04-07-2018, 12:00 AM
I think fear is healthy and can keep us on the right way. What do we fear most? That is what we should question. Is fear just? Is what we fear worth fearing? I had fear the gap opening to far and losing my shell. I knew I would die if it happened. It was my weak spot. Yet when that fear came to life and brought me that edge I felt death inches from me, and yet it was gone the moment I knew I could live anyways and change the outcome. I am left challenging my fears and examining the possible outcomes of meeting what I fear. Death. Is it really so bad? What is it? Is it what you believe it is? What you intend it to be? The intended outcome? Is it the knowledge of death that we invite thru believing and knowing it is to come. We all intend the forms of our deaths. We place that power in many possible outcomes. Normal people think that death is one of the only certainties of life. Once yer born you intend to die. You are taught all the ways to get there. Yet, for me and many, the open gap and leaving your cocoon is certain death. Now I know that when I changed that intent death vanished from me. No more fear. I wonder if you could change every outcome of death and simply stop believing in it, feeding it, giving it form.