04-05-2018, 12:00 AM
DoktorGreen wrote:
A big deal! Out of control is a huge moment! As you know, it feels like a great loss of energy or power. As well as a loss of acuteness. But THEN you start to SEE everything as new and wondrous. No more human conditioning! Looking through the eyes of the double. Here's the next question.... Can you retain it?
Dok
Its like conquer power or be conquered by power. It felt terrifying. I think I did retain it yes. Since that moment I have opened and allowed my shell to fly off a few times and no death awaited me.
A big deal! Out of control is a huge moment! As you know, it feels like a great loss of energy or power. As well as a loss of acuteness. But THEN you start to SEE everything as new and wondrous. No more human conditioning! Looking through the eyes of the double. Here's the next question.... Can you retain it?
Dok
Its like conquer power or be conquered by power. It felt terrifying. I think I did retain it yes. Since that moment I have opened and allowed my shell to fly off a few times and no death awaited me.