. I watched her walk to one of the iobs and saw she was going with him, and that she was for him and for sex, being used, and making money for the iobs. I cast onto her then and wiped her away and back into memory, and had taken her awareness out of her. At least she was no longer my ex who i love. I know she still wasn't the same girl that i knew, but almost identical then. I stopped then from doing this to me, and shifted to where they stopped trying even.

So last week I began doing this again, and got better at it. I was focusing mostly onto famous women and getting them naked and willing to me. I had them all over me, the greatest stars too. After all I am the one who secretly sits behind the scenes doing the greatest things I can imagine yet to this world. It's so easy to offer one of my women a gift of power and ability, some positions of my awareness to use, and tie a small string to it... hehe, they drop anything for me. So I was enjoying my abilities very much, and basking in what i called a position of heaven for me. So have been hidden for a long time now. dropped off the world after my bloody war with the iobs of juan. My allies and them fought hard and long. I learned how to fight well, but left much of dreaming behind for about a year. I mean my dreaming in the waking world feats of power. I started gaining back all my awareness, and my power. And sure enough some allies found me. I work with many of them all the time, they flock to me at times of power, or when i call to them. I didn't call this one to me though and he came to me in a cloud of deception i saw right away, or suspected so inactively. I walked out of motel room and went to grab a pop. And a young guy popped out of nowhere and asked me hey do you know where to find some girls?? hmm i thought, suspicious. As I thought about if i could get some women, I watched him closely, asnd focused into the area and saw no women close to this time appearing, just my first scan of my energy body. I saw that he was watching my attention and reacted to my seeing that none were around, and he felt disappointed. So I shifted a little better into a position that could see i could make some appear how i wanted them. He was hooked I could see. But I knew he was an iob, and could see my awareness and attention, and my power clearly. We chatted a little, and as people walked around he started asking them for women too. I should have smelt the set-up then, but i did not yet. I had not been working with iob's like him for awhile. there are many different iobs. He was a nice guy too, they usually are when they want something, they can be exactly how you want them to be, and say all the right things. I found that he was playing hider man like so many iobs have done. Pretending that he didn't see inside of me clearly. But i could see inside of him too for the most part, but not everything yet. Now noone has asked me for women since last time i entered into the women power spots i have. After awhile of him asked everyone I saw that he had this repoir with these people, that seemed slightly unnatural to me. It seemed every stranger here was happily willing to try to hook up this complete stranger with a woman. hmmm. Average people do not possess that stalking ability unless they are very crafty and genius. 4 he asked and none could help him yet but all said they would be back. I had felt none of their usual hooks of dependence they attach when they need my power to do things and so i felt ok. No harm yet. when an iobs needs my power he will say something like "sure a woman is on her way right now and will be here soon", now when an iob does this there is no woman coming unless you think there is, and so if you trust him one will show up in the way he said she would, and yet that is your woman, from within you, that he has set you to call into set. What he has done is set adam's rib for him, which is to say he set adam's perception of a woman that will be here soon, and then pulled it from adam's body. The old iob's gave up trying with me because they would hook my body to a set, and it would come and the woman would appear as they said she would, and she would arrive for them too, speaking for their ways and supporting them. But I got so could I would have her drop everything in a minute or less and say i will never listen to them ever again and only follow you. mmmmm, thank you my eve, this is now our garden of delight, and you denied our serpent who tried to steal our garden, now we can plant our own seeds and they will grow and set our world's form.

that's one of my lines, the one i used for her. but these lines each contain the awareness of this position. i imagine that not many know what i know, an an average guys perception of genesis, is not so big and wise, or we would all be christians let me tell ya if we all knew. I am not only a christian to, and i do not like the term since it does not apply to me at all. I am a man of knowledge of religion and it's true power, not what was taught to the old world. sure the truth was there, but it was not known to most if any then.

Now if my new friend just wanted to get some women from me, because he saw my power and skill, and came to me to dream with me, be honest with me, and make a bond together, i would have been ok with that totally. Hey when I see a great ally, and see into him, and he is powerful beyond me, and is doing things i know not of, i will too approach or do what i can to know. But i am much more mobile, and have many different options available to me to find out this awareness i seek. Sadly for these iobs they need my attention to pass to them this awareness or skill or feat, and i need to think they can do it on their own. I think of all the ways i can get what i want from people, with out even talking to them, or meeting them, even having them know i exist, and i wonder why some iobs seek to deceive or covertly steal, even openly. Some of these iobs have been so ruthless that it would be pure rape of your soul. I remembered don juans statement to carlos these beings will just take whatever they want and do whatever they want. Of their countless dirty tricks, and manipulations, i learned the worst evils and how to defeat them. but not before i was overtaken myself completely by them, and my entire world with me. In the end i was madness walking, pure insanity, and hell. I went to hospital and my doc looked into me seeing my last hour previous to being here, and she said to me "that was hell", matter of factly. I wanted away from my magics then, and away from telepathy too, and so was sad to see her seeing into me and talking about it. But that was long ago and I am beyond that point and have healed totally, and warded against their evils. I sat in meditation for a year and filled my holes, and fixed my knowledge, and changed it all, altered ever piece of it, and reform it for me again, in the ways that took back my power, and my awareness, to me, and from them. No longer did they have the power to do things like this to me. which is why i now tell you guys to listen carefully to my teaching of the ally and the warning to stay away from don juan's teachings of them. he warned you to stay away form them because it was his way he knew, and his awareness he had to give you of them, and so you would see those ones too if you sought his way. there are too many possibilities to enter with iobs, and PURE awareness that it is a waste to hold on to the worst pathways with them, which is don Juan's awareness of them. He taught the awareness of them too, of how he did not want to give carlos much info about them before entering to them, because it would be his awareness and intent setting and not carlos's, yet he then told us the evils he had set and found in them. he told us they move to our intent, and to our judgements, and to our awareness of what they are, and yet he set our awareness into a trap hell, that chases you everywhere, and even the most powerful sorcerer's like the tenent have terror of them even after 5000 years of living. as a sorcerer. see I had no idea that it is a blueprint of attention, form, and intent, that you then cast out of infinite potential to enter. yeah i grew terror indeed. oh baby. it took infinity to free me form that hell, i freed the hell i was in then too. and all the inhabitants who begged for mercy. I made an ally, and I named Him.

But like I said he could of been honest with me. I can tell with my seeing that he sees me. I used to stalk carefully this deception, and found many things within it, many reasons too that they conceal this awareness, but it didn't create a lot of good awareness in me then. For awhile it had me not knowing if a person was in the position of seeing or not. It made me setting up my ally to see me yet lie about it. Had me entering and crossing over parallel dimensions that had different timelines then the one i was just had. I learned alot of that one tho, and it is good. In one position i am the king of the world and all know me, and see me, and all do as the world i command does. yes in another parallel no none knows me unless i say they know me, and i move them into that position. I can move them into any person, and awareness position, and beyond what i know greatly. crazy stalking the ally in everything. Right now, i exist in every possible outcome, right now, every experience is happening right now in infinity. and even things in your life that happened in your world, you could re-alter them as if something different happened instead. And with mastery anything you say that happened did happen. And anything that you say will happen will happen. But you must be attached only to infinity and yourself first, and detached completely and ruthlessly from all else. Every possible outcome of your life exists right now, and always has from your beginning. you can enter any one of these, reach any one of these, and leave any one of these for another. and if you even say you can reach all of them then you can. or Will. You see when you see that your reality is a certain way, then that is the way you set, right now.

Imagine if you could just say to yourself as you think of the world, your life and past and say to your world's shape ''that was the old world i was in, and right now is a new one." You could see that your attention, and conscious awareness, of yourself and everything you know of your earth, is aligning as reality, anything you fill your attention with is your reality. Any way you focus your attention to you will see and experience. The focus of your attention as you form consciousness can form any consciousness into alignment. You do it all the time if you access knowledge of your world, when you think of anything at all you begin to see it form. You give it reality. It enters your consciousness. And you can focus your attention to anything so to form it into anything. See it as anything, or become anything.

I remember when I first learned to summon a pheonix. Many things happened that week to the entire world. And many worlds were created from one earth. In one of them everyone went free into infinity. It all started in the world i was in, and came from. Studying light and darkness, life and death, fire, void creation, known and unknown, intent and will. I could point at the world and command it into form. Or to reform right now, or 100 000 years ago right now. I could command time to disappear and all history erased from the world, and all the earth was never there, but only said to be there by people who told me it was so as they said it was. I learned that I could enter into these places and form them, or I could form a different way then them entirely, even if i went with them into it and it was mine when we arrived there. In the position I entered into with my pheonix I began aligning into creation the forms i wanted to form. Made many changed to the world very vast, and the world knew around me then that no-one else could form it for me, unless i chose it. Reality gave me my first crown.

Before I was crowned king of that earth, and btw I didn't want to be it's king but I was anyways. What I hated and fought then was it's importance and it's attachment to form and name and title, when i wanted the unknown, the beyond earth, and freedom from everything, for anything. Well when I was younger I first read it, a prophecy of Jesus, the life of the world, and Satan having a Battle before the world set on a stage, of the earth and on the media. Before the eyes of the world. Well then I was only the life of my world, and what ever i saw it to be it was. I had seen it many forms, ways, and at one time I saw it as all of them at once, and none of them at all. I could point at anything's name and rename it. Did so all the time. It was alone, it was my decision to make, my judgement to make, or not to make at all. If I wanted all life to halt in it's place then it would do so for me, until I set it's life into motion again. I think we put it in the revelations too when i did that, they said stopped the heavens i think, or maybe the earth i forget, could have said time maybe. I liked to laugh and play then, and cast many jokes on the world. The nations tried to tell me things I didn't want to hear and to form, as they always had done to me and my world, and they burned in my gaze. The nations reformed and refell into many things then. Some did not see that the life within them which they spoke of and acted from now flowed into them from the source that is within everything and can be anything. Humans would start speaking from their own world and stage they are setting, and would flow my life into it instead of what they set, and i would know that that is really the life of this world. Then I would say that the people in this world speak of the true life that it is. And the tv, and the media is my life too, and it shows me my life also. And so the media shows me my life, and is my life too. Now the media is the essence of whatever life i have it set in, and whatever life i make it into. In that state the media shows me what my world is, the world that exists within me. So I shift the world around inside me, and then it forms just as I shift/set it.

My media is a channel of my life's attention, that opens to form that experience, or blueprint of what i see it to be, or what i intend it to be, or to show me.

I found it quite thrilling too that my God supports me in my way. I often enjoyed just being with Him, out of the world. I had great anger and great compassion for the suffering caused from evil and evil offended me greatly. Even when I thought I was being aweful against God's will and felt evil inside, or unsure for punishing or destroying evil forms of existence, the words and energies given to me from creation supported and sustained me in my way, declaring the Lord's mighty victories over his foes triumphantly. I often fought off any titles given to me, or any forms of name applied to me. Try to realize that these angles in my book, like the one who ''only he knows his real name'', are angels of my life's positions of awareness written describing those positions of life, in that moment in time, according to the the life of that world, which is to say the life that is in and from Jesus, or the positions of Jesus, who is the life and the path. All of the Angles are within Jesus, they are actually translations of Jesus' life that he lived, things the He did while living on the earth and being in heaven. The Angel is Jesus, a manifestation of his life, and a translation of his action then that he performed. I know because I performed it then and intended it to manifest, just as i intended to erase some of them as well. I set my people free in my life then and it was glorious. Before I knew it was me I was reading of I was upset at the translations and prophecies of the world being that many of them were aweful. I could speak with God into things, like the bible itself and anything, and i would turn to him and ask why do you tell me this when I know I can set my own way! But the life inside of myself was angry at the world then, and wanted to erase all destruction and evil that was within them, and the governments too. so much evil i had to fight then. but it was in me, because that was my awareness and judgement of that world. it was simply answering and forming to my energies i had formed, the knowledge i had collected and set into existence. well when you say that something is evil guess what you get, or plant in the field? It's not even their fault, just the life you have given them. the knowledge you ate. so when i didn't know it was me who was the warring jesus, I resisted that prophecy, but found myself warring with the world in rage, fire and destruction.

God answers me, throughout all of time created. He has answered my every prayer, and exceeds them many times over. That is my life for God in me. I know that God is perfection. He can do anything. It is sad that my life tells me that my people are not answered by God. They say why does God not answer my prayers and why is the world so crappy and ravaged? Why can't we see God? God does not exist? And so they tell me the positions of their life perfectly, which I see clearly, and I will say this.. The life in you is so sacred and so strong that it can really do anything, and become anything, and you are absolutely free, with choice. This is your spirit inside of you, the part of you that creates, makes active the life you are in for now. Your spirit is now sustaining the life you have gained, and the knowledge you eaten and creates that form for you to experience. You eat human fruits because you seek them and believe them, and trust them to be truth, thus they form your experience of this reality, which really is and can be anything beyond impossible, right now. When you tell someone that God ain't here no-more and world is ****, that is the fruit of your knowledge, and the life you plant in this field, and if the person is wise they will heed God's warning in the book he wrote when he tells you "do not invest your faith, power, and trust evil words and ways of mankind. They love and follow themselves, and the things they make. If you listen to them and accept the things they say, then you will be where they are, in the way they tell you exists. If you want to go where God does not answer nor help you then listen that form of knowledge and life, but God says to you invest your trust and faith in me, and give me glory and power, if you look to find me instead you will find me. He says he will descend up from heaven in a cloud for you, which is to say he is hidden with you even now, in everything, under everything you have set. However you have set him hidden, have not began seeking him, and set in your reality human forms of life, and knowledge forms. Do you know what happens when you start following God? And when someone tells you that the world is now this shape (evil knowledge incoming) you realize that really under it is a choice, and any knowledge to set, and any place to exist? The great thing is we have life given to us and that potential is Infinite. God gave us the ability to choose a way and to accept and deny any form of knowledge. That is your decision, and God gave that to you as a gift. Some followed man, and demonic knowledge, accepting them, and giving them power and trust opening that door. They set that path with their lives, and became that form of knowledge. Even what the earth is to you is only a form of knowledge and your life sustains it's form. All around you is a connection to all knowledge, any knowledge, and vasts of unknown knowledge, you only have to accept this and begin to apply it, to open that door. That's your choice to make. You can apply the vast world, or the human world, knowledge. Before you open the book think what is the book? You are already using a knowledge of the book before you open it, and yet you can change that you know? Maybe hidden in a cloud is something great and beyond what you thought was there? But if it's just a book as they say, then so your eyes do stay. The best, most clear and clean way to find, enter, is the ability to choose. If you direct your thoughts to a God with you, around you, and inside of everything, and begin to seek that relationship and begin to form it, you will find a great ally. But keep in mind you will have to stalk it, seek it, put it in your attention, follow it, and form that expanding awareness. You will have to learn, and listen, and let go of many things. And if you do you will grow beyond your wildest dreams. If you trust me that is. If you are one of those people that says God does not answer us, or help us, then I would suck that snake poison out of your veins if i were you.

Yeah I stalk religion, God, all life, and all the awareness within the Bible. Now if you think God does not answer your prayer's or is not here, then you should be thankful that there is atleast one angel who still has power and an arc, and cares to help humanity on earth, even against all odds, and most of the world's intent against this angel who fights on for you. Look at the new cures in the world that have been arced down into it, from the angels and God. world, gentle and cheap, abundant, and effective cure for cancers. but the humans fought us, and were trying to kill the humans who payed them to heal them, but were really making them sick for money. The humans sought to arrest and ban curing diseases unless it was from a rich billion dollar corporation,. They knew the cures would end their business. so they began plotting against it. Trying to steal them, discredit them etc, anything they could viciously to hide and deny them. As they continued trying to spread cancer so they could make more money from it. It's so sick. So sad too that no glory given to where they came from actually, and many were used for the greed. we tried to make one of them nearly free, and unpatentable according to the laws of that earth. Then they tried to patent curing cancer itself. Can you believe that? These angels have been taking away evil things, and rewriting the earth laws, sciences, physics, human anatomy, plants, everything, and all the things that stand in the way of freedom, full awareness, and banishing evil knowledge and life. Light is shining into the world and illuminating all within it. Although I am often in the clouds. Sometimes everything is. We can sit in a cloud and inspire a scientist 30 years ago to discover something not in earth creation yet, send down that awareness into the ground. To have 30 years created instantly. Lives saved. The great thing is that miracles of these kinds do not even need any reasoning or rationality, they can exceed all boundaries or dimensions.