01-10-2008, 12:00 AM
Kick my own ass.
I'm the guy who keeps citing Castaneda's writings about the Warriors Way.
I sure would like to be like that, but to be honest, the past 3 months have been kicking my ass.
I am full of fears and desperation , now.
To be fully crazy, maybe to be saying something about the powers of the other side, I wonder if a natural Witch has attacked me.
I say this in relation to those on this forum who have complained about attacks from various persons or enteties.
Here's my situation:
Last August, my ex-wife died, and it seemed like a suicide. I was dispassionate about it as it was not unexpected. She was an Addict. But:
since that time , all kinds of calamities have come to me;
sickness, auto problems, depression, work issues, you name it. I feel to be under attack from unknown forces and I am not knowledgable enough to defend myself.
To those here who are also under attack for whatever reason, my apologies and sympathies.
Really, I seek and wish to exchange Stratagies for survival.
In old times I would think that Demons are after me or that God Hates me.
Now, I think I can see that people have access to powers, even the uninformed ,thru INTENT, that can alter my LIFE.
That, a person with enough angry energy can disrupt another's life with a Death Wish.
All suggestions are welcome.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow
I'm the guy who keeps citing Castaneda's writings about the Warriors Way.
I sure would like to be like that, but to be honest, the past 3 months have been kicking my ass.
I am full of fears and desperation , now.
To be fully crazy, maybe to be saying something about the powers of the other side, I wonder if a natural Witch has attacked me.
I say this in relation to those on this forum who have complained about attacks from various persons or enteties.
Here's my situation:
Last August, my ex-wife died, and it seemed like a suicide. I was dispassionate about it as it was not unexpected. She was an Addict. But:
since that time , all kinds of calamities have come to me;
sickness, auto problems, depression, work issues, you name it. I feel to be under attack from unknown forces and I am not knowledgable enough to defend myself.
To those here who are also under attack for whatever reason, my apologies and sympathies.
Really, I seek and wish to exchange Stratagies for survival.
In old times I would think that Demons are after me or that God Hates me.
Now, I think I can see that people have access to powers, even the uninformed ,thru INTENT, that can alter my LIFE.
That, a person with enough angry energy can disrupt another's life with a Death Wish.
All suggestions are welcome.
Bob CHawkeye and Crow