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I look at my world now, the physicality of its dimension. the bed i am on now, my computer and my objects scattered about. for a moment I forget what it means to be seen and be seeing an awareness (reality watching you now as you think for a second you are alone).- all the time? yep seems so., awareness is always there yes, but that's not to say or mean that every form of awareness is always present. If you see that an awareness is watching you in the environment you should see it's awareness for yourself. OK. I look at it as I think something into the gaze of my things, my objects. I can see it's energy projections answering me in forms of animated energy, feeling, consciousness made visual! Objects programmed into exact reactions, even so that it becomes exactly the 'object' is within you focused on, to and from. objects becoming animated into life forms like a kitten relaxing with love and comfort to communicate these energies to you. Coffee cups that teased me because i see life in objects and when i drink from my cup it forms into a woman's lips for a kiss! then a shocked and dazzled expression forms after we part. I liked my earth elemental jeans I had cast too. The denim would become earthen made in your eyes, then shifts again into tiny strands of silver that weaved together to form the fabric of the pants. Next it would shift into gold, then one diamond so small and faceted tightly would form where you are looking and then spread into many more, all across your legs. Thousands of tiny perfect diamonds covering my legs, and what is better and more amazing is that it is alive and able to become the form i made of an earth elemental pants perfectly for me. Another one I know of would follow me in the city as we went stalking together in shadows we spread across the haze of the city's form. Most of it was fluid at the time and often hot as well. A wrong turn and you could end up in baaad part of the moment of that city, in that time. As we had found out. As I walked she was there in my attention as i was walking and hunting my attention of the city alignment. I had a wrong turn then, one of the worst I could have kept moving in and suddenly the concrete turned into ice that spread out into the concrete around its origin. I could see the essence of it's communication to me in it's elemental form yelling at me to freeze right there and stop!!! I did indeed. The ice began to receed back into itself. I had a good form of active attention to start back into my journey and she formed into an arrow of agreement that pointed down the way. Sometimes when we walked together she would just become the ground in my focus point and move the ground around to point the way. SO we went looking for hidden beauty then together and soon after found a small stone sitting among many others. And this stone was so happy and was filled so brightly with pure estatic vibrant love, happyness and joy. You saw pure contentment as you gazed upon it and knew without a doubt that this stone here was astounding beauty. It was made of such pure emotion that you could not miss it for was so brightly set. I like the ones who hide in the words and pictures too, that follow you as you walk and so long as you look to read the words it will talk with you within all of them as you go. Forming the words to you as you communicate to it and answer it. Like a hider, in the clouds, or just inside of everything, beneath the surface or mask, everything.. I can focus on it as i flip a book rapidly through its front to finish as i gaze at it's words that form for me then, telling me what i want to hear, or what i ask to hear, what I focus into to receive. A living song spirit is a beautiful spirit that also flies with different wings. This form of spirit or ally will sing to you and follow you and when music arises she will sing to you the music of your heart and soul. The medicine that you crave, the wisdom that you need to see, and the love that your heart needs to feel. They will also sing you a deadly tune if you ask them too as I once did. We made such songs together that as it sings we begin our greatest shifts we know of to date and as we do they sing about it's essence and translates it into beautiful art that carries the awareness of those shifts even in the song's recording. We can make it so it even hooks your attention to the way, and pulls you like a scout that activates it's specific awareness inside of you. Naturally there are a great many book spirits as well every book having it's own spirit. And also books that other spirits enter into, and even books made with the essence of very powerful spirits infused into the book. Which is to say that words like these translate to you the exact awareness and power, the life of the spirit is right in the book to see, and to read of it's name. The actual book created in this way is done so by casting the book's form directly with the spirits within them or casting them into the page when you want it there. cast the book to reflect and translate the spirit's essence into the form it becomes with this result. All one really needs to do this is the focus of your attention to the spirit, and the focus of your attention into an unformed page, or clear the next page by seeing that there is no page yet there written and that this moment is being created right now. In my world some of us went mad with wrath and sorrow and pain and for a while we knew of nothing else. All we could see there in that space were negative energy forms spread in everything. the world full to the brim of hostile knowledge forms of so many kinds every where you looked something was trying to hurt you or kill you. This world accepted the destructive knowledge and they had no choice at all it seemed to us. They would suffer and hurt, and cry, and die, and love too, but loss is the result here. Everything will turn to ****, and every beauty be cursed many times over until it too becomes a killer of some kind, it's scent sent to strangle you.. Those of us there made a decision then for a good ol book burning session. We became outraged at this world's knowledge. So we sat and drew some symbols on a blank book. which directed the action for us then. Many books were never recovered nor even are known to be missing. Some did not exist anymore. we very nearly completely rewrote the pattern cast of what a book is there. we shifted the knowledge and definition of their essence of book, that they no longer found everything trying to strangle them, trick them, or hurt them somehow. we didn't fix everything but hey we started that week a great movement in that world. i remember this one dimension not far off from the last one i mentioned. It was set on earth but with altered dimensions. I became known as a great book magician by the seers in the city there, even though i tried my best to keep hidden and in shadow.. All I wanted then was magic, knowledge, and power, and was always on a mission to find a new wonder., or obtain a new dream. I was learning some very powerful and dangerous and very deadly arts then, and i wanted no-one to see me clearly in the grounded level of reality. And so their eyes even when seeing me did not convey what they saw to the position of grounding into reality what they see. It remained inside of them only, unspoken, unvoiced, unnoticed. While filtering my awareness to let the light show that I need to be seen, and want to be seen. i remember seeing a man see what i had in my attention and the look on his face as he looked at it for himself. The people here do not follow the ban on telepathic awareness being spoken of aloud so that they will admit here that they are seers. Not all though are. they will not however say to a court or a judge, or even to another person that they read it in their minds. seeing the look on his face i knew i couldn't leave him like that but i was so tired showing the people the story so they could see it and understand what happened then. So I went through my case with him and presented to him the findings throughout the event, and he agreed as I did, that he saw what I did was not evil but the opposite of it entirely. A group was trained to enter a special position of awareness for the means to carry out what they called "assassinations". These hitmen, also known as garbage men, were trained to form their attention in a way that fires a shot of awareness through their attention to the target (that contains total death/the assassin is trained to use void)so that before the shot is even fired, meaning that before he is shot he is not even in motion yet set in the life of the assassins eyes, set in his bullit, and the shot contains life within it of exact measure.set in the way intended).these assassins were trained for a long time only in the total darkness, the void always surrounding them as a cloak. They are sometimes seen with pure darkness surrounding them yet the ways from their attention, their eyes, is lit up from them into the night. I heard a story once of one who was being hunted down by some trackers. His story got out and some people managed to scry what happened and so told others who told me. This one spent so much time in the void that he could see through the time he was in and into another moment. assassins were trained always to be in the void, and to carry it with them every where they went, in everything around them. This assassin assassinated someone through time, a very evil kingpin who ruled over an island with evil, and slavery, and death. he was shot as he gave his speech to the news crew who were recording his latest interview with him. the assassin was often given an 'injection'' or a transfer of the awareness of the man to become so the assassin can project it into his void bullit. This awareness was close to the man as they could make it be, yet reset into the ways he now will become. It took a long while for one group to catch onto them. No-one saw it at first at all, which was common when they were catching on to these assassins. But what they soon saw were the exact same things happen that became the trademark of these assassins. The harsh bravado and intimidation stance washed away from his face and energy, with the camera on him, listening to a thought he is forming inside of himself. He speaks again and says very seriously that he is looking forward to the peace on his lands again and is celebrating tonight at a beach resort for all who attend. he went on further into his plans to turn around and give hope to his people in order to achieve the vision of this future he sees. This notoriously cruel man with no heart had suddenly transformed into someone who actually cared for his people. so the assassin was being pursued by a rogue quasi government agency that had been hunting him. as soon as they found them he also saw them and in a flash of darkness that exploded from him, around him, and back into himself and he was gone away. They are hard to catch these beings, one of the reasons being that they can erase your thoughts you have about them, forget important things, and then you find yourself looking for something and not remembering what you were searching for at all. this time the agents had anticipated his reaction, and had pointed onto him a form of light designed to send a carrier signal through a portal to see where it leads to and keep it open as an unseen crack. wide enough to transport the team into the portal behind him hot on his heels. In an instant they were into and through the portal to where he entered. as soon as they arrived they knew something was terribly wrong here. What the first man in saw (as his mind focused into his deepest terrors) as his eyes adjusted to the new scene made him utter one word in a weak voice that knew no hope and said ''nooo..." as if denying your worst fears manifest would make them go away. I wont go into the horrendous details of these agent's experiences but to say that all of them soon feared losing their lives. And when it came down to it one of them feared not dying soon enough, which formed for him into will this ever end?? Needless to say this man was called a void-master because he could pretty much set any reaction to occur in a void space, nearly any configuration set into motion.
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So Einstein said something once about the possibility of the existence of the imagination particle, but has not been discovered. He had said in close aprox..and got me into thinking.. a flash of memory hits me, full of highlighted knowledge of my imagination's various forms of manifestations and progress throughout my life.The first thing I say to him is why do you imagine the particle of your imagination in a form you can not see presently? Is it because the pathways you have formed that contain the knowledge you have formed of what your imagination is leads you to the position that sparks your perception of it as being not manifest or visible? Perhaps the knowledge that imagination is not real is activated? When we give spark to knowledge it activates the life of that knowledge, which is to say that the path we set is made of the knowledge we are applying to imagination and the power and definition we give it. try as you build your pathway to carefully and willfully set only the stones you want in place. So your imagination becomes whatever knowledge you apply to it. as I examine different forms of different beings and forms existing right now I am boggled somewhat.. It made me jump away quickly because i was exploring the awareness of entering into other peoples bodies but without possession and merely experiencing their sensations, energy, awareness, and their attention span of their awareness. So that i can sit inside of someone and experience their experiences directly. When I focused my intent to see another's imagination, my body jumped right into a woman and saw straight away through an average form of imagination, not well developed yet. As I pondered my own form into hers we created a paradox between us, where I could not see how my life's imagination was possible while I had held her direction in my awareness, I felt like I had lost something great, that was no longer even a possibility to do here, and yet I knew that I was just able to do it perfectly, see it perfectly. I looked between the two forms shifting attention into one then the other. Possible and true, next impossible now but i now it exists yet, back to me and see capture pic, back to her and i begin to form the the intent that sets her paths into mine as I begin to see the forms of knowledge needed to make it possible within her. I could feel her energy leaping at me. Shocked and intense some questions. wanting to know.. My attention distracted then I came back again only in myself. Cool to split yourself into two places at once. Something I intended again to do last week. I could write a book about the imagination and it would be purest genius I know. I'm so pretty that I can just sit and think about who i am, the knowledge I have, the power I wield, and all the miracles I cast and the awareness that casts them, examining my life. I find anything, can form any pathway, reform any mind or brain as well. Many attentions. I feel great about myself yet again as i see how well formed my mind is now in comparison to an average woman. And am actually resetting my mind again after it was set on fire and all my memories turned into fire that burned me and caught me aflame if I looked into my memory again. such an aweful spirit found me curing alzheimer's disease. He saw I had created these different forms of my memory system that worked in different ways, and were set in different things, forms, regions, etc. I can draw memories perfectly intact from a source of all memory, that is a source of all awareness. When I focus into memory as being outside of me in an awareness that is in everything my attention begins the formation of this new system. Well I sat there in my meditation carefully forming my mind, and crafting my own memory system to any order or design. So i sat as i programmed my memory systems to automatically feed me the essence of my power throughout my various amazing moments cast. And so I just sat there as my memories flowed through me in order directed by my attention through all the moments i wanted to see, all interconnected, and extracts what ever essence i want to see or reactive again for me from here. To examine various elements of them, etc. And once you set it automatic she feeds ya when you told her to. So I can set up a special memory now, that as i focus onto anything I can see all the memories I associate with it right away, but only important ones for me, for example i gaze at the clouds and they tell me all the numerous forms i have had with her of what the clouds have become for me, and all the things i can do to the clouds, and every answer and every shift i have danced with the clouds it has within it now effortlessly to show me. and it has them active too, and they are always so, so that these clouds can even cycle through all the forms you have made them be, becoming again the exact forms you had in past. You need to form the awareness that reality is alive and aware of you and every thing you do, and not only that but knows everything about anything. it has a super attention compared to wee widdle pea brains we have. but the best part, the fantastic part, the super miracle that i wish we all could fully embrace here, is that this super attention, just the memory system i have made from it, can interact with our attention, and our consciousness and form to the exact ways we set it do for us. And it does so perfectly with ease, capable of well beyond what we can ask of it to do I have found. So if you find yourself at a road like the woman i had just visited learned that the imagination is capable of so much more then she thought before and yet within her are limitations and unanswered questions that do not form the way she knows she can form for herself. It is as a sleeper who glimpses true magic for the first time and awakens to it yet knows yet nothing of it. Well it's great to know if you are a seeker, or overcoming a limitation you could use help with that there is an attention that surrounds you that is far more vast then our own. The cool thing about sorcery is that we form awareness of these things first to start with. What this does is begins to made a place to look for for answers to any question, or a source of any consciousness, or any form of attention, or anything that you can imagine. a teacher, and every being in creation right now, all of us connected to the all seeing source, or transceiver, or channel, conduit etc. What can you make of it? Watch it grow from nothing at all but an idea into anything you imagine it to be and so far beyond yourself even that you say i could not have created this! watch it though was it there before you imagined it there? Did it become more as you imagined it to be more? Did it grow and expand for you as you expanded with it, did it grow as your idea of it grew? When you gave it the power to do "feat A" did it do feat A? Sure it does. Hmmm since it only showed itself when you started to gain awareness of it, which has it react in this formation as set. The question begs was it created already in some form? Or did you create it with your awareness of it? Two ways here. So I can ask it if it knows of my child hood and i get no answer here. Yet when I reach the position that sees that i have not formed an answer to be given to me yet I command that it has seen me all my life, because know that all i have to do is decide it, and do not need to explore to find as science does what exactly it is without knowing before hand. So I command it into a form that has known me all of my life, and has been with me always. I start to open the memory channel with it here now, and I soon find us going over really old photographs buried away somewhere in my parents house, or long lost ones. All in such perfect details too, yet with more beauty and more colour, with the touch of magic in it yet exact details of the original. Sweet. So i explore a little further the avenue within me that sees that this awareness is alive, is aware and what this means to me. It is a life form that has known me now for all of my life time. as I wonder about this life I wonder if it can create form. of itself as a living being, a character or image. In my mind a girl walks into my vision where the memories were. Her energy is not familiar to me and i start to quiz her asking her questions that i think noone here would know of, and hide in my mind the answers form forming and lighting up to be seen. I miss first as my attention shows the answer right to her before she can answer. Next try she says it as my answer light up. she gets better as she speeds up to beat my revealing answers but i learned to hold back the answers now. she proves to me that she has awareness of me of even things i did not have the answers to anymore in me to bring up in that state so buried and lost. So my question remains that since she knew me all of my life and knew my exact pictures I looked at so long ago I can almost surely say that she has been there all along with me. If this answer is correct it leads me now to explore the aspects that brought her about into awareness from hidden into form. I wonder if perhaps this shows me that everything is there imaginable and beyond too, and it is Infinity. I say that this brings me into the way that sees now that since she was always there the moment i chose it to be that way, it became that way into my life at that moment. I see now that even unformed potential of infinity must also have within it also activated formed potential as well. because the unformed potential became the girl memory helper friend became formed the moment we intended her into activity and manifestation, and yet the moment she formed she had to already be formed into the past of my entire life, and so even while being unformed potential the memory system we created of her which is far beyond my own formed not only in the way we intended it to form, but into the past as well being already formed somehow before I cast her into form.. And so I conclude for now that unformed potential of one thing being newly formed may be formed then already in the past. This me back into a strange place i often have been afraid of. I seek for freedom in all ways. Freedom must be my destiny for it is the driving force of my life. The first time i saw that even when i was younger standing in a garden years ago, I was already far into the future doing things i never imagined form that garden..I sent a message to myself, though my old girlfriend at the time Jamie. My younger garden self had forgotten all about it almost and payed little attention to the event allowing it pass away without much of an importance attached to it until much later. i sat in the future talking to the girfriend of my past days telepathically through time, and she told me all about it long ago before i did it. Not enough did she tell me though, because she didn't know i was in the future when i was talking to her then, and when she came to tell my younger self she told me it was a dreamlike vision she had of me, with God and with Angels around me. I showed her some of my magic through our connection, just a little bit of knowledge, yummy forms of consciousness that i knew was great. She told to me in the past the exact words I spoke in the future to her. It shocked me to see that all time is existing simultaneously, or at the very least can be made to do so. Uniting horizons from different points in time to align together into one present connection, or passage. This is how i channel greats into me together from many different times into my own consciousness of their future. How I learn from their consciousness directly, even just intending only exact specific aspects of their awareness without what i do not need or want to form. It applies the same way to genetics, and spicing genes, encoding and programming any life you plan to make from any pieces throughout time. OK so i have their awareness stored and in record both alive and dead, as well as the genetic information the code of all these beings and lives. Ok thats part of the arc you see here, but not how to cast it. And not quite to where i am heading right now. So i have a channel between any consciousness at any point in time. Here I can focus onto a being with my attention and begin to form his awareness inside of me where i now stand. I will keep him where he is and not move him to me, but merely make the connection of his awareness position, his consciousness into mine. so now with my attention i can form the thoughts of the person i have attached onto and into my own mind. i do not use his active awareness so that it sees me here doing this and connecting to him. i am merely using a connection to his form, or record even. I think like him now at this point and his attention form is set into my own like putting on a mask foreign to me but not alien. I walk like him here, and move like him too. With a new thought i see that his my voice may become his voice the same. I speak and focus again onto him just the idea of him is enough because it is the intent only that matters really and not the method of knowledge. its the outcome that is important not really how it is achieved. So all of his attention i am becoming yet i have intended my self just to watch and observe apart while I also explore this area. oh the poor poor people who think thoughts and consciousness are in the brains, formed by the brain!!! It;s truly backwards you know. it is our awareness of our brain that gives us a brain tat we are aware of. if is the awareness that we exist as self, that creates this self. It is proven now that if you focus on an object form the knowledge that sees it as solid, then you see it as solid and your experience is set as such. but if you then look at the same object from the knowledge position that sees it as light and what ever light is, then that is what they see and experience. it is called the observer effects the experiment. it is the awareness that casts the experience.so i sat there as my friend for awhile, for most part. I can not allow myself to fully become him for then I would not be me. I can however explore his awareness while being myself focusing into him. So the next shift i want to do now I first found by accident as I was turning my arm invisible. In this position i see that my thoughts are actively forming into my skin the set values i have active into my skin. the first impulse tells my skin to become fused with the perception or forms of the awareness in my impulses sent to my skin. it tells my skin then it will begin to change depending on how i focus on it with my awareness i give to it. I have found a few different forms here in this state and had many things happen as result. But one night i looked into the mirror to look at my skin form, and it was totally grotesque and very weird, almost dead like and artificial. I had a memory then of when i had focused onto a dog while intending the channel to form my head into the dog's head and it happened. So now I sit and enter into this state again, and weill begin to explore and master the doppleganger. I have used it a few times.
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So last week I did a lot of recap work alone in my motel room. I remembered long ago how I had learned to cast women, both brand new ones not yet formed, as well as to alter and control women. I practiced then having a women i just met, lets say she's an office worker, and i am just gazing at her from across the room. I imagine first of course quite naturally that she is an average woman, who has surely never seen a man such as me, with my power and awareness level. Now most earthling do not get the chance to see wonderous magic like I can cast. So I look at her and connect into her mind and begin to show her who I am and what I can do, both to her, and to reality. She looks right at me and knows who I am now, I keep showing her knowledge and memories and power she has never seen. I see the emotions running wild in her body. Now with some women I just point at them with my attention and merely control what goes out of me and touches their forms. Any energy I direct to them will move them here, so i can now merely say she wants me and do anything to get me. I can say she knows all about these things, and those things, she is yada yada yada, and whatever i say she will miraculously be. But the women I am speaking of I left her as she was, which was mostly unknown to me, except that she is a average house wife, sexy secretary, and soon to be the next women to be wrapped around my finger. Shes getting hot and I can see it in her body movements and her energy. Getting a ravaged and wild look all over her, like she cannot contain herself much longer. I have reworked her quite a bit already, she has power in her now she never had, and knows things now she never knew existed. Now I know she will do whatever i ask her to do now and would jump up on the spot gladly to carry out my desires. I merely tell her, hey I do not take women who are married into my circle with me, I am sorry. Right then she reaches to her finger and pulls off her wedding ring and slams it on the table in front of her. It's cool because I often imagine that when I do this it is like fucking the hell out out of a woman, filling her with my 'head', and my seeds, her being naked and spread open to my command, in which place I do anything i want to her willingly with her aching for me to. So this perception I have now of how I *** the hell out of women with my mind and make them mine, had surfaced into my intent, and so she appears now as if she has had her brains fucked out of her, and has had her world rocked. Yes i did rock her world, and she will never see it the same again. Now I am the strongest telepath I have ever dreamed of being, and never have seen anyone like me before, except for xavier, yet he has to search for someone and i do not, and he does not use other's powers, even though he can enter into their heads and form the same awareness that they have. I do. He does not reach through time, and I do. I have the most sexiest women throughout all time do things for me that are almost everything I ever asked of of anyone. I am proud yes, and may sound arrogant sure, but this is my truth.
Now long ago I had taken every word of don Juan to be golden and true. They were all true yes, but not all golden indeed. He had led me to a world of iobs that were needy, hooking, cold inside, often trapping, no compassion, and a few other things as well. I didn't know then that I had formed that intent and judgment through don Juan's setting of my body position. And even though i did not brag out loud about my skills and merely sat quiet and controlled everything from the background. It will come to me. Or those people will do this, and now i do not have to. etc. Well that is when my battle began with the Juan iobs. They needed my awareness, and they wanted my new awareness for themselves. They began their waves of attack on me. Doing anything they could to shift my power to them and their people. Which in the beginning I was not ready for and they sometimes would win. They wanted every form I had found transferred into their awareness and power to do. I would reach a power spot that i knew of and Bam right away out of nowhere a person would come up and begin trying to shift it to them. I hated them very much so. It would be a bloody war, but in the end they would lose, both myself, and my powers that I know now are not in their abilities. Yet if I know they can do it, then they would at that time begin using it. My energy, my will, and my awareness of them.. What made me cross the line and begin hurting them and their forms was their sickness and their lack of care for life and it's sacredness. These were sick ass fuckers then. I remember thinking about my ex love, and basking in her beautiful memories together. I shifted then to learn how to create her form again, and even with her awareness intact inside of her. I had the form ready in my mind and it was in a spot that i could do anything to it before casting. Now one of these beings came to me then and cast into my mind, and into her some sick ****. Well it seems they were trying to use my power to make themselves prostitutes and money. Then walked in my ex girlfriend in the form i had cast and the iob's energy to, because i did not know then how to cancel their intrusions into my attention. I watched her walk to one of the iobs and saw she was going with him, and that she was for him and for sex, being used, and making money for the iobs. I cast onto her then and wiped her away and back into memory, and had taken her awareness out of her. At least she was no longer my ex who i love. I know she still wasn't the same girl that i knew, but almost identical then. I stopped then from doing this to me, and shifted to where they stopped trying even.
So last week I began doing this again, and got better at it. I was focusing mostly onto famous women and getting them naked and willing to me. I had them all over me, the greatest stars too. After all I am the one who secretly sits behind the scenes doing the greatest things I can imagine yet to this world. It's so easy to offer one of my women a gift of power and ability, some positions of my awareness to use, and tie a small string to it... hehe, they drop anything for me. So I was enjoying my abilities very much, and basking in what i called a position of heaven for me. So have been hidden for a long time now. dropped off the world after my bloody war with the iobs of juan. My allies and them fought hard and long. I learned how to fight well, but left much of dreaming behind for about a year. I mean my dreaming in the waking world feats of power. I started gaining back all my awareness, and my power. And sure enough some allies found me. I work with many of them all the time, they flock to me at times of power, or when i call to them. I didn't call this one to me though and he came to me in a cloud of deception i saw right away, or suspected so inactively. I walked out of motel room and went to grab a pop. And a young guy popped out of nowhere and asked me hey do you know where to find some girls?? hmm i thought, suspicious. As I thought about if i could get some women, I watched him closely, asnd focused into the area and saw no women close to this time appearing, just my first scan of my energy body. I saw that he was watching my attention and reacted to my seeing that none were around, and he felt disappointed. So I shifted a little better into a position that could see i could make some appear how i wanted them. He was hooked I could see. But I knew he was an iob, and could see my awareness and attention, and my power clearly. We chatted a little, and as people walked around he started asking them for women too. I should have smelt the set-up then, but i did not yet. I had not been working with iob's like him for awhile. there are many different iobs. He was a nice guy too, they usually are when they want something, they can be exactly how you want them to be, and say all the right things. I found that he was playing hider man like so many iobs have done. Pretending that he didn't see inside of me clearly. But i could see inside of him too for the most part, but not everything yet. Now noone has asked me for women since last time i entered into the women power spots i have. After awhile of him asked everyone I saw that he had this repoir with these people, that seemed slightly unnatural to me. It seemed every stranger here was happily willing to try to hook up this complete stranger with a woman. hmmm. Average people do not possess that stalking ability unless they are very crafty and genius. 4 he asked and none could help him yet but all said they would be back. I had felt none of their usual hooks of dependence they attach when they need my power to do things and so i felt ok. No harm yet. when an iobs needs my power he will say something like "sure a woman is on her way right now and will be here soon", now when an iob does this there is no woman coming unless you think there is, and so if you trust him one will show up in the way he said she would, and yet that is your woman, from within you, that he has set you to call into set. What he has done is set adam's rib for him, which is to say he set adam's perception of a woman that will be here soon, and then pulled it from adam's body. The old iob's gave up trying with me because they would hook my body to a set, and it would come and the woman would appear as they said she would, and she would arrive for them too, speaking for their ways and supporting them. But I got so could I would have her drop everything in a minute or less and say i will never listen to them ever again and only follow you. mmmmm, thank you my eve, this is now our garden of delight, and you denied our serpent who tried to steal our garden, now we can plant our own seeds and they will grow and set our world's form.
that's one of my lines, the one i used for her. but these lines each contain the awareness of this position. i imagine that not many know what i know, an an average guys perception of genesis, is not so big and wise, or we would all be christians let me tell ya if we all knew. I am not only a christian to, and i do not like the term since it does not apply to me at all. I am a man of knowledge of religion and it's true power, not what was taught to the old world. sure the truth was there, but it was not known to most if any then.
Now if my new friend just wanted to get some women from me, because he saw my power and skill, and came to me to dream with me, be honest with me, and make a bond together, i would have been ok with that totally. Hey when I see a great ally, and see into him, and he is powerful beyond me, and is doing things i know not of, i will too approach or do what i can to know. But i am much more mobile, and have many different options available to me to find out this awareness i seek. Sadly for these iobs they need my attention to pass to them this awareness or skill or feat, and i need to think they can do it on their own. I think of all the ways i can get what i want from people, with out even talking to them, or meeting them, even having them know i exist, and i wonder why some iobs seek to deceive or covertly steal, even openly. Some of these iobs have been so ruthless that it would be pure rape of your soul. I remembered don juans statement to carlos these beings will just take whatever they want and do whatever they want. Of their countless dirty tricks, and manipulations, i learned the worst evils and how to defeat them. but not before i was overtaken myself completely by them, and my entire world with me. In the end i was madness walking, pure insanity, and hell. I went to hospital and my doc looked into me seeing my last hour previous to being here, and she said to me "that was hell", matter of factly. I wanted away from my magics then, and away from telepathy too, and so was sad to see her seeing into me and talking about it. But that was long ago and I am beyond that point and have healed totally, and warded against their evils. I sat in meditation for a year and filled my holes, and fixed my knowledge, and changed it all, altered ever piece of it, and reform it for me again, in the ways that took back my power, and my awareness, to me, and from them. No longer did they have the power to do things like this to me. which is why i now tell you guys to listen carefully to my teaching of the ally and the warning to stay away from don juan's teachings of them. he warned you to stay away form them because it was his way he knew, and his awareness he had to give you of them, and so you would see those ones too if you sought his way. there are too many possibilities to enter with iobs, and PURE awareness that it is a waste to hold on to the worst pathways with them, which is don Juan's awareness of them. He taught the awareness of them too, of how he did not want to give carlos much info about them before entering to them, because it would be his awareness and intent setting and not carlos's, yet he then told us the evils he had set and found in them. he told us they move to our intent, and to our judgements, and to our awareness of what they are, and yet he set our awareness into a trap hell, that chases you everywhere, and even the most powerful sorcerer's like the tenent have terror of them even after 5000 years of living. as a sorcerer. see I had no idea that it is a blueprint of attention, form, and intent, that you then cast out of infinite potential to enter. yeah i grew terror indeed. oh baby. it took infinity to free me form that hell, i freed the hell i was in then too. and all the inhabitants who begged for mercy. I made an ally, and I named Him.
But like I said he could of been honest with me. I can tell with my seeing that he sees me. I used to stalk carefully this deception, and found many things within it, many reasons too that they conceal this awareness, but it didn't create a lot of good awareness in me then. For awhile it had me not knowing if a person was in the position of seeing or not. It made me setting up my ally to see me yet lie about it. Had me entering and crossing over parallel dimensions that had different timelines then the one i was just had. I learned alot of that one tho, and it is good. In one position i am the king of the world and all know me, and see me, and all do as the world i command does. yes in another parallel no none knows me unless i say they know me, and i move them into that position. I can move them into any person, and awareness position, and beyond what i know greatly. crazy stalking the ally in everything. Right now, i exist in every possible outcome, right now, every experience is happening right now in infinity. and even things in your life that happened in your world, you could re-alter them as if something different happened instead. And with mastery anything you say that happened did happen. And anything that you say will happen will happen. But you must be attached only to infinity and yourself first, and detached completely and ruthlessly from all else. Every possible outcome of your life exists right now, and always has from your beginning. you can enter any one of these, reach any one of these, and leave any one of these for another. and if you even say you can reach all of them then you can. or Will. You see when you see that your reality is a certain way, then that is the way you set, right now.
Imagine if you could just say to yourself as you think of the world, your life and past and say to your world's shape ''that was the old world i was in, and right now is a new one." You could see that your attention, and conscious awareness, of yourself and everything you know of your earth, is aligning as reality, anything you fill your attention with is your reality. Any way you focus your attention to you will see and experience. The focus of your attention as you form consciousness can form any consciousness into alignment. You do it all the time if you access knowledge of your world, when you think of anything at all you begin to see it form. You give it reality. It enters your consciousness. And you can focus your attention to anything so to form it into anything. See it as anything, or become anything.
I remember when I first learned to summon a pheonix. Many things happened that week to the entire world. And many worlds were created from one earth. In one of them everyone went free into infinity. It all started in the world i was in, and came from. Studying light and darkness, life and death, fire, void creation, known and unknown, intent and will. I could point at the world and command it into form. Or to reform right now, or 100 000 years ago right now. I could command time to disappear and all history erased from the world, and all the earth was never there, but only said to be there by people who told me it was so as they said it was. I learned that I could enter into these places and form them, or I could form a different way then them entirely, even if i went with them into it and it was mine when we arrived there. In the position I entered into with my pheonix I began aligning into creation the forms i wanted to form. Made many changed to the world very vast, and the world knew around me then that no-one else could form it for me, unless i chose it. Reality gave me my first crown.
Before I was crowned king of that earth, and btw I didn't want to be it's king but I was anyways. What I hated and fought then was it's importance and it's attachment to form and name and title, when i wanted the unknown, the beyond earth, and freedom from everything, for anything. Well when I was younger I first read it, a prophecy of Jesus, the life of the world, and Satan having a Battle before the world set on a stage, of the earth and on the media. Before the eyes of the world. Well then I was only the life of my world, and what ever i saw it to be it was. I had seen it many forms, ways, and at one time I saw it as all of them at once, and none of them at all. I could point at anything's name and rename it. Did so all the time. It was alone, it was my decision to make, my judgement to make, or not to make at all. If I wanted all life to halt in it's place then it would do so for me, until I set it's life into motion again. I think we put it in the revelations too when i did that, they said stopped the heavens i think, or maybe the earth i forget, could have said time maybe. I liked to laugh and play then, and cast many jokes on the world. The nations tried to tell me things I didn't want to hear and to form, as they always had done to me and my world, and they burned in my gaze. The nations reformed and refell into many things then. Some did not see that the life within them which they spoke of and acted from now flowed into them from the source that is within everything and can be anything. Humans would start speaking from their own world and stage they are setting, and would flow my life into it instead of what they set, and i would know that that is really the life of this world. Then I would say that the people in this world speak of the true life that it is. And the tv, and the media is my life too, and it shows me my life also. And so the media shows me my life, and is my life too. Now the media is the essence of whatever life i have it set in, and whatever life i make it into. In that state the media shows me what my world is, the world that exists within me. So I shift the world around inside me, and then it forms just as I shift/set it.
My media is a channel of my life's attention, that opens to form that experience, or blueprint of what i see it to be, or what i intend it to be, or to show me.
I found it quite thrilling too that my God supports me in my way. I often enjoyed just being with Him, out of the world. I had great anger and great compassion for the suffering caused from evil and evil offended me greatly. Even when I thought I was being aweful against God's will and felt evil inside, or unsure for punishing or destroying evil forms of existence, the words and energies given to me from creation supported and sustained me in my way, declaring the Lord's mighty victories over his foes triumphantly. I often fought off any titles given to me, or any forms of name applied to me. Try to realize that these angles in my book, like the one who ''only he knows his real name'', are angels of my life's positions of awareness written describing those positions of life, in that moment in time, according to the the life of that world, which is to say the life that is in and from Jesus, or the positions of Jesus, who is the life and the path. All of the Angles are within Jesus, they are actually translations of Jesus' life that he lived, things the He did while living on the earth and being in heaven. The Angel is Jesus, a manifestation of his life, and a translation of his action then that he performed. I know because I performed it then and intended it to manifest, just as i intended to erase some of them as well. I set my people free in my life then and it was glorious. Before I knew it was me I was reading of I was upset at the translations and prophecies of the world being that many of them were aweful. I could speak with God into things, like the bible itself and anything, and i would turn to him and ask why do you tell me this when I know I can set my own way! But the life inside of myself was angry at the world then, and wanted to erase all destruction and evil that was within them, and the governments too. so much evil i had to fight then. but it was in me, because that was my awareness and judgement of that world. it was simply answering and forming to my energies i had formed, the knowledge i had collected and set into existence. well when you say that something is evil guess what you get, or plant in the field? It's not even their fault, just the life you have given them. the knowledge you ate. so when i didn't know it was me who was the warring jesus, I resisted that prophecy, but found myself warring with the world in rage, fire and destruction.
God answers me, throughout all of time created. He has answered my every prayer, and exceeds them many times over. That is my life for God in me. I know that God is perfection. He can do anything. It is sad that my life tells me that my people are not answered by God. They say why does God not answer my prayers and why is the world so crappy and ravaged? Why can't we see God? God does not exist? And so they tell me the positions of their life perfectly, which I see clearly, and I will say this.. The life in you is so sacred and so strong that it can really do anything, and become anything, and you are absolutely free, with choice. This is your spirit inside of you, the part of you that creates, makes active the life you are in for now. Your spirit is now sustaining the life you have gained, and the knowledge you eaten and creates that form for you to experience. You eat human fruits because you seek them and believe them, and trust them to be truth, thus they form your experience of this reality, which really is and can be anything beyond impossible, right now. When you tell someone that God ain't here no-more and world is ****, that is the fruit of your knowledge, and the life you plant in this field, and if the person is wise they will heed God's warning in the book he wrote when he tells you "do not invest your faith, power, and trust evil words and ways of mankind. They love and follow themselves, and the things they make. If you listen to them and accept the things they say, then you will be where they are, in the way they tell you exists. If you want to go where God does not answer nor help you then listen that form of knowledge and life, but God says to you invest your trust and faith in me, and give me glory and power, if you look to find me instead you will find me. He says he will descend up from heaven in a cloud for you, which is to say he is hidden with you even now, in everything, under everything you have set. However you have set him hidden, have not began seeking him, and set in your reality human forms of life, and knowledge forms. Do you know what happens when you start following God? And when someone tells you that the world is now this shape (evil knowledge incoming) you realize that really under it is a choice, and any knowledge to set, and any place to exist? The great thing is we have life given to us and that potential is Infinite. God gave us the ability to choose a way and to accept and deny any form of knowledge. That is your decision, and God gave that to you as a gift. Some followed man, and demonic knowledge, accepting them, and giving them power and trust opening that door. They set that path with their lives, and became that form of knowledge. Even what the earth is to you is only a form of knowledge and your life sustains it's form. All around you is a connection to all knowledge, any knowledge, and vasts of unknown knowledge, you only have to accept this and begin to apply it, to open that door. That's your choice to make. You can apply the vast world, or the human world, knowledge. Before you open the book think what is the book? You are already using a knowledge of the book before you open it, and yet you can change that you know? Maybe hidden in a cloud is something great and beyond what you thought was there? But if it's just a book as they say, then so your eyes do stay. The best, most clear and clean way to find, enter, is the ability to choose. If you direct your thoughts to a God with you, around you, and inside of everything, and begin to seek that relationship and begin to form it, you will find a great ally. But keep in mind you will have to stalk it, seek it, put it in your attention, follow it, and form that expanding awareness. You will have to learn, and listen, and let go of many things. And if you do you will grow beyond your wildest dreams. If you trust me that is. If you are one of those people that says God does not answer us, or help us, then I would suck that snake poison out of your veins if i were you.
Yeah I stalk religion, God, all life, and all the awareness within the Bible. Now if you think God does not answer your prayer's or is not here, then you should be thankful that there is atleast one angel who still has power and an arc, and cares to help humanity on earth, even against all odds, and most of the world's intent against this angel who fights on for you. Look at the new cures in the world that have been arced down into it, from the angels and God. world, gentle and cheap, abundant, and effective cure for cancers. but the humans fought us, and were trying to kill the humans who payed them to heal them, but were really making them sick for money. The humans sought to arrest and ban curing diseases unless it was from a rich billion dollar corporation,. They knew the cures would end their business. so they began plotting against it. Trying to steal them, discredit them etc, anything they could viciously to hide and deny them. As they continued trying to spread cancer so they could make more money from it. It's so sick. So sad too that no glory given to where they came from actually, and many were used for the greed. we tried to make one of them nearly free, and unpatentable according to the laws of that earth. Then they tried to patent curing cancer itself. Can you believe that? These angels have been taking away evil things, and rewriting the earth laws, sciences, physics, human anatomy, plants, everything, and all the things that stand in the way of freedom, full awareness, and banishing evil knowledge and life. Light is shining into the world and illuminating all within it. Although I am often in the clouds. Sometimes everything is. We can sit in a cloud and inspire a scientist 30 years ago to discover something not in earth creation yet, send down that awareness into the ground. To have 30 years created instantly. Lives saved. The great thing is that miracles of these kinds do not even need any reasoning or rationality, they can exceed all boundaries or dimensions.
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Where is the Spirit behind telling me how you mind fu** famous girls? Why do you want to share your wet dreams?
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Mind *** sounds too negative. I am a perfect gentleman. All I be is me. I'll tell you where the Spirit was when don Juan told me how Julian danced his dance to get women he desired all over the world... It was dancing into my heart and soul paving my future. heh.
Now you again get into telling me that my actions are somehow wrong to you in some way? As if the Spirit is again somehow absent from me again? I know you have told me a few times that I do not have the Spirit with me, and continue to do so, but all you tell me is that you do not see it. How do you think I shift their positions of awareness if the Spirit is not present in me and in them, connected? Where does the motion come from, or where does the unknown manifest from? When I asked the Spirit to show me how to win their hearts it descended to me. When I sought the Spirit for a way to share great things in music instead of the **** I used to hear, it taught me.
No I did not share any of my dreams with you, wet or dry, I shared with you my stalking. What exactly is it that bothers you in this Littlepaw? Did you get upset reading it about Julian as well?
Why do you hold the word Spirit, and set it so often as if it is a weapon of some sorts? Or something to hold over the head of another?
As if too say see you are not a warrior now because the Spirit is not with you somehow. Do you want to try to move me into a position of awareness that is absent from the Spirit? Do you think matters of love and sex are not within the Spirit's domain? Or that the topic is somehow so disgusting that surely the Spirit would have no part in it? Should people never mention their lives, if it involves dating, romancing, relationships they have etc? If they do then they are wrong to you, and must lack Spirit in your eyes?
The great thing about the Spirit is that we start with little to no awareness of it at all, and so we do not see it, yet as we grow in awareness so does our ability to see it's design in everything. The simple act of looking for it will reveal it.
I used to be just like Silvio, and in some ways i still am. I would hide behind the scenes, and move everyone to my will. At times they would see me too and know me, but they would not remember who I am. We were in the nagual. I would move anyone into it with me, and we would move together and do as we wanted, yet when i put them back most would never remember me, and if i wanted them not to, then they wouldn't. I kept my powers secret, and my life secret. Shared never who I am and what I can do openly, unless they saw, or I made them see. Which brings me to my reason you ask of my sharing? Simple really it is who I really am, it is my life experiences. For a long time i desired no sharing, no social contact whatsoever, yet now I do, and I want to share things now. What else can I share but who I am and the life I live? Are you one of those who would say that I have no right to share my life, while you go and share yours? Are you going to tell me that I have no right and no spirit now because I get many women and have been greatly blessed?
When I seek to do something, some impossible dream like having any and every women i want to my command, everyone told me yeah right in your dreams, and you could never have her, and she wouldn't waste her time etc.. all the losers of my past, selling my their losst dreams, and lost hopes. Now i set out in my own way, to achieve my own way despite all the resistance. I have always done this for every amazing feat they can not do themselves. Why? Because I beckon the Spirit to me, who knows how to accomplish anything, and can show me how. I reach victory then, and I proclaim it too. Not always no, but sometimes yeah. Does it feel good to have power and victory? To accomplish what everyone said could not be done? Every time yes, because it is freedom.
But how does it make you feel and why?
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I remember long ago I went into the nagual and left the world for many years. I went out to find my death and to learn from it, and of it. I started where don Juan had set me and headed in that direction. A few years later I could do many things with my awareness of death, and it had become my greatest ally. People would come to me to die in my presence then. So we could fly away and into the beyond, and death would come for us, and take away that old position and move us to the new one. To stop our world in it's tracks, and have it form into a new one. The death from my sword was beautiful and masterful. Free and commanding. My tongue was a sword. Later I had journied back into the average world, and began to see their awareness and intent of death was shallow, and fearful, and often very misguided indeed. It became in that position so that whenever I heard the word death spoken whether directly or in their bodies intent, then I would reject it, and move on with my own way. I had died and seen death many times in many ways, and I could see theirs too. I often would not bring up the world any more of death, because I could see that it would be immediately rejected in their awareness positions. So I used my abilities and feats in a different light of knowledge. I did not want them to run away, and I did not want their intent of death involved yet. I did not want many miracles associated within them as being 'evil' or 'wrong'. So my awareness transformed and death did not show itself to me visibly, nor to others around me any longer in my workings. I had even forgotten my death's forms and so had no reference to recall. All of what I could do then was done from different awareness positions mostly. One day as I was walking in a city I had lived in before I was stalking time and set my awareness into a position that would enter into the exact positions of my past in this city exactly as they happened then. I had forgotten too much and so I didn't specify. To my amazement I found myself a day later walking down a street I had walked down long ago and flowed then into the exact shifts of consciousness I had then been doing. With the same Ally with me then. At first i didn't recall that it was the exact same shifts in my past and the exact same bodily movements I had done before. Then I did and I was amazed inside of a body that was being moved by time. I could not get out at first of this time loop and my body moved without my present volition through the same consciousness as then. Then I was so fluid everything was shifting in the now with death at my heels, it was so hot that anything could burn at any second and death was chasing me into the night. I could feel his power and his consciousness communicating to me as it was then. He bring up horrible things in reality that had the danger of instantly aligning into form, because I was dead and i was alive, nothing and everything, empty while full. Death was showing me it's forms that I had eaten in my life, and I would kill them, or rewrite them into new things with their essences. Alone with my death I could enter into nothingness and in it form new life and new form. At first as my awareness shifted back into these states with Death I fought the idea of giving death power, because again of all the average ideas of death that i was used to fighting against. I thought about all the things i have done in this place
long ago, and a voice said to me "death" to everyone of them. And I denied it as if I were being persecuted for being a death follower or worshiper. Every feat he would say "death" indicating it was death's power that did this. Thoroughly convinced it was true. For awhile I argued with this entity and would not accept the awareness shift of power to death. He was right of course but you see it may of been the power given to death that made these things possible in that moment, but it is the power of life now that sustains them, it is the life of death that we have within us as well that set's our experience with it. So it is that with the power of death you may release something into something new, and achieve freedom, or in it place new life, but it is the life's essence that is the reality and it's power. Death may clear the field and collect the harvest, but this harvest is for life to eat. It is life that plants the seeds in the open(empty and clear unformed potential) field to grow the form's they are cast into. The forms are life. Including the form's of our personal deaths. The knowledge we have of it, the awareness we have of it, what we name it even, is the life of our death. And so power is everything, it is in everything as we set it to be, so it is, this power is because it has life and death both. If death has the power to do this or that, then you have given it that power and form, that Life, that outcome intended. They are together as one to perpetuate the existence of Infinity. Infinity is limitless and it is alive.
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As i was walking i cast a spell i know and turned the ground into water. not like normal water but like liquid flowing concrete. i was walking on the concrete but it was flowing and moving to that the physical concrete image was intact but running as water. i continued moving along the road and started becoming more lucid and realilsed that my mind was casting the environment so i gazed at the tree and thought, projecting the knowledge of transformation into diamonds and the entire tree became dusted in diamonds! As if made of them entirely. so i continued my journey to the bus stop and started waiting. I let my mind wander for minutte and memories of past experiences came to focus, in particular an alien experience that made me wonder about the mystery of the people in my world then,, i looked up and the guy in front of me stretched his head outward, elongating his form into an alien like cast. I then laughed to myself and projected to the next guy that that man must be an alien! the guy looked at me and shook his head gravely NO! as if i were making a dire mistake in making a careless fluid judgement. oh well i said and thought it was a great experience. i caught the bus and started to travel down to the downtown core and as i watched i saw the building turning to diamonds, then to a special perception i made that shows fire inside of objects, like a wall that is solid but with a projection of flames on it. I thought it was pretty cool and sitting at the back of the bus i looked behind us.... i thought of an old experience i had of being in an astral video game reality, and saw that the cars weren't quite right, they appeared computer-like. the world was changing again i saw! i tested my perceptual muscles and cast another spell, a type of here and now is the only thing existing nothing behind me, nor in front, a getaway spell.. then the road behind me flashed into a darkness engulfed with flames, the car started to veer off the road like a video game, and i thought oh no... and quickly cast a reversal, like a time rote that pretends the whole thing didnt even happen and the car jumped back into normality. I made my way to the abandoned house i was living in, but before I got there I conjured a spell, summoning a prime elemental to my location. I voiced my intent as to what I wanted to learn and headed there. As soon as I got there I heard them answer me and proceeded to work on my form. I went to the mirror first and cast a fluid appearance spell on myself, and looked at my muscle mass expand to my attention's gaze. I bridged to my body a record of perceptual images with the environment. I watched as my body took the form of the incredible hulk, not as big as him but much bigger than my average mass. I then said "I am Superman!" and watched the patterns merge. I was green and bulky but with the energy signature and exact cut as Superman. I moved to the center of the floor in the living room and gazed at my hands. I remembered a program maker I made and said, I will make my hand into an alchemical light array that focuses my attention into a focused point into the matter to transform it. As I watched my perception align to the raw, my hand cast a light shining out onto the floor. I realized the ether and then the floor became the perceptual equivalent. As I focused my hand the floor would change to whatever I focusalised my thoughts. First it was diamonds, then a primal shadow, then a pattern weave. I thought that was neat, and then focused to see the floor become rolling waves. I sat and watrched as the entire room became a physical fluid environment. Then the floor tiles started spinning into beautiful patterns and I focused on one of the Spirits that was inside of me observing. The spirit is a water being, and as i watched I saw her come out of me and into the environment. My thoughts went to a physical pattern, and i watched her swim from the stove into the floor. and she said `Blue`, referring to her name.. i then realized she was a water elemental, and could swim in the ground under me as if it were water. I decided to go for a walk and so I said `I am in Heaven`.. I walked down the path to the store and as I walked I gazed at the plants to see thaat they were indeed moving, swimming with an electric-like vibrating motion. I continued to walk and one said `let`s play.. tag your it!`, and it reached out and touched my leg. I laughed and ran up and touched the next tree and saw the energy jump into the next tree ahead then into the world around in front of me.. I looked down then and saw a perfect swimming blue creature beneath me, right under my feet following! I then said to the creature `why do cars have to smell bad when we can make them smell anyway we want``. The next car that drove near me expelled a lovely scent of vanilla and said`keep meeeeeeeeeeeee` as it went by.. I thought that was awesome and beautiful, and then i arrived at the store for my coffee.. I then cast a quick perceptual art spell I know, and began home again.. the items on the strrey all held an artistic perception as if it were a reality art gallery.. I chucked my cigerette but away and it said `weeeeee!` as it spun in a dizzy-like projection. indeed i saw the environment was very much alive. i looked up into the stars and saw they were changing colours from pink to blue to rainbow flows thru colours. then it started to snow.. we watched them and they quickly turned to multi-coloured diamond snow that flew around like insects.. then like falling sizzling asteroids from heaven. as i focused my attention on it it would change directions with me, up down, left, right, slow fast, and when i say an ally in playing in it then it takes different forms and even as beings made of snow flying in the wind.. etc. I made it home after a bit, and was hungry so i dug out some old food i obtained from before. i didn't trust the source of the food, for reasons untold, but i cast a spell on some cups of mine laying around, and turned them into diligent workers. i projected to them what to do and sure enough they started casting light onto the soup bowl, visible 'lit up' energy containing the knowledge and awareness of what they were doing. i surrounded the bowl with 3 cup. the cups shined their light into the soup cup and it started to bubble and vibrate, transmuting any negative energies into nice yummy soup again. the cups cast personalities onto themselves and started to teach the other items in the room. i could visually see their communication and watch the living essences become just as I had done wit them. i was awe-struck. i ate the soup and found quite it quite invigorating. i then thought of how God was around me, everywhere, here, and so asked him what to do.. the presence moved my awareness far and fast, and i started to get a scolding. he said to me as the Father of Creation `do not mutilate life`. i felt terrible then about some past battles i saw in my attention and said i would like to be an angel now, and send the proper healing energies, with you here, to them. to help them from our devastation. sure enough not seconds later i went through a roller coaster ride to damaged awareness' that merged with myself and toward the perfect healing destinations we intended resetting their positions well.
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I remembered the exact moment I had made the intent that I will get a free place to live and it will be a church. When I arrived looking at it I could see the essence of my command that cast it. But did not remember all that I had cast into it while in the nagual of the future, then. I had forgotten it while shifting into the routines of my tonal life, but it was there waiting for me nonetheless, just as I had intended in great planned detail a couple months prior and knew would become.
I will skip every detail but tell some of the more interesting events only. The building was very large, 4 stories, a gymnasium, and a large church. It had many different rooms, some large and some average and used to be a school house as well. It had 2 kitchens and a cafeteria-like dinning room. There were many pianos around as well, and an organ in the church.
I walked in the front entrance and got settled in. And walked down the stairs and focused onto the rail and saw that it was living, and everything in this place was alive. I could see the spirits of these entities clearly as stood gazing. They were the allies I had set prior into the forms I had found then. Which indeed were full of much of my awareness. I looked at one and it had dead energy, it's projection was not alive and I gazed and could see my curse upon it. I had said to an ally who kept trying to fill this future with it's own **** castings into my attention that everything he set if it made it here, would be dead and empty. I was angry then. It looked sad to me, and I did not want to look at this dead energy, and so I said to other spirits that they can fill it's form instead and become a new projection. One jumped right into that space then and said to the dead spirit "sorry", and it vanished away. Much better. I looked at one of the chairs that had a spirit energy of a woman I know, an ally too, and she was here as well. I could see it in the chair. So I looked into it and saw my knowledge form's essence, my attention was pulled into the chair and through the hole I had built and into one of her worlds, where she was now, and I could her there in it, with all we had made together. Many of my different spirits were here living in the fabric of this dream world I had woven. I could see a hidden presence too, but could not locate it fully. It was the nagual. I sensed that he was here before me. I walked into the gymnasium and it had pillars set about it in order on each side. I focused into the pillar to see who has here before me and what did he do? I sensed it was great. I already knew the awareness of the pillar, it's spirit, my ally, had a perfect record within it. My attention went into the pillar and I was looking out at a man who I remembered somehow walking through the gym but he was gliding and jumping through the spaces, from one point to another, on his way. The speed of his normal gate, without skipping, was faster then his legs were moving. I could see the form of his attention as he did this, the energy in his action, and saw that i was taught this attention form too, but he was doing it better then i had done so far. I was next back in my body standing there, and started to practice this attention form. If anyone wants the knowledge explained i can do so. I started out, gained momentum, as i started to shift. I reach the position of not only what he had achieved, but began to see clearly teleportation. My attention formed in a way that I could focus on the pillar being right in front of me, while from afar then be there at it instantly. At first my attention saw the pillar in ways that accelerated quicker to me (or me to it), with my attention focus, and intent, then I could see it jump closer and skip around from point to point, as i focused into the way. I could skip my body side to side, or closer and further from the pillar. seeing the energies of the events as they happened i could refocus onto them and expand them as i went, putting them back into my active attention, getting better at it, until i saw that i could, and was, teleporting across space, with the focus of my attention. In this state, but is not needed to see this, I can see that either i am moving across the earth to the pillar that is stationary, or I am stationary, and moving the world around myself. Shifting between these two states, you evolve as you go, and build great new awareness and power of motion. Like anything the more you explore it the more you see and it forms, then you can master it. It's quite astounding really. Once earlier when had a great time i was jogging down a forest path, and did this, and focused down the path, far down it, and intended activity now in my attention, and pulled the clearing towards me, as it shot to me, and i shot through it like the wind down the path, to my point a km away. mindblown.
more of this story later..
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So I was practicing and learning of fire then, as well as water. I had wanted and dreamed of making my own place the way I dreamed it to be, and knew some spells, or enchantments in which could change the house in cool ways. I hadn't mastered them but felt stronger now and so cast two very powerfully and watched as the walls turned to flames contained within the walls, and floors turned to softly flowing water that you could walk on solidly. The stairs flowed down themselves from the top. I went upstairs and lay down and began to hear the house speak in words made of normal house sounds. Creaks and cracks, thumps and many different arrangements, all with words, as words speaking to me. It said that satan is coming. It kept saying it. All around me in everything, every sound a voice, a word. I could see that I could get panicky or I could shift. I formed my own awareness that knew no satan was coming, and that the house could see this too, and I asked it now what do you say, knowing it would say what I knew. And it told me that he was not coming. The house spirit had pure awareness and could tell me anything and so we chatted awhile. Powerful sound allies are great friends to make. I went back down to the gym and pulled out a chair and started drumming on it then and merged my attention to the sound as I played and allowed my body to move to my vision, forming the sound as I perceived it to be with my attention. The sound danced into perfect rythems, bending and changing into different sounds. Spirits would take over and play as well, and played together. Our thoughts are the sound, the experience. Our minds lay the way before us. I remembered as I sat down at the piano many things I had learned and applied them to my playing. I had not played before and had no lessons. I remembered my ally could shift into any position with the focus of attention into that way and form. Just like a whole world can form into your dream and function exactly as you perceive it would then. I knew that if I imagined playing a certain way then that way would form into attention, it would become my action and reaction intended. I could imagine and set my action. So I imagined how I would learn, and how I would play and set into it. I quickly reached a point I was playing a beautiful song simply by imagining it in my attention and letting my body be moved into that action. My attention could see many things as I played then all at once in the energies and sound. We changed them so much and the spirit of the sound played with me and two pianos played together in one. Some of the spirits I had channeled into me were very strong and as they played within my body I could see my hands were projections as their forms of their bodies they cast within me. Now they didn't do all the work, I did most of it until they played, but they also were drawn into me, by me, to explore these positions with them further. I have entered into a lot, many times into astounding results. Totally programming sounds to the point of turning a picnic table into an advanced digital sound processor, that you control. Just tapping on something can sound like a trippy ass very complex and complete song as if being played on a radio. Turning from a techno digitally mastered beat into an authentic ancient indian drumming ritual that carries the energies of indians within it it seems, from then into.... what can you imagine sound to be? I enjoy seeing sound as a channel itself. The simple thought that manifests into active attention that says a tap can be added in between my taps, can make one, bam. magic. attention is sound here, makes sound. What do you focus on sound to be in your attention? I remember once in the night in the forest i heard rushing through the forest an animal, large, breaking branches, coming towards me. I heard the roar of a large wild cat out in the night not far at all, then another animal screaming and crying desperately. I grabbed the hurt animal in my attention and threw it through the forest to safety as the direction changed and it was pulled far off along with my attention. I jumped up and grabbed a bunch of forest twigs around me and cedar brush and grabbed the lighter in my pocket. I lit the flame and blew my attention into it, so that my body wills the flame to burst, and it do it better then I ever had before and it burst up into a flame lighting the night around me. All instinct. Silence followed and I did not see or hear that cougar again. But the newspaper said that a cougar had escaped from the zoo I read after.
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A little later I went to play basketball in the gym. And to stalk the sport as a sorcerer. I began to see my energy as I shot and measured my expectation, to the reaction. I knew I could focus my energy, my awareness of the shot before, and then that be the shot. I entered into this attention and began. I knew the knowledge of everything involved in the action could be altered, and expanded. Right away saw that I could see the difference from a good shot energy and a back shot energy in my attention, my action, as well as I could at that time set my next shot to get better and better in my attention. Setting my future actions. My attention forming the time. I could see my body throw a ball to the side sometimes and miss the shot, and could see the energy well that performed it, the awareness of it all. I projected a new knowledge of the curving shot into my action. And the ball veered perfectly to the side and back straight into a swish as my body threw it to be. A conversion of energy into action, pre-projected. I started to move around the court and wanted to move well, and so I saw the connection of my consciousness and body align to a great basketball star's form, and began to move very differently in my eyes. The whole time some spirits were with me in my attention, we talked for a little as I played. I got possessed with that form of attention, and every throw would glow of the fire of perfection. I threw a far shot and knew it was going to go in, I hadn't missed a shot in an hour, and it had perfection on it. Then it hit the rim and bounced into the air and to the side, and I already began to feel an emotion and my ally acted then, and I heard a yell of one of my spirit friends yell "GET IN THERE!" and the ball ripped backwards in the air and slammed roughly into the net! It was greatness. That was when I called it quits. I put down the ball at looked at it on the floor, and saw it was enchanted as I had said in my early game. I had named it a spirit name, and it sat there vibrating a ghostly form, greyish and wavering. I could see a vibration in it that vibrated to my attention, moved to it, hooked to it, and it began to roll slowly as i pushed it with my attention all around the gym. It was something i had done before but never so well, only slightly had i seen it and done it, but knew i could, and so when i set this future I had intened this experience and form of attention again, and remembered casting it from the past.
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2010 sept 3. notes taken by myself.
just 2 nights ago I was camped in the woods, and outside at the road was a streetlamp.. i pondered for a second about light and pictures of light, and behold there... just outside the light, hovering in the air was a 'spirit' a man, with his arms outstreched to the light with a beam of light running from his outstreched hand and into the light.. as if the spirit was casting a spell onto the light. it was cool, he was hovering there floating, i almost missed what the picture was, then i saw him.. it was awesome..
i cant help but wonder, in this case, if it was a reflection of intent and awareness into perceptual form, my own awareness dreaming a reflective image of me.. or if it was a spirit, perhaps a ghost or spirit helper, ally, casting a picture of itself..
i have had other experiences with spirits, ghosts etc, and have seen them in many ways, even to the point of casting physical manifestation of ancient awareness into form.. i am currectly working on a rote to conjure the forms of 'hidden' spirits into view.. i accidently discovered that within my activity, or telepathy, that my spells are also heard by spirits within the vicinity, and that by casting a certain spell, or realising spirit matter into physical matter at that intant manifests the spirit, even just temporarily into form.. i did that one by accident.. i cast the active realisation and a spirit took form just in front of me.. then dissappeared again after my attention wavered, or spiked..
reincarnative forms, or manifestative forms of spirits into new vessels, or artforms, computers, books etc, is also an area i have explored, as well as channeling ancient awareness' into my self, even to the point of losing my physicality and taking on the forms of the spirit's perceptions, even if ever so slightly of completely.. by placing my attention on a known spirit, and keeping attention on it, then splitting my atention to an object, or person, thus opening the horizon or channel of that spirit's awareness, into physical manifestation.. the instant conjuring of a dark vessel, enable the imaginative form of a person, meaning i imagine say a beautiful young lady, imagining every detail, and then having her walk into my dream, blank or raw, or full, then placing the awarensss of the 'spirit' within the new vessel.. this lead me also in part to a changling awareness, and transmutative awareness of spirit, person, animal etc...etc..etc..
Sep 4, 2010
OOOOOOK... umm, gulp.. i shoulda left well enough alone i suppose... well last night i went into the quarry to practice a lil late night dreaming.. at first i started 'drumming' on the guard rails that surround the cliffs.. i dscovered that with dreaming attention one can bang almost anything and have it play out as a symphony.. i can focus on different sounds and have the 'normal' sounds turn into 'digital' drum beats, bongos, flutes, piano, and a reverberating organ like i dunno hum. its totally amazing i find. like being a retarded drummer and having the sound come out like a savant. lol.. very self-important, but it is beautiful.. and an excellent trainer of attention, which i have been lacking since my decision to discontinue the bulk of my dreaming practices. well.. i decided to take a break when i saw a flashlight seemingly coming up the path.. and i jumped into the woods and weeds.. yes to hide.. lol.. a few minuttes and i realise i could come out.. i looked at another light through the trees, like a street light., it had a bluish tint.. as i focused on it my attention reminded me that lights can be many things.. immediately the light started to jump through a series of dreaming motions 'we' (the light and I) have previously found. it started dancing from spot to spot, jumping, then it shined a pattern around itself, a picture, then a focused ray.. as if materialising a form, or fabricating matter.. i began laughing as i relaised the light was aware of me, and reflecting not only a record of what the light has been, but also mirroring my thoughts, dancing with me.. i realised that the light could conjure a physical form of awareness, then it shot a beam from the distance to me, in front of me, a static form, that didn't quite form but showed the intent clearly.. i laughed again, with the light.. then it shot a beam at me, directly at me.. and i said to it i would conjure myself in a parallel plain, where you wouldn't shoot me.. and it blinked out, and with it my conscious awareness, then blinked back on in a different parallel spot.. i thought that was cool.. i got a lil bored, and i realised, rather foolishly that the dream was bored as well.. my mistake........... anyways, i travelled around the quarry to the bottom at the beach near the river. and to my surprise a flashlight, clear this time.. surely a flash light, was walking up the river as if searching for someone or something.. i hide again up the cliffs into the weeds. five minuttes... bang, russling in the trees, and brief images of the moving 'light'..... i thought again that it could be anything, and is not really anything yet until i focus onto it.. i think it's not looking for me, or even aware of me, just some people walking in the night.. yeah... confidently i went back down.. i went to a spot where i could see the light more clearly, thru an opening on this side of the river.. in the trees, shallowly on the other side of the river, in the tree line. was the 'flashlight'.. searching around, up the banks. until it came to a stop.. to proceed to shine the light around the forest area.. looking?? i realized, as if Don Juan was in my head saying "That is NOT a normal flashlight".. confidently i agreed.. lol to myself........... as i watched the light i realized there were two, no one, no definately two.. at first it would jump, splitting into two, and the other one would jump into the other.. more russling, a sharp loud bang, like wood and stone, sharply.. i watched the light blink out, then on, become a flashlight again, then a single small point of light.. just one.. then... it started splitting into multiple lights, i remembered saying light is all things i have it to be, then it was sparkling.. like a sparkler firework.. i remembered earlier in the day i had stated my intent to learn to conjure light from nothing.. i was after-all walking in the woods alone at night.. anywho.. the light fluxed between a flashlight again, two flashlights, sparkling, then it began searching again.. i thought for a second, to it, that it is beautiful, and amazing, yet a deeper part of me held a kind of silent apprehension.. a unsurfaced fear.. i began to wonder if it had a body, like a person or if it was 'just a light', ofcourse it had made noises.. the light began moving in a crazy pattern, almost like a person giving a glow light show.. fast moving patterns, then as if communicating by light flashes.. i realised my attention was to slow to pick up the signal or even the pictures at that time, and as i thought that it changed its motion again.. i thought, naturally, that it was quite alien to me.. then i heard it speak.. veeerrrrry alien dialogue!!.. thats an alien, no doubt!.. i could seen then the light, as if a flashlight, highlight the being 'holding it' and alllllmost could make out the shape of an alien being holding the light, i knew that it was... i somehow kept my cool, as if nothing was out of the ordinary.. perhaps my CC 'training'.. wellthe light/sparkle/communicater/prober/whatever.. started to move away again, as i focused on it, in that direction.. but it wasn't walking.. no-way.. it was gliding around and thru the tree tooo fast.. then stopped, and up, but not toooo high as to shatter my being and make me freak, just high enough to place me at the edge of wonder.. yes two lights, moving together... surely at first it was just one, now two... for sure.. globes, no orbs, moving together.. i could see then clearer now.. like a slightly elongated globe, with a dark horizontal black stripe, making one light appear separated as it were two(one on top of the other.. both were in the same form.. as i watched, somehow i got fixed to them.. they 'locked' on to my position across the river.. i sensed it knew it.. in my crouched position i watched them stop, appear to shift attention in my direction... then they started to... OMFG... cross the river towards me!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SPLASH!!!!!!!!!SPLASH!!!!! yet the lights just glided above, crossing the space to my position.. i didn''t know then what the heck was going to happen, all i knew is that some aliens were across the river, and they were coming towards me.. i sprung up quickly.. and began casting my path ahead me, rather frantic, and yet somehow knowing i was going to be OK... "dont look back".... i did, though it seems OK.. i began running.. alert, aware, yet a lil crazy... back to the road, then into the city.. i had a lil bit of paradox, regarding the street lights, but not too much,, i had to keep walking.. thinking of other things, other motions... but yeah.. that noise... i have heard some variations of noises quite a few times, actually even very alien ones, and yet this one.. welll... i can't say in words... just ... wow... i dunno
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serloco wrote:Now you again get into telling me that my actions are somehow wrong to you in some way? As if the Spirit is again somehow absent from me again? I know you have told me a few times that I do not have the Spirit with me, and continue to do so, but all you tell me is that you do not see it. How do you think I shift their positions of awareness if the Spirit is not present in me and in them, connected? Where does the motion come from, or where does the unknown manifest from? When I asked the Spirit to show me how to win their hearts it descended to me. When I sought the Spirit for a way to share great things in music instead of the **** I used to hear, it taught me.
Excuse me but I have never said you do not have the spirit with you how dare you try put words in my mouth!
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You never even understood my first comment, I asked What is the spirit with which you are writing bout your sexual conquests?
It is obviously not to educate me about the process involved, i know this because you never mentioned ANYTHING about the recapitulation involved, the process of recapitulation, or how you learned these techniques? You left out who you learned them and when you did explain who taught you them you still offered no details about this.
You did say that these are examples of your stalking but your post reads more like a women s porn novel. What am I supposed to get out of it?
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Littlepaw, thank you for the reminder to engage my own perception with some sense of focus especially when expansively challenged on this forum. I mentioned I always read Castaneda without an eye to the fiction/non-fiction considerations. I opened up my mind, and I'm certain you know what I mean.
This is not a plug for serloco. At times I feel a sensation against my spleen to back-off from indulging his imput. But clearly to my own perception, serloco surpasses the 'teachings' of Don Juan in that you can interact, and that he is 'full' (you can say 'full' of whatever--fill in the blank--ha ha).
Again, I like that there are different perspectives to view anyone here posting. My perspective in this particular post is to note to myself (and anyone who wants to share) what I really want here. AND, in that respect, (as I implied) I need to be discreet and focus to do so (and direct my dialogue to elicit from others in that vein). So thank you. ALSO, thank you serloco for sharing your expanse, and especially when you become specific enough to make knowledge cogent personally. If I may be so bold, there is a potency of further clarity for each one of us (Littlepaw, serloco, billy) to gain value.
I probably don't get past the tonal with what I am doing, but I am thankful for these opportunities of exchange on the forum. No one needs conformity here (None of us would be posting with that prospect), so don't read kum ba yah into this. Still, I liked promoting the atmosphere for increased empiricism all around.
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Littlepaw wrote:You never even understood my first comment, I asked What is the spirit with which you are writing bout your sexual conquests?
It is obviously not to educate me about the process involved, i know this because you never mentioned ANYTHING about the recapitulation involved, the process of recapitulation, or how you learned these techniques? You left out who you learned them and when you did explain who taught you them you still offered no details about this.
You did say that these are examples of your stalking but your post reads more like a women s porn novel. What am I supposed to get out of it?
"How dare you put words in my mouth!" -You say to me as if you are angered, like you think I have intentionally wronged you somehow. When someone has a different understanding of the word Spirit then you when you talk to them and they misunderstand at first do you get upset or do you merely explain yourself, and tell them what you meant when you used the word Spirit? We have different awareness that's all.
Yes yes, One of my posts did have some mention of securing women in different ways and getting them to join me, and dropping everything, yes. I did this in many different ways, but the best way as I have said in one my other threads is through their heart and soul, willingly. If you want details of this awareness I have, this knowledge, or any other just ask me. Not to mention some of my knowledge is already written of, like in my thread ''our fellow man'', and in other different places too.
I am recapitulating some of my sorcery experiences in this thread yes indeed I am. I am stalking them yes. This is not a thread however detailing my recap techniques or knowledge. I remember showing Florinda, it was easy because she can see like an ally. All I needed to do was think of the recap knowledge in my awareness and she would see all of it. We would even venture into the nagual and recap other people's experiences, awareness, knowledge and powers, taking only the direct essences of what we were after and have the spirit do these things for us perfectly, weaving them into our own existences. It gets quite astounding because lets say you want to learn about sciences and so you recap the greatest scientists right? Well you have already recapped great sorcerer's positions of the consciousness and attention forms that can rearrange the entirety of there life's knowledge in the field of such and such into specific condensed ordering. So I use my awareness with theirs through the spirit of all to get their wisdom and knowledge in my way, which is to say simple, fast, perfect and in the consciousness form that I have perceived and intended.
Which makes me laugh because of Elias' and Julian's ability to gain women. Elias used his awareness and knowledge and Julian used more devious methods of seduction and allure, as well as awareness. Elias said "woman are easy they will always drop everything and join a sorcerer's party. Meet you at the edge of the town." I'm often on the edge of town for sure, hehe, and there are a plenty of women who align to your game.
What can you gain from it? It depends on how much personal power you have. Well it has the essence of my life that is within it, as well as the awareness and events within it as a reference first of all. I can take any reference and see into it, recapitulate it, intent to find it for myself exactly as it was found, or catered to me for my purposes. I used to fill my powers and abilities and experiences into novels that read like fantasy, as well as enter into other fantasy tales and see them as real, and things to learn. I also said if you have questions to ask just ask. And why wouldn't you anyways just ask if it is interesting to you and something you seek to know more of? Better then acting as if you have been wronged in some way because he didn't tell you how to do it. When genero tied his lines onto the cliff overhanging the water fall and began to fly from stone to stone he didn't tell them how he had learned all the knowledge of every line within his attention. He didn't recap every moment he had learning and forming his lines of attention. He just performed the feat and for those who could see would be able to see for themselves into his lines, or recall them in their attention, explore them etc. Some saw and some didn't. But for those who didn't see do they stop there, get upset and give up? Or does power always find a way?
You take my actions of posting my experiences that I am recapping and stalking, some of my tales of power, and act as if it has totally violated you in some way. You come as if it is my job to teach you everything i know and have experienced and if i do not do this then I am in fault and you have right to be upset. lol. I do teach often yes, in most of my posts too, sure, but do you really think for a second that all of my posts must be catered to you, for you in some way? That my stalking and my recap must first teach you how before i begin? Or that I must teach you the detailed knowledge and awareness I have worked very hard to gain to get to this level of experience? You want me to recap the ways that led and built into these experiences before the levels they reached, because it's in there too you know, even in the posts, the energy and trails are all there. If you stalked the ideas yourself even, and held your attention on them, explored them, what would you find? Does your awareness tell you that you would find my awareness if you placed your attention onto it and stalked it? Does your knowledge allow it?
The use of the ''fucking them full of awareness'', is hardly porn, and only describes a lusty and sexy position of awareness between a woman and a nagual. Sex is a great thing to me, and I use it, it is creative, dreaming energies, creation, seed and egg etc. "killing me softly", spread open, etc etc. its obvious to me how it relates to dreaming, and creating new worlds and dreams. the nakedness of the act, the union, or merging, and the creation. you however act again as if it somehow appalling to speak of sex here, or to stalk sex, and have taken the idea that sorcery and sex do not belong together.. that sucks, i would have your woman in a second. jk littlepaw... you take the old world idea that sex is somehow inappropriate, should not be mentioned, or should be kept secret only. Do you have any idea why you would feel that way? Does it make sense to you? I thought it over once with my girls and we were heading to a new city. When we arrived their was a protest, more like a statement really, girls walking around topless and mostly naked. What can I say, I called ahead first...
hey man if i offend you just don't read my stuff.. i mean no offence truly. I have been doing some recap and sharing with some people some of my experiences and levels of power i reach, it shocks me even. I decided since i had written some of these things to drop them here in the sorcery forum. see what comes of it, and to have a place to dump some of my memorable times. if you want more details then i have shared no need to get in a huff, just ask.
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I will never forget the playfarians. Amazing race. Mind blowing really. Without going into ever detail of their evolution I will skip to what they have become. The playfarians observe you, however they usually will not make themselves seen initially. There ability is great but there entrance into your ' present reality' appears common place because they are entering into the position of your awareness, and so into the currents of your cohesive present state. However, the playfarians will see you, and begin to 'act' on your shifts immediately. And so as soon as you begin to think that reality is really something different they pop in perfectly and pull you and the way into this form. But they will act, as actors on a stage of your awareness, and fill the roles, and the reality to fit that mold and form, and the results you intend to set. Perfect actors and actresses within masks set to reflect into the forms of the awareness you hold within you now. Your awareness reflects outward to cast it's form. The playfarians taught me to cast a role into form, directly into the moment, and have time become that form. Whatever I thought I was I would become, and whatever I thought reality is it would be, and whatever I thought it would become so it would be. We dreamt the greatest roles we could find for ourselves and for each other. I say to reality I am a genius now, and have it be so, at first it was I will be a genius, but then we saw we could instantly name ourselves, or reality anew. We could just dream ourselves how we want to be. Think "The Truman Show" only a sequel where Truman discovers that the staged and set reality around him in which his life has been an an act full of actors, can now be any movie or any set as he directs it be. And finally finds his way out of the walls he is in. Playfarians can materialize into any form at any time, and lead into any play. I would just sit and enter into myself, and form a new awareness and have playfarians fill the stage, and the essence of my awareness fill the set's form. Or look at things and people, and point at them with my attention and say you are this and this and this and that and that and then watch them be all of these things for me, perfectly. Mind blowing. Oh yes we have all the knowledge details and there are many, the pathology of form is one of my pleasures to see. Many have shifted over time in the course of this ally's form and yet all are intact perfectly too. Rockstar energy drink, yum. Rock+star... If you can see just how much knowledge is in that drink then you could mix it perfectly, for yourself. You mix it already you know, but how do you mix it? Can you see? What power do you set in everything in your world? Look at something and see what it is for you, that is how you have it set. The role you have it assigned too. It will act that role for you perfectly and even if you do not see it is an act, or if it is not yet one to your eyes. Truth is because you do not see it as a mask, or an act, is why you do not see it this way, because the role it is in does not cast this form for you, you do not have this awareness and so you do not see it's form. You see the awareness that you have, thus the mask that is aligned into form. Can you see through her, into her nakedness undressing her, revealing her hidden essence, explore her mystery? The Playfarian Allies were formed by sorcerer's who sought this path, after having formed the awareness that reality around them was acting out the awareness they had active within them, becoming perfectly those roles, and energetic reactions. Since they could see that these actors, and this reality itself, was seeing their own awareness and thus forming to it's roles, they formed communication with this ally, directly through the masks, to speak of the position directly. They began stalking it's cohesion, forming it and expanding it in great ways. They formed a sorcery that was seen as director(s), actors, and stage set, and stalked the energies in this perception. The Ally formed great joy in this position, and many wonderous dreams were made here. Emphasis on the word 'play' and fun and joy, and excitement, and wonder, and a good plan, etc, was a great focus of them. You would forget it was a play, and it would become so very real, as reality it right? Every set was authentic, but not always if you held the playfarian directly close, then you could see the complete folly. Even if you were in a terrible far off position, and reality was so real to you, a playfarian awareness could stop it all in it's tracks and show you it was a stage and a set, and you were an actor being played, by the movie that has been set. That awareness would activate and in this state you could direct the movie again and the beast in front of you is now a salesman to you selling an advertisement, selling a way to you, a script, a play... And because you are the director your awareness assigns him that role and instantly he even acts perfectly in the voice of a saleman now, with all the energies and the way of exactly how you are perceiving him now to be. he IS exactly a robotic salespitch now, and since you thought he was robotic he is now becoming more robotic if you focus into this way. if you remain on active fluid mode that is. the awareness of the act, and the play, the stage and the set, the assigned role, can break the cast and shatter the illusion. powerful awareness here. The sorcerers who wield a playfarian ally learn many things and can become great storyteller who weave fantasy into reality and reality into fantasy. The Limelight of the position of the Playfarian world is that they all see you, and know you, and yet are within the roles. Many powerful sorcerers become legends of Playfaria because they led excellent, worthy, or somehow special lives and form special roles, for them and their reality forms. Life is creative, and it casts into forms our lives, and all within it, every form. Some sorcerers would become some great that they entered into roles for themselves that nothing could stop them or hold them back anymore, becoming their purest intent for themselves. Writing great stories, casting. We would often seek new and special props as well. New items for the world we are in, how to create them. Much like Santa and his magic workshop team and a team of magical elves. I remember from here my role growing up, and the stages I had set then. I didn't really believe in magic that I could find then but wanted to find it, I didn't think it was real really. Lost Santa too. Heard some of the things about magic that were true even, but i did not see it, and did not set it for myself or my world then. That sucked. What's good is i found it later anyways, all that I had dreamed of doing then and more. Good recap here.
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After his 'ow you pissy' first reply, serloco came around. Had to know you were repelling the other party serloco, by baiting and not giving generous space like I know you normally would. Littlepaw, was on the cusp of overcoming reluctance. We all want to learn. We should not expect your generosity of knowledge to be given for sure--and generous it is.
Littlepaw, serloco did recover in the second post to become inviting. Afterall, it is DETACHMENT that is needed. For Christ's sake, just cherry pick what you want. Christ, why won't we let go of self-importance (I MEAN ME) when so much is below, above, in and around the resulting space freed up.
OH i want to smack myself! AND LAUGHTOO!!!
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I try to emphasize the importance of no-importance to others. How any action great or small is equal. We must see this and stalk it clearly. When you see this even the greatest foe such as greed or disease carries only the importance you place within it. Your importance is manifest all around you. Even the importance you place on money, the government, and anything, is exactly what creates that system, that value and consequence. You think it is so strong that people need it, use it, desire it, and so you see that manifest in your reality as result. You have given it that importance and that form of judgement. It's so important that it now holds great power and has gained great cohesion, stability. When it comes down to it it is just as small as anything else, just as weak, just as living, and just as dying too. The all immortal, incurable cancer, that attacks and destroy's all of life's cells and kills it can simply be programmed to kill itself now and by life at that. Funny cause so to does cancer answer to life. It's funny because when we first dreamt of this cure we could see the value of cancer itself. In that life (death) could create life to kill forms of life. In order to sustain the forms we want to sustain and attack all damaged cells in it's wake that were resistant to this way. Thus programming cancer to kill itself so long as it was itself that was damaging to the life that creates both it and the other life forms around it, thus programming that damaging cancer's to support life and kill itself. That is how I intended it to be then. That is how the drug works and it uses our own mitochondria in our body to do this. The activation of this mitochondria does not need a drug however to be activated all you need is the knowledge within your attention's focus. Even the importance you give of something wanting to sustain itself and it's existence is a mask of importance that is within you. The enemy in front of you who stands in your way is nothing without the importance you place onto him, and is also your friend and servant equally in this moment. Equally there is no resistance between any outcome being so, except the importance and fixation you attach to the moment you are in, he is equally all things, and no things the same. He is full to the brim, and yet with nothing, no attachment to anything, you may be anything. What is empty may now be filled. People can cling to their cups, and all the items they have built, never leaving room for something else. They can cling to themselves and miss becoming more. Or they can cling to themselves and die, or worse. Better to kill yourself and master your death then to be killed by your judgements, and the importance you set. I remember I judged my friend a murderer once. People had hinted at it even, oh I had heard all about the evil world then by some people. Also people I had judged in some way along the road. I found myself in his room with my attention on him activated and I knew I was going to die. I could see my attention on him active in the energy I had set, cast of this reality, and in his hand he held a knife looking at me with a smile on his face. Coming to me. I could see it in my attention clearly. All the judgements I had made that formed this reality, this outcome, and all the seeds i had sown and followed. I was scared as he approached me. Seeing htat he was in the motions of my own life, and my own choices, my own awareness, I just dropped everything I had known about him then, and many things I had known about my old world, and reset the field. My friend dropped the knife then and was not same and would soon become a companion of my magic in strange ways. I could see here judgement firmly, and I could see that reality around me could obviously see every decision I had ever made, and every sin I had formed in my life. The TV news channel ran through my sins in my life, and women I had sinned with etc. Speaking to me. Things would never be the same for me again after that moment.
Everything we do, and everything we decide, and everything we think is deadly important to us, and every thing is a matter of life and death, in every moment. Our decisions are made with both of them as well, our decisions are set in death and given our life. Just as we place a seed in the darkest field we may plant it in, and it grows there in the space for it to grow. The darkest field we may plant it in is in death, in the absence of resistance of any kind. Here only the life that you place here will grow as you place it. Thus in the darkness there may be light to be cast. If you try to do something that is impossible, you will find that in that form you can not. Not while being truly impossible, because that is the importance you give it. How you approach it, how you set it, how you judged it to be, and yet there before you is infinity, and it is limitless.So black, so vast, every colour within, and any arrangement before you. Doess not everything grow, multiply, divide, procreate, mutate, recycle, expand, as well as add together? Who said only one world exists, one outcome? Truly every outcome exists and will be, is reached. Infinity perpetuates itself through life and death. It makes all things, and all things equal.
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I remember one day I was an **** and felt powerful beyond measure. I stood outside and there was a pit bull looking at me. I sent to it into it's body the communication bite me if you can, thinking I would be fine, yet I had commanded it to bite me. I was young and although had learned a lot did not see my error then. The dog swiftly ran the few steps to me in a a couple of seconds and was latched to my barefoot as it was in midstep and chewed. Damn!!! I pried it's mouth open and removed my foot leaving the dog behind. I had lost my middle toe completely and the second was nearly severed with protruding bones, and my big toe was crushed. I cast the bleeding to stop right away and so very little blood flowed yet stayed where it was needed. I scanned for magic of what i could do to fix this aweful experience that was shock in me. I could not yet see how to instantly generate biomatter into form yet and knew I was then fucked. I had wrecked my body!!! Later by the docks by the boat in the park I would learn both to disintegrate and regenerate body parts, which is scary when your arm disintegrates for the first time no matter how trained you are I think. Prove me wrong if you can please. I have seen even very strong and powerful allies be pulled from life form into the voidness of shadow and form and watch them materialize again from it, and they have it too, in them, that emotion that comes with it. Can you imagine being raised from a shadow, or from a nothingness into form? Sitting in the void I can pull to me life forms, from out of the void and into my dream. There are many masters of this art, and many allies who can fly out of nowhere into anything at will. But that first time... my hand dematerialiing into nothingness, and all feeling was gone, then up my arm travelling into my body and YAAAAAAIIKES!! back into form again again, no thank you, keeping my body for now yup..
i grew scared of dogs the moments that followed soon after my bite. Something new to me, and I began trying to control the signals i was sending to the dogs that i encountered the following days, so that they wouldn't bite me. I knew my signal moved him to bite me, i had intended it to happen. Different things would happen with different signals. I soon saw. Sooon I was very annoyed because these dogs were everywhere all of the sudden as if everyone had just gotten a dog and decided to walk it around me everywhere i went! I got so good I could intend dogs to be many different ways. I began intending their personalities their knowledge and awareness, their appearance before they arrived and were formed, and could move them in many ways directly by gazing at them. I still once in a while had that fear in me but would cast the moment, which i see as time, to cast the animals to help me beyond the fear and then the dogs will come to me and rub up to me, under my arm even forcibly and snuggle me. Last time I got 3 of them together run up to me. trained attack dogs will be commanded to run to you and attack, or to take you down as a police dog, and yet you can command with your body alone the energies of play, and play time, and project a way around you or even with you. And talk with the animal directly. You can even reach into any animal you will encounter before you encounter it and rewrite what it is for you, so you can set the paradigm of your future accordingly. I would set dogs to have paintings on their back that move as you watch them, and then have the beautiful creatures be 'presented' to me in any normal setting, and have the dogs walk majestically and showing off their bodies and magical energetic motion of their coats for/to me. I have had dog's speak words to me mixed perfectly in their real grunting bark sounds so that their barks form words. I almost did it the other day but couldn't quite do it, so close though, he was trying but we couldn't quite make it yet and then we ran out of time. He had good vocal range but no words yet. Anyways then I had began to remember dog's forms from my past and even cast them into the moment again into new forms with their dna in their bodies, and even the same awareness'. you could see the same skin as the old animals in it now. Soon I began doing this with people too. Just a form of attention. Splicing and setting in an undifferentiated time cell. Soon I built an ally who could rearrange someone's dna as i was looking at them into different forms of being, and reach a shapeshifting essence, in form, so that the body becomes fluid perception, appears fluid, and can form different arrangements into cast. I became a plastic surgeon then, and a genetic and temporal engineer. I could cast dna to flow through my most sexy ideas of women i loved and desired and have the forms of women do this for me, altering itself for my wishes and to my knowledge. Not only could I recast old life forms and merge them entirely or partially into new form, or existing form, I could also simply take specific actions from the past and recast them into the present. So that any action performed in the past could be channeled into the present, in me or someone else. I remember the guy who gave me this for free, a stranger on the street out of nowhere, so now that action can re-exist, if you fold to it. Folding space is everything, and you must make the right folds into the space in which you set. You are folding time into formation with every fold, adding something into it, pulling something from it.
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I remember long ago I had reached a park by a river. It was a new scene for me. There was boat and it had the name depicting of my last event I had just left from moments ago written on it. The name a refection of my energy and a communication to me, that told me it had seen, sees me now, and it forming now with me. There is a speaker up on it's mast playing an eary song, ghostly, into the moist night air. I pace on the dock, and speak to this spirit with my awareness. The songs comunicate to me, my energies into music and life forms. I see the connection of the host seeing me, and she translates my awareness into forms, and as well as focuses to the city as well, in the night around me. Not formed, yet forming in every and any way. We write some different forms of music and song, in a few different positions and ways, and we see that others can forms their own song to, in this way, and perhaps make it better. Someone comes along later and sits with me and starts talking with me. I see the Spirit and the enitity creates into the channel of the music her music and it becomes different and in her own way and energy, adding and expanding to the spirit of the music. A train goes by and I gaze at it and begin to alter its speed with my attention ever so slightly, then I see it and so I catch it and the train begins to suspend, then stop. My companion sees this and starts up instantly to break my attention. The suspended time breaks and the train proceeds as if never stopped. I could see the fear. I look instead at the train graffiti as art, and form, and see that the train is coming from nowehere at all, is being formed in my awareness as it rolls on these tracks. I can see the darkness down the tracks from which it really springs into life and form, and so i shine into it the words reflecting my awareness and art etc. The words on the side of the train now also speak to me, and for me. And what of their contents? Dark space to fill? Value to assign? It was late and so i went to sleep, so wandered into the dark a little into the park, not seeing with my eyes but knowing with my seeing that i would find my spot to sleep. 20 feet in I found a perfect set stone for my body that allowed my legs to rest on the ground but had rock in a nice layed back chair that was set as a recliner. I looked over in a lighted area and saw a pillow under a pasenger car that was no longer used. I woke up to the seagulls singing and watched their flight, and recalled some things i had learned and tied them up in my attention. I watched them moving, flowing to my attention's focused direction as if I were their lead bird directing the flock. I let it go after a little. I left to go get some food and there was a heler/kitchen two streets over I knew. I found it the other night in an unformed dreamhaze and I wanted a shelter to sleep and looked up and there was the sign "Shelter House". I went over and ate some burgers they served for meal and they had the best desserts in abundance. I could see many things here, and so cast many things into effect, magically. I saw bags of donations being given full of dark energy, so that the clothing was custom made and taylored to the people who would get them and need them. I placed as much magical detail in it as i could at the time. I wanted to be very specific about every detail because the details manifest perfectly. You could even see the energy signatures of the people they were made for in it. It was cool for then. One of the staff told a lie and it upset me. I cast a spell on his form as he stood in the cafeteria with other staff and his nose started growing on his face. I fed the spell as it went and held it for a while. He noticed and began very shocked and panicked, then trying to wave his head around and make it stop. I fed it more. He then pretended as if nothing were wrong but you could see him upset. I felt very happy. My ally was very powerful sometimes then and would materialize almost anywhere to the forms of my attention right into and as reality. I remember once my ally form called "next" or "looking forward" acted on me and as focused in I sasw a girk avbout to hit by a car in the street in front of me, and she screamed about to die but my attention ripped her to the side and saved her as she stood there in the middle passing cars. The energy in my attention then is designed manifest but was not controlled and the manifestation nearly was of death, but I saved it. The vision manifested exactly as that position of awareness is designed to do. It was first designed to scan the energy body but internally and externally outward to see what was going to happen. And then one could reeneter with different energies and outcomes seen. All before the action happens. Just with the attention. Any action you entered then would be as you expected. It took many paths and made different forms of prophetic life. Different forms of time's awareness. You can set up a moment in the future from the past and fill it with all the exact energies you want it to have, and even had the currents and energies from the past sent there right now as you casted them in the past, into the future when you now are. because as you are thinking about the future your attention is present in it, a door if you can see it, and you cast your energies into it, you are anyways. Prophets learn to see time, and then to master it. Horrors do not jump out of my attention so much any more lest one of my monsters devour it, or castrate it on the spot. Time's flame is always lit, now.
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I remember one night I was frustrated I could not shake the first attention format from my first attention. Would it always be roads and maps, and earth and buildings and blah forms? I imagined a bunch of this then, and saw that nothing surrounded the small town I was in except my knowledge of what it was. Even the roads that I hated at that moment. Why roads as if we know what is out there? I see void in my attention then that can be laid with my attention if i want but is not set. I see even the road is made of attention of formed knowledge and can be rewritten in many ways. Which would later grow into great ... uh.. 'paths'... heh. Paths in roads. At that time I was rebellious and so that was what was needed in that moment. So I destroyed the knowledge of the roads and what casts them in my awareness. Alone in the town what surrounded me was unformed. I journied out past the familiar church and down the way and took a turn i never had taken. Down a street I had never formed. The street led to a road and it was broken up and damaged severely and led on, put was impassible soon i found. My attention was strange and I could see only darkness, unformed was the way beyond and a sign "under construction", and I could see that it was formed so that my attention would form the way in the beyond and I could imagine into this or any space and form it's future "a sign formed there that i could see before it formed and it read "Imagine here"on a billboard and it formed in a big open lot where i could imagine things to be. I walked into and formed the way and began forming my attention in different ways then. At first controlling and taking over the forms of my first attention and mastering them. Learning to reform them, change them, and create new forms. I still had and have much to master yet have learned much.
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I remember long ago I was in a city at a friend's apartment. He had let me crash there for a few days. Mostly we would play x-box games and smoke weed, and he liked to drink. We would do magic on the games together but he did not have the sills i did. he would get mad, and see my silent magic clearly and say "Stop doing that" and "It's not fair!". Clearly pouting and upset by the ordeal. He liked some it though. Sometimes i would take over his screen with my attention so that my attention controlled his guy, hahahaha!! It was so funny. I couldn't help it though it was just so fun to do. It becomes so your eyes control the screen. In a moment though i could even be controlling the screen through his own body sometimes. Stalking is fun to do. I knew then that I had a warrant out for my arrest and that the police would maybe arrest me for at least questioning. At least that is what I said in myself and to reality then. I said questioning, but knew maybe they could arrest me. I did not want to even face them then. Then they knocked on the door. I ran and hid in the closet and buried myself under the clothes. The police were looking for me, and james said he had left hours ago. He was sitting on the couch speaking through the kitchen to them. I could see them in my attention very clearly. They came into the place and began as they were speaking with james to draw themselves into his place and search for me. I wanted James to stop them but felt that he would not do so much to help. He did not stop them. I tried to disappear then and began the shifts and felt i reached them but could not see my body. however the tv was on, and on it was one of my allies, and they said yup thats the mark, he's invisible. I felt that was good because they could see and knew my bodies energies. I could feel the police in my attention seeking me in their attention, and felt them so close they were almost inside of my mind, but not quite. They were trying though. Probing with their attention for my consciousness. I could feel them getting close to the spot where they can see me. I hated that about them then. I knew they were going to find me. I knew it. They were just about at the door and i knew they could see me. So I shifted my attention into a few rapid and strong positions i know, threateningly, and moved to see that if they are in this house, which is my dreaming arrangement, and my place now, then you are under my rules and my powers. I saw the exact knowledge and awareness and memories as well in my attention and what i could do and it was a lot. I also held in my attention the direct command as i shifted into this position for them to leave this house now. or not.. tick tick... then within one second after the thread, which was all in an instant shift almost, the police were gone and standing back at the door as if they never entered into the place. Gone from my attention in a flash were their forms and now were at the door. Amazing. Telecops. Great. They said in this new law that they just wanted to speak with me and only needed him to give them a call. Have a good night and tell him we wish him well. deep breathe,, they agreed. i had major fear of jail then and of cops arresting me and so what a relief it was. The police could see the danger and the threat, the warning and what would happen in my reality with them. Later I would work with the police in many different projects. Amazing world.
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I can collapse buildings, cast people into hell, even rip their souls out. Became Satan myself, n made the purest flame. Learning to glide as i walk, n almost fly. Can command demons, remove pain, command pain into pleasure, n reform disease. Been conjuring many Spirits n Allies, n enchanting objects to life. Been speaking with animals n plants too, giving them human voices, even insects. You can even see the fly's 'mouth move to form words. Wind can speak too to me now, n also play with me. Called her on and she started playing with me, gusting with me accordingly. And telling me what she was going to do, called her a chump cuz she was weak n she said said ''just wait a sec'' then pushed me back fiercely blowing preventing me from moving forward. Been commanding the fire also, pretty awesomely i might add too, yet it's the life of the flame that gets the glory, n the relationship you make with it that is the real glory. For the best flame call it God, n trust it absolutely, yet u can call it any name if u have this naming ability. Also been animating objects with life, like cars that actually talk n' smile, bending metal, warping n' taking. Trees that move into intricate artistic design , sprout new branches. I have angels faster then light, that save you from harm, n night watchers with glowing red eyes in the night watching you, ready to remove any threats in the night around you. Passing even as shadows in day light. They prowl around me, cloaked n shadow n carry away dangerous threats, if any arise. I made them in heaven with God.
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Hello, could you ask your ally about unstopable motion ? I have a strangie feeling something he is telling me through what you write, in my ear.
Our world is our love.
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Finwe wrote:Hello, could you ask your ally about unstopable motion ? I have a strangie feeling something he is telling me through what you write, in my ear.
Our world is our love.
Tik-tok~Kesha
Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in
[CHORUS]Don't stop, make it popDJ, blow my speakers upTonight, Imma fight'Til we see the sunlightTiK ToK, on the clockBut the party don't stop noWhoa-oh oh ohWhoa-oh oh oh
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