07-01-2015, 12:05 AM
Just yesterday i started to think about how music and things i read and reality in general are all being created right now. i saw that the movi i was watching was answering my thoughts in real time and so it couldnt be prerecorded. it was being made in the moment right now occuring as it was watching my thoughts and attention. it forms to it and then i thought that even movies, old movies i already seen still had the momenary newness within them, the moment that is aware and can change and i thought that everythign has this within it, the free flowing moment of now that is aware of yourself and your own intent and knowledge. I looked out my window at the exct moment of this thought and saw in the streeet a dark and shadowy motion that resided inside of the very fabric of reality. it moved the street around and made it into free flowing motion then set it back as it was just showing me that indeed this living transforming essence exists in everything right now and is ready to move realty, even the concrete into a new pattern right here and now. it showed my my awareness is perceptual form and then it left as quick as it came but it never really left, it is always there inside of everything ready to be the freeflowing moment that creates things newly. and always as if it is the first time ever being made.

